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Sara Murad Poem
what am i living for ?
for eating, sleeping and working...
what is so special in my life ?
whenever i sit alone ,i keep on crying
for something that i want very much,
for something that i cant find...
and this thing made me hate everything around me ,
even the nearest person to me.
i hate myself for not changing my life,
for not being happy ,
for not being genuine with my self,
for not being extrovert
for obliging myself to be detached from the world and from the people around me.
but i the love the Sara in me , the Sara that's sleeping deeply in my soul waiting
for me to wake up her...
but my question is :is she going to help me???
some people born to be happy and to have a nice, easy life
but some people born to have a tough and a hard life...
why do i have to be from the second kind ???
i keep telling myself : im the happiest person on earth, which is not .
i try to fill my time in anything to stop the feeling of ****** ,
because it hurts my soul a lot , and it's hard to be healed again ...
Copyright © Sara Murad | Year Posted 2006
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Sara Murad Poem
is she really my mom ?
why does she keep on insulting me in front of others ?
why does she lower my value in front of my friends ?
why does she oblige me to do things that i dont want ?
why do people see her nice and good but in front of me...totally the opposite ?
why does she blame me on things that i didn't do ?
why do my friends have fun together every weekend outside in a mall except me
just waiting their calls in the prison to tell me how much fun they had ?
sometimes i sit alone and wonder, whether she trusts me or not...
she thinks that she's always right in what she says and does , no matter what ...
why does she make my life so complicated and miserable ?
why does she hurt me a lot from inside ?
i always cry because of her , because of the way she treats me and because of
her hurting words that i always hear from her ....
does she love me or care for me ???
who is the mistaken ???
Copyright © Sara Murad | Year Posted 2006
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