Not Wanting To See
Looking at the ground
Not wanting to see
What is going on around?
Staring at me feet
Afraid that I might meet
The eyes of some one else
Wanting to be nothing
But wanting to be some thing else
Wanting to be brave
But still so afraid of who I am.
Wanting to be there
But I still stand here in fear.
I know I can be
More than I am Right now.
I have let myself go far to far down.
I need to realize that I am who
I am and that is not changing.
I am me, no one else
But I, not he, not she
But me
Copyright © Courtney Stewart | Year Posted 2005
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