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Sarah Leatherman Poem
How does it work, this human heart
Aches and pain, stress and stains
Lingering taste that's left is tart
Bitter to the core
It keeps on feeding, always, forever
Something I can't ignore
Changing, reshaping, discolored and hard
Alone and weak it struggles to go on
It appears to be full, but actually starved
Gazing down as the butterflies fly up
Hard to breath, eat or sleep
I never knew this road would be so tough
Now and then I think of them
All those who had a string
All fools they seam, when compared to him
Green eyes gazed into my soul
What will be my fate
Will I ever again gain control
I hoped someone would understand
Someday see who I am
When the morning light hits my face
Hear music in its place
Im still here, and I hope one day
That my ripple will one day reach the pier
Copyright © Sarah Leatherman | Year Posted 2015
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Sarah Leatherman Poem
I'm not the first I know
But will I be the last
This dirty side you show
We've definitely moved to fast
Who else has been here
Do the faces blur into one
Everything now is coming clear
And no I'm not having fun
You wish you had a doll instead of a girl
Never returning to the last
Your touch now makes my toes curl
A sickening feeling from the past
What did they have that I don't
Not much to offer I guess
You told me to scream but I won't
The blood makes such a mess
She was the women you loved
A replacement you work to create
Your hands both tightly gloved
You tell me I'm lucky number eight
Ashamed and naked I lay
For all the world to see
Someday I'll make you pay
In the next life it may be
They wonder where I am
No one would ever expect
This lion prays on a lamb
Your last prize to collect
A place I've never seen
And still will not
Your hands have been scrubbed clean
The desert I lay in is hot
3 years to find my body
My best years are gone
They make you sound gaudy
And turn me into a delicate swan
Plucked from her prime of life
To let rot and decay
All for the love of your wife
Whose body next to, I do lay
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Alone again within myself
Emptiness with the faint sounding echo
I swallow hard fighting back the tears
Looking at the walls bland art deco
I wish my brain used a megaphone
And my heart could write a book
Screaming brilliance into the night
And words of all that love that was took
If only my eyes were x-ray machines
And could read what's on your mind
Your eyes judging me endlessly
Although you say your thoughts are only kind
I wish my feet could change the hands of time
Taking steps from present back into the past
Would I write a new future?
A new shadow would I cast?
If only my voice spewed words of hope
An ear to listen I would grasp
Lips hypnotic to the eye
Around your heart they would clasp
I wish your arms were wrapped around me
Squeezing this hallow shell
Filling it with love and joy
And taking me from this hell
If only your hands would touch my face
Bring warmth back to my cheek
I feel I will blow away into dust
And these, the last words I would ever speak
I pray your heart is always with me
Together beating as one
May you never forget me
And may our course never be run
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Sarah Leatherman Poem
The sweet scent of sea salt across your face
The million miles between our hearts both time and space
Memories of laughter, dancing and love together in one place
Do you remember the dress I wore and my white veil of lace?
The years have come and gone, but I'm still here
With each passing moment a breathless hope that you draw near
Pondering still on how it all ended, so much left unclear
Watching my changing reflection in this broken mirror
The end creeps closer in each passing moment, alone in death I fear
Blue majestic mountains set in front a fiery tipped orange sun
Only first seen truly with my eyes when into your arms I did run
Fate was set and paths chosen nothing to be undone
All the time spent together, long passionate nights of fun
Weight on my shoulders must weigh more than a ton
You loved me once and my heart was only for you
Why such a harsh decision in the end we both came to
Your eyes now only see a sky of green and the ocean blue
A fog has set in and the past has become a hue
12,000 miles away from me your heart flew
The hands of the clock are coming to a stop
They say my heart no longer works and my blood pressure will drop
My thoughts are with you as I leave this wrinkled shell
I hear beautiful music and the distant familiar sound of a ringing wedding church bell
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Sarah Leatherman Poem
I dreamt again of you last night
You looked exactly the same
Your eyes full of passion burning so bright
And we laughed together until the morning came
It feels so real when you are there
Like the years have not come to pass
The cards we were dealt were not fair
And our hearts fed to wolves of the mass
I miss the sound of your laughter
And the big smile I used to bring to your face
I thought in the end a happy ever after
But that just wouldn't be the case
I know by now you don't look as I imagine
That time has changed us both
You, a person i was never to abandon
I wanted nothing more than to swear my oath
How much has changed since our days of youth
We have both found others to eas the pain
Only in this poem can I finally speak the truth
That in my heart you shall forever remain
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My anger wells in my eyes
Why does she threaten me so
A different look, her different size
Ears burn red, they almost glow
Is it hate, envy, jelousy.... love
Why would I want to be anyone but me
She would fit like a glove
But disfigurement is all I see
He loved her once and maybe still
Secrets kept deep within him
A mountain to climb instead of a hill
I hang here way out on a limb
Her green eyes drown my blue
A smile that cuts me deep
My sorrows fade in me, through & through
For its his heart I shall keep
Passing through, a winter storm
Cold to the bitter end
I can see through to your real form
This heart is now mine to mend
A faint memory of what once was now
Grey eyes do gaze
I'm pleased with my work and shall take a bow.
For together we've made it through this maze
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A deep impression it's made
Soaked in red, never to fade
Drips down my arm and onto my leg
A price said now fully paid
True blue it once was
Sounds of a drum make my ears buzz
Scars show from all of my loves
With no reasoning, just because
Be gentle with this frail thing
Cut it out and it will no longer sing
Ruled once by his majesty the king
Held on now by nothing now but a string
I wear it here to show my curse
No pain to gain, nothing could be worse
But true I stand, still to myself
No fortune to gain, only my own self wealth.
Copyright © Sarah Leatherman | Year Posted 2015
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