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Becca Allen Poem
As I walk into the room my heart is beating threw my chest,
Just the thought of him, waiting for me, sends my heart racing,
I have been waiting for this moment for as long as we have been together,
No more waiting, no more planing, its now or never, tonight is the night,
I walk into the room and see all the small things he has done here,
The candles on the mantel, the new sheets, all the photos of us together,
He has tried as hard as he could to make this night prefect for me,
After I take this all in, I see him for the first time standing there,
He look so amazing standing there, so perfect just standing still,
As he walks closer to me I take the sight of him all in,
He walks to me and kisses me softly, I start to melt into him,
As we move towards the bed, all these thoughts running threw my mind,
This is the night I have been waiting for for a very long time,
As we lay together, this marks the latest in a long line of times we lie together,
But tonight is unlike them, this night I don't have to leave, I can stay rapped up in
him all night,
As we lay there kissing and touching each other, it feels like this is the safest
place ever,
I feel so safe and warm in his arms, I never want to leave this safe place he
makes for me,
I need no more than to stay here forever, but sometimes a thought creeps into
my mind,
Does he really love me, then I think, he has to love me,
It wouldn't feel this right if he didn't, would it, he has to love me,
I push that thought out of my head for now, and concentrate on him,
I take in the smell of him, the feeling of his weight on top me,
I would marry him now if he asked, but he's not ready for that yet,
I really don't know if he ever will, but if he is I hope to God I will be made his wife
someday,
I want to be the mother of his children, his wife, the person next to him in bed
every night,
I would move the moon and stars to make that happen, but I know I can't press
him to much,
For I would take just having him, even if its only half the time, over not having him
at all,
He whispers I love you softly to me, I close my eyes and take in the moment,
This was the best night of my life, and now all I want is more, and soon I will get
my wish,
All I want is to be his forever, and I will never stop waiting for him no matter what,
But I know he will be leaving soon, and I start to cry softly as he sleeps next to me.
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I stare at him, my breath stops, and my blood runs cold,
He is the one man I know I will always love,
He is the only person I ever want to make love to,
He is so sweet and kind, but also can be mean and hurtful,
Tonight is the latest in a long line of times we will share the same bad,
As short of a time as 2 hours makes, I will enjoy it well I have the time with him,
He is not really mine anymore, but he doesn't belong to another either,
So i guess he still is mine, or at lest I am still his, that I know for sure,
His sent is ingrained in my mind, the way he looks at me, half-man half-godlike,
He knows I love him, and deep down I know he loves me just as much,
He is leaving soon and I cant stand it, will miss him in every way, everyday,
He starts to walk over to me, as I sit there waiting for him to come over to me,
I can feel my heart pounding, I know what is next, I know he loves me, he has to,
It would feel this right if he didn't, would it, he has to love me,
He couldn't touch me the way he does with so much love and passion, if he didn't,
As i lay next to him, after the pleasure stops and my heart rate goes down,
The best feeling in the world sets in, I feel loved and I want this to never end,
I would lay like this forever, just like this with him next to me, breathing together,
I love feeling his weight on top on me, him arms hold me close to him,
Laying like this I feel truly loved and protected, I wish I could do this every night,
I would marry him now if he asked, but he's not ready for that yet,
I really don't know if he ever will, but if he is I hope to god I will be made his wife,
I want to be the mother of his children, his wife, the person next to him in bed
every night,
I need to feel his kiss, the feeling of his kiss, I would not be the same without him
in my life,
In a little wile I must go back to my house, my bedroom, away for him and his
safety,
He pulls me close and whispers I love you so much baby softly, I start to cry,
He will be gone soon, no more love, no more nights just laying there holding
each other.
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I knew someday our love would have to end,
I knew eventually I would have to go back to calling you friend,
It's killing me that now that day has come,
It so hard knowing you want to run,
If it's for the best then where is this pain from,
It's breaking my heart to walk away from you,
I'm trying my best to appear strong,
Still part of me says that in your arms is where I belong,
I still love you with all my heart,
That's not going to change even though we're apart,
You were my first love and my first kiss.
There are so many of our special times I'm going to miss,
We both have issues no one knows of,
Neither of us had the strength to be true to our love,
But I still want to be only one you love,
This can't be the end, I won't let it,
All I want is to go back and forget it,
You broke my heart, but I can forgive it,
You were my best friend, my one and only,
And now you have left me so cold and lonely.
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You make me laugh, and then make me cry,
I am going crazy inside,
You hold me close, then push me away,
All I want to do is stay,
You tell me I'm your world, then go out with someone else,
I just want to be only one,
You call me at night and say the most amazing things, but you never say them in
the light of day,
I just want to hear them all the time,
You say I love you more then life, I want marry you, then you wont even call me
your girlfriend,
I just want you to decide,
I can't be yours 1/2 the times,
I am the kind of girl that loves so hard that 1/2 the times, isn't worth mine,
I would do anything to marry you and spend the rest of my life with you,
But I don't know how much more I can go threw,
I just want you to hold me like you once did,
Tell me I'm the only girl you will ever love,
Just make up your mind,
I don't care if we are going to be a part,
I just want to know I am your one and only,
The time of me saying I'm waiting forever has passed.
Copyright © Becca Allen | Year Posted 2006
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