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Where were you?
When I called?
When I drove to your house?
When I emailed?
Where were you?
When I needed you the most?
You said you'll be there
by my side at all times.
No matter what happens
You said you'd cal back
if I called with no answer.
You said everything would be alright
and I believed you.
Where were you?
The day we was to go out?
I called
you didnt answer or call back.
I emailed
you never responded
I drove to your house
you wasnt there.
Is there another girl??
If there is.....tell me.
I dont want to sit
waste time
to hear from you.
Is she pretty? Ugly?
Skinny? Fat?
Blonde? Brunette?
What is she like?
Fun? Boring?
Stupid? Smart?
Nice? Mean?
I need to know.
Where were you
lemme know
so I dont have to worry.
Where Are You??
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Kind
Earthly
Vivacious
Intelligent
Nice
Elegant
Delightful
Wild
Appreciative
Rightous
Dead
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Why’d it have to be you?
Anyone but you,
My life has changed so much since you left me.
I miss you so much.
Why couldn’t it just be me?
You were always there for me,
You made me laugh
You made me smile,
You eve n made me cry over stupid little things.
Why cant you just come back?
I hear these songs and they remind me what good times we had
“Slipped Away”, “What hurts the Most”, “Believe”,
I just wish you’d come back.
Why’d it have to be you?
Of all the good things you did to others
I don’t remember anything you’ve done wrong to hurt any one or yourself.
I carry your picture around with me all the time and think about you 24/7.
I just wonder like a song, if I have somebody watching over me and who it is,
Someone must be or I wouldn’t be here this day.
If I’ve done anything wrong to hurt you,
I’m sorry and wish everything would be like they were before.
All the good times we shared and here it is almost 5 years later and its lost….all of it.
You were the one who made me realize that life really is important and has a meaning to it.
Why did you leave? Especially the way you did?
It wasn’t anyone’s fault.. It just happened.
All of this seems like a dream and a nightmare.
Everyday and night, think and wish you were here…I guess everyone wishes that.
Why? Why does it feel like I’m not forgiven?
The last words from me to you, “I hate you and never want to see again”, gets to me every
single time.
It seems like if I hadn’t said that,
You’d still be here with me today.
It’s like that song “What Hurts the Most”,
And what really hurts the most was being so close and saying what I had said.
I feel so lost. I don’t know what I’d do without you.
I’m happy I wasn’t there to see you leave the way you did, but again I wish I could’ve.
Why? Why did this happen to you?
every time near Christmas, I can’t help but to think of this horrible tragedy.
I wish you’d come back.
It’s NOT FAIR!!!
I lost my friend, best friend, closest friend
my closest cousin I had, and apart of me.
I pray everyday that I would see you again and I know I will..
Just.. Why?
Please come back! Please! I know God puts his people on this Earth and takes them back
when he thinks they’re ready,
But you? Why you? You wasn’t ready.
11 years of my life are gone, taken away from me.
4 years ago on December 21, 2001, was the worst time of my life.
I wish nothing ever happened
And that we’d still be here together today.
WHY??
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You meant the world to me,
and I screwed up.
you were always there from me
to care for me
laugh with me
talk with me
and I screwed up.
I saw what I saw
i heard what I heard
and what I heard and saw is what made me think.
I didnt want to
but I did
now I see that I had made a big mistake that I'll always regret.
Why does it have to be this way?
I've called and called.
left messages and more messages
you never returned my calls in over a week
now I hear you still love me
but Im gone so oh well...?
if you still loved me, you'd call.
if you still loved me, you'd write.
if you still loved me, you'd get me back 1 way or another.
I still love you
that will never change
but I'm so lost.
lost at what I did
lost at what I should do.
I'm lost and hopefully will be found.
its not fair!
but I guess i have to deal with it.
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Life has
Overcomming obstacles with
Violence emotionally and physically, but
Excitement comes and goes in every possible way.
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All this time
I thought it was true,
love, true love,
now I found out
it was all lies,
you, me, love
trust.
This relationship was lost
we never found it.
The real and true one.
lost in the world
lost in these lies
lost in the words you speak.
I thought we had it going
a true, long, everlasting relationship
but all along
everyone was right.
I thought I loved you.
I was lost
and you found me
but threw me out where I once was before.
Im now lost again.
I gave you my heart and soul
and now i regret it.
Im hurt
torn to pieces
lost.
All these lies you've told me
I found out the truth,
I believed you.....when I shouldn't have.
Now Im lost in lies and cant trust no more.
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I just got out a relationship
I thought was long and everlasting.
I need some time,
can you give it to me?
You say you like me
gon' buy me stuff
and Im claimed by you and can claim you
when Im ready.
Im not ready
Im not ready for anything
love
relationships
anything.
You're sweet, cute, caring
charming and relaxing
but emotional.
I like you
but not enough
to start a new relationship.
Dont get me wrong, you're a good man
but Im just not ready.
give it some time
give me some time, to think things through and over.
I've been hurt
and dont wish to go down that road again.
I thought that last time
and a long relationship
hurt me, crashed me.....badly.
It'll take a while
to get over
So please.....lets be friends...right now
Im not ready...
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People say we will die sooner or later,
But I believe we'll live forever.
Even if we die on Earth,
you'll still have a life.
It's called and after life...in Heaven.
I hear that there are parties in the after life,
if thats true, I cant wait to die.
I hear that you'll be able to see the ones you lost,
if thats true, I cant wait to die.
Some people say that one day Jesus will come back and bring everyone back with him,
if thats true, I want to live as long as I can.
So dont say you wanna die because you're mad,
Say you wanna die because when you die your spirit will still be alive in the after life.
You'll see the love ones you lost,
You can party....when and all you want,
and....
You'll be with God at all times.
Say YOU CANT WAIT, because I cant either..
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I say over and over
I'm moving out.
Yall dont understand!
I give it chance by chance
and it doesn't work.
I do nothing,
Yall treat me like Im
some freakin child!
Im not.
We never get along.
I can't stand living
out here.
It sucks
living with yall.
It makes me miserable.
Im 16 for God's sake!
Treat me like a teenager.
Give me some freedom.
Im only a teenager once
so let me live my own life
without any interuptions.
Only 4 months and Im 17,
Im movin then.
Say I cant all you want
Call it running away,
I dont care!
but Im not staying here
Not this place..or any where near it.
Not a threat,
but a Promise!
So deal with it!
Im Outta Here!!
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We've been together 6 months now,
I thought it was all good until,
You said you're takin ya ex to prom.
Prom's 1 night,
only 7 hrs to get there -n- 7 hrs back.
Yet you stayin for 2 wks...OUT OF STATE!
I hater her,
you know that!
I dont trust her,
you know that!
Most of all,
thats your ex!
You are so low!
How could you do this to me?
Of all things,
you choose her?!
The one i cant stand!
I cant see you all the time,
you know good and well why!
And you do this?!
Choose to see her instead?!
After all we went through last year....
Thats low!
I thought you knew better than that.
I thought we had it going
until,
she called.
until,
she asked you to take her to prom.
until,
you said yes!
until,
You Hurt Me!
Knowing I thought I could trust you,
Now I cant.
I would never do that to you.
Go with my ex to prom.
If you hated him as I do her,
I couldnt do that,
For 2 Dang wks!!!
Thats low!
What a "great" boyfriend I have!
Im sorry,
not for what you did,
Id never fogive you for that,
But for whats going to happen.
Its time I say Good-Bye,
For all you put me through.
I still love you.
Always have, Always will,
but its just not happening for me.
2 Freakin wks just to take someone
I absolutely cant trust and Hate!
Thats BULL!!
I cant go on like that,
I wish it doesnt end like this,
Of all the things we've talked about,
moving out on our own,
getting married....soon when you get back from Basic,
Its either me or her!
Choose!
Good-Bye!
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