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Hannah Anderson Poem
I stare into the mirror as the make-up slowly comes off . And the girl
that stays in hiding all day comes out . The girl with blackened eyes from crying
all night . The one that cuts her wrist just to watch the blood slowly drip down and
form a pool . She does this every night to reassure herself she still has control
over her own life . She stays up thinking of you . You’re the last thing on her mind
before she goes to bed every night . She falls asleep holding on to every last
memory you share . All along knowing you;ve forgotten every single one .
I fall asleep hiding her in the back of my mind . All night long
dreaming of old times and how I used to get the butterflies in my tummy just by
seeing your smile . Then realizing it was all just a dream , I wake up , go to the
mirror and see that girl again . I start throwing things at the mirror , hoping to
make her go away . I punch the mirror praying she’ll disappear . The mirror
shatters and shreds my knuckles . Leaving a blood covered mess across my
bedroom floor . So I get up leaving the mess behind wishing it would take the
memories with it .
In the bathroom putting the make-up back on hiding the girl with the
blackened eyes and cut up wrists . Getting ready to go through another day of
walking around the halls seeing you and her together . The way we used to be .
Back when things were good and life was good and everything made sense .
Back when that girl that stays in hiding didn’t even exist . Then he comes up,
wraps his arms around me, kisses me and stares into my eyes . I stare right
back into his eyes all along wishing I was staring into your s. but all along
realizing I never will again . So I go back home , start taking the make-up off
again, bringing out that girl from her hiding place .
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you were the only one that kept me from killing my self , the only reason I even
stayed here in hell . in the end you’re the reason I sit here in the dark writing this
poem with the cold gun laying in reach . as soon as I am done saying these last
few things I need to say . I’ll pick it up, say I love you one last time though you
wont hear it and pull the trigger . finally saying goodbye to this world . I’ll leave you
knowing that I loved you with all my heart, body and soul . don’t worry though, you
released me . I wont feel any more pain . the only pain I’ll feel wont last too long .
not nearly as long as the pain that I would feel if I was to stay alive . they say the
greatest pain of all is a broken heart . guess I wont have to find out for too
long .so this is my goodbye ….
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Hannah Anderson Poem
The rain coming down
goose bumps rising on our arms.
You gaze into my eyes
for the last time tonight.
With no where to go,
I kiss you one final time
whisper I love you, then turn to leave.
I take a few steps,
turn back to see you again.
I call out your name to turn you around.
With tears streaming down your face
you slowly turn back to me.
I can't hold myself back
I run into your arms begging
you not to leave me.
You promise you'll never leave.
So we say goodbye
this one last time.
and take our parting ways.
Copyright © Hannah Anderson | Year Posted 2006
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Hannah Anderson Poem
Running towards what I
have been trying to avoid.
Teling myself the truth
turned out to be all lies.
Wishing Hoping Praying
that everthing would work out.
You said those things last night.
You kept repeating every word,
although I already knew.
I know that I have hurt you,
that I'm not what you want.
Wishing Hoping Praying
that I can run
and lose the old me.
Then would you hold your arms
open when I came home?
If not, then I can run even more.
I will do anything to earn
your love back.
Wishing Hoping Praying
to be the one you want.
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