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Courtney Stewart Poem
Even though im in a crowd with people all
around me for some reason i feel lik I'm all
alone. Like no one understands me and that
no one reconizes that I am me. Some one who
has felt and some one who needs to feel
love and pain. I need to talk to talk to
someone but I cant find that someone who
will listen to me and care for me when I am
all alone deep inside my mind. I cant help
but think who needs me its not like im
needed everyone can go on wiht out me im
just a speck out of a million others. So
who woul miss me and who would feel the
pain for me when i am gone. But I know
no matter what I do people will miss me.
But will they miss you.
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Courtney Stewart Poem
My fear is that if I come out of my barrier
and be myself my real self.
Is that no one would except me or like me
for who I would be.
Who would I become because no one really
truly knows me.
No one knows what I am capable of doing and
what I cannot do.
I am a mystery to most for some reason I
can not get close.
Because if I do they might see the real me.
And I don't know who that would be.
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Courtney Stewart Poem
Do you really know me?
Or am I a mystery to you?
Do you even see me at times?
Or do you look straight through me,
And into my mind?
What do you think you will find?
Do you think you can find
The answers to your questions
Burning in your mind though my eyes?
Would you look me straight in the eyes?
Or would you look away and be afraid
Of what you might find?
Or that you might not find
What you expected to?
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I can’t stand it.
I see you,
But you don’t see me.
I say hi and you just pas me by.
I stand by your side,
But I’m always hidden
From your eyes.
Do you even see me
Standing in the door way?
Can you see the pain inside my eyes?
Or is my happy act
Fooling you.
Can you tell that I’m
Holding back tears
Every single day?
Are you and I
Ever going to be
We again?
Or are we forever
To be friends?
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Why can’t our dreams come true?
And why did I fall in love with you?
Do you love me too?
Am I some thing special to you?
Am I some one you can trust?
Can I have trust in you?
Will you be there when I fall?
Will you give me strength when I give up all?
Will I be able to cry on your shoulder?
Will you hold me when I shiver?
Will you be my knight in silver?
Can I have trust in you?
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Courtney Stewart Poem
Life is a funny
I say this because all through your life you live in a fog
And for some people it just seems like one day they wake up
And the fog is gone
And know they see the world for what it really and truly is
Harsh and rough and not like it was when the were in the fog
And now they wish they were back in the fog
That let the world seem like such a save place
But the reality is that it’s not but some people for some reason
Just haven’t awoken or don’t want to from the fog
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Do you even see me anymore?
If I were to die,
Would you even cry?
If I were to fall,
Would you be there at all?
If I were to fly,
Would you see me pass by?
If I were to stumble,
Would you get me out of trouble?
If I were to lose my way,
Would you find me some day?
Or do you even see that I'm gone?
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The question is will I make the right choice
Or will it be wrong?
In both my eyes and in the eyes of others?
Will it be right?
But the thing is you don't know that answer,
Until it is too late and then it can't be
changed. You are stuck living that way
until you have to make another choice.
And then the questions and worries start
all over again. Never stopping which is
just the way of life.
A question without an answer.
Which will leave you all alone.
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Courtney Stewart Poem
Looking at the ground
Not wanting to see
What is going on around?
Staring at me feet
Afraid that I might meet
The eyes of some one else
Wanting to be nothing
But wanting to be some thing else
Wanting to be brave
But still so afraid of who I am.
Wanting to be there
But I still stand here in fear.
I know I can be
More than I am Right now.
I have let myself go far to far down.
I need to realize that I am who
I am and that is not changing.
I am me, no one else
But I, not he, not she
But me
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You know your not he same?
Something is different but I cant put my finger on it.
I don’t know if you have changed for the better or worst,
But I have a feeling it is for the worst.
Its just some thing doesn’t feel right.
There is something missing that was there before,
But is not there now.
What is it?
It’s driving me crazy I can’t figure it out
Or maybe its not you that has changed
But me who has and I don’t look at you in the same way
That I used to or act the same way I used to around you
And that’s made you act different to me so maybe you haven't changed yourself
But you have changed in my eyes and I have made you change for the worst
But I don’t know why.
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