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Ok...
These thoughts i have of you in my head.
I want them gone and dead.
In the past for you i bled.
I wanna take all our memories and shred.
This feeling is the one i dread.
Look at my wrists all you see is red.
In my mind when i looked ahead,
I imagined us together forever
and one day wed.
I wanted us to share everything even a last name.
I know that will never happen and in my heart i feel to blame.
I admit i made mistakes but i can't take them back, then reclaim;
That feeling, Why didnt you ever feel the same?
Everything we went through was all in vain.
After that week nothing was ever the same.
What happened to us and our precious flame?
It was smothered now i have to exclaim!
I don't like what you made me, what i became.
Now theres a gun in my throat its time i was in control, i took aim.
One click could stain the wall with my brain.
Id be gone but so would the pain.
For me this is the biggest decision that will ever be made.
I'm shaking this is the end and i'm so afraid.
Wait, this isn't the right choice to be made.
My suicide has been slowly delayed.
If i ask, can you explain?
how was i the main source of your depression, your pain?
It was you and your actions
That I tried to constrain.
Why do i still have this feeling in my heart, why does it remain?
I mean were over so why is there still a stain?
I apologize for my words and actions being so deign.
I mean I gave you everything but it was all in vain.
Now after you answer my questions they'll be nothing left to explain.
I just hope you can sustain,
All of the thoughts of hate in my brain.
Remember That night everything changed?
Ill never forget, when you took those pills to get rid of the pain.
Then, you parked and passed out on the tracks but nothing came.
Now sometimes i wish, I would’ve prayed for a train.
[pause in beat-train horn gets louder and louder-train passes-bang/car crash noise]
When I asked you why you said heaven would be a better place.
I just imagined you waiting in a cold lifeless embrace.
And you praying by yourself as if you were saying grace.
You didn't know what was going to happen so you said it just in case.
Savannah, i love you but lets touch base .
You are a disgrace.
I know you know it i can tell by the look on your face.
Thats why you did it,
you wanted every mistake you've ever made to be erased.
It would have been such a waste.
It wasn't me, it was everything you've done that has made your smile displaced.
All i wanted was to change your frowns direction and bring life to your lifeless complexion.
So, i guess i can't be your savior and be the correction, for your mistakes and imperfections.
I tried to give you everything all you gave me was pain and disaffection.
I thought we had something more than a connection.
But, now ive realized that what i thought was love was an infection.
You gave it to me like an injection.
Your sadness and depression was your fault to my recollection.
Id like to say Im a man of my word as an interjection.
My words have caused a mental break through.
Now, I understand theres nothing left to question or construe.
The reason for my pain and everything i went through.
Was to break me so, for the suffering savannah I thank you.
I had to break to become anew.
I have found who i was destined to be.
I am B, he is my true identity.
For now I let my thoughts run endlessly, as they come together to create a perplexity.
My pain is over what's left is me with the feeling of joy and serenity.
I realized i can't change it, just like me. I know this is how it was meant to be.
You see, this is how it was meant to be..

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The Search For Mentality

This is my search for the proper mentality
Ive realized I need to change myself drastically,
And Radically
I need to Change my whole inner Anatomy
On The search for a cure to my insanity
I just dont want to be another fatality
As I look around casually, trying to think rationally
But the only answer i can find is to change my whole personality
If i dont the pain will continue to grow rapidly 
In this calamity I lost you, but only to a mental catastrophe
But you looked into my eyes and said "it wasnt me"
So ill continue to be in this state of amity
Thankfully I lack apathy 
While i wait Ecstatically
For you come back to me,
In my time of need I tried to turn to christanity
Because They said the bible would hold the answers in reality
But my life needs to be lived emphatically
So id like to drop a bomb on your faith, **** the baptistry
And im sorry for all this blasphomy
My words of truth have turned into a rhapsody
And ive learned that The one of the real gifts you left me is was this constructive agony
My brain needs to be drained because its nearly at full capacity
My thoughts are endless and keep growing erratically 
Every thought of mine is full of confession, confusion and wishes for the future, 
Id call it a fantasy
Because I dream one day we will be living together, fantastically
And stop being held down by gravity
And ill float away with you in my arms
Now understand I say that with first meaning of audacity
And I feel like you are mine as if you were given to me through my born rights constitutionalily
And In my mind Our love was a given right that was ammended and ended with feelings of impartialily
But with time the amendment will be repealed happily, with no memory
And youll return to me randomly
And ill tell you "i wasnt worried" sarcastically
Because when you walked away it left a very deep cavity
i tried to fill it up with pathetic fallacy
but only you in my arms will fill it to the top dramatically
And nothing will ever be the same in my eyes and in my reality
Dont worry I dont say that unhappily 
Because missing you has caused me to fight and fix my life and my immorality
So now ill take a bow and say "thank you"
like im trying to end this theatrically
With your hand in mine and the proper punctuality.

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Nymphy

That what our baby girls name would have been
But sadly her life will never begin
She lives only in this song and in my heart deep within
Now i look back and imagine her grin and wish things could have been,
different now bring on the violin
Our little girl would have been so innocent
The most beautiful little infant
But now she'll never see the light of day and we've become so distant
We no longer share anything not even a commitment
We like strangers in the street we stay at a distance
Even though we both know that it was alway me B but i was too blind to see that
After that week to my love you were resistant
And i was too persistent
I never thought that I was the ticket to your depression
Now i look into the past and want to cause a spin and take everything back but what i would change is the topic of my thoughts yes the answer at last So What would i change in the past Id make our love last and bring nymphadora to this world so i can hear her laugh and id change myself
For you and her thats just that
Id do anything to give her the greatest life and be the best dad
Unlike the biological one i never had
Its odd that i don't find that sad and its never made me mad
Because the father i have is great and i will be too thats not up for debate
For now just sit back and relax as i explain my story of how i became what i am which is perfection
It all started with my father to my recollection
He set the example for what i would become, a locked up abusive alcoholic coke head who is now dead
What you don't believe what i just said
Well believe it i mean his name was Brody too, I've worked all my live to not be his replication
We have alot in common except i care and i have endless toleration
He didn't thats why when i was a child him and my mother had brutal altercations
He was always in jail i only met him through visitations
My family kept me away from him like segregation
Now that i'm older i can't even remember his face or voice i still want to meet him so i wait everyday in anticipation
I know hes no longer my father but i still dream of have him in my life even if it was just an association
I wish i could get him on a track as a collaboration
But between the dead and the living there is no communication
All i have left is storys told to me by family im sure its all just a dramatization
I met him in a hallucination
Of a bright light call it a visualization
Then he walked out of the shining light in the illumination
But He didn't say a word he just looked into my eyes
I didn't realize what he was telling me then i did an interpretation
I knew he was proud of me his only creation
And i could tell he was sorry because all my life he was gone in jail incarceration
When i came back to reality i had a realization
That i need to change my lifes direction thats right make a correction to perfection
Then discover my true identification
And yes thats B punctuation.

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Soo

When i look at my life and think
I realize that your love was the missing link
You came into my life when my happiness was extinct
I thought there was no way out of the pain so i would excessively drink
I thought there was no other way
I wouldn't turn to anyone for help and i'm not gonna pray
But the second i said soo... And you said hey
My depression receded and the pain went away
And as of today i'm sure that i love you is there anything else i need to say?
Youve given me a purpose and taken my mind out of its disarray
Alyssa you saved me from myself and ill do anything for you to repay
I will love you until i pass away your always on my mind no matter the time of day from when i wake up to when i hit the hay
i know deep in my heart that you do the same
YOUR MY UNIVERSE! sorry i needed to exclaim
My heart flutter when i hear you say my name
{spoken over the phone} 
A-"B"
B-"Baby i just wanted to tell you that to my heart you have the key"
A-"Awe Baby"
B-"I can't live without you like vitamin C"
A-"I love you"
B-"I love you too"
A-"I can't wait to be in your arms so you can hold me"
B-"I can't wait, I wanna stare into your eyes and forever be lost at sea"
A-"Awe B now i know that you love me"
B-"I do to an infinity, soo much it doesn't seem real our love is like a divinity."

B-"in the stars There are no constellations, you are all i see just you in my arms and forever and always with me")
I mean there will be bumps on the road
I just hope that love and loyalty is what i show
Baby we can get through anything i know
Before i met you i was lost but that was a long time ago
Now your my everything my inspiration and my flow
Ive got a lot of love for you to show
Maybe we're going to fast and we need to take it slow
Your not my everything you're my forever and ill never let go
Alyssa i love you i hope you know
Soo...
Thats the first thing i said,
from that moment you brought back to the living because on the inside i was dead
Now it hasn't even been a month and i can imagine us together for eternity and one day wed
I feel like i can't do anything without you i can't even sleep in my bed
But if you need to let me go to be happy then go cut the thread
Ill try to go on i mean i know that you'll be better off in my head
Still it will hurt like my soul being shred
I hope you can look past my mistakes and love me for who i am you don't even have to tell me just leave it unsaid
Just look straight through me like you can see in infrared
What you'll see is the inside of B
and if you look into my thoughts you'd realize there is no longer a me,
There is just a we
Just us together ill do anything to make you happy
like take you to the sea or at least to heaven that i can guarantee
Alyssa i love you i don't take that lightly
I say that with everything inside of me...
I say that with everything that is B...

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Savannah

Savannah your the source of all my stress
And you played me like a game of chess
Checkmate you know the rest
I will never back down and I will not digress
This was all written to express
How much i ****ing hate you is what i need to confess
In order to show you i must regress
Back to when it all started when you were who i tried to impress
you just told me you never cared nonetheless
I loved you, loved is the word i need to stress
I just found out the truth for so long i had to guess
I figured out that your satan i mean that with all disrespect
The worst part is that you know im correct
And as i recollect i was the victim of your self-deception
And you're the victim of my lyrical aggression
Now i look into my reflection
I cant figure out my direction
Theres a lot i can't say for your protection
So ill keep my mouth shut so theres no possible detection
My words are meant to break you and cause you to do a self inspection
I think its called an introspection
I hope i help you realize that you're the definition of imperfection
I want to make your happiness commit to a defection
Knowing you love someone else feels like a needle in my skin an injection
The needle is dirty and covered in an infection
I only say that because your a whore to my deepest recollection
I write these rhymes with a goal, to reverse your smiles direction
Can i ask you if i've reached my objection?

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Decide

“Decide”

[verse 1]
Uh, who the **** am i...wish i could decide
I know you live a lie
I see it in your eyes
say what comes to mind
Then soon you'll find
That the truth has died
The world is a lie
Man who am i...
Wishin i could fly
Wait, i can't decide
Looking towards the sky
photosynthesize
Why do i despise...
So, whats the compromise?
When you come from where i do you need to realize
Its Life or death now, ***** choose a side
Then you sympathize, and to my surprise
I ended up alive
**** god man, he dont decide
**** his stupid lies
i hear you dumb ***** dont ****in cry
I don't speak in lies
The theme is in disguise
"Why should he decide?"
The powers misapplied,
My minds gone awry
Who the **** am i...?

Best Poems Written by Brody Brown

Imagination

Pain

The Search For Mentality

Nymphy

Soo

Savannah

Decide