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The Man I Love

I stare at him, my breath stops, and my blood runs cold,
He is the one man I know I will always love,
He is the only person I ever want to make love to,
He is so sweet and kind, but also can be mean and hurtful,
Tonight is the latest in a long line of times we will share the same bad,
As short of a time as 2 hours makes, I will enjoy it well I have the time with him,
He is not really mine anymore, but he doesn't belong to another either,
So i guess he still is mine, or at lest I am still his, that I know for sure,
His sent is ingrained in my mind, the way he looks at me, half-man half-godlike,
He knows I love him, and deep down I know he loves me just as much,
He is leaving soon and I cant stand it,  will miss him in every way, everyday, 
He starts to walk over to me, as I sit there waiting for him to come over to me,
I can feel my heart pounding, I know what is next, I know he loves me, he has to,
It would feel this right if he didn't, would it, he has to love me,
He couldn't touch me the way he does with so much love and passion, if he didn't,
As i lay next to him, after the pleasure stops and my heart rate goes down,
The best feeling in the world sets in, I feel loved and I want this to never end,
I would lay like this forever, just like this with him next to me, breathing together,
I love feeling his weight on top on me, him arms hold me close to him,
Laying like this I feel truly loved and protected, I wish I could do this every night,
I would marry him now if he asked, but he's not ready for that yet,
I really don't know if he ever will, but if he is I hope to god I will be made his wife,
I want to be the mother of his children, his wife, the person next to him in bed 
every night,
I need to feel his kiss, the feeling of his kiss, I would not be the same without him 
in my life,
In a little wile I must go back to my house, my bedroom, away for him and his 
safety,
He pulls me close and whispers I love you so much baby softly, I start to cry,
He will be gone soon, no more love, no more nights just laying there holding 
each other.

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