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so i kept it
9 months in me
we connected
everyday i had to make sure i was happ so it wouldnt be affected
sleepless nights feeling sick and it was because of it
sometimes id regret changing my mind on having it aborted
and everytime i did
it would kick
slowly joy would run deep in my heart
even though i didnt want it
it chose me to be its mom
an ammature
unemployed,confused,young girl
with no direction.
i kept it
i have nothing visible to give to it
just my love
which is not pure enough
for a gift like it.
i kept it
but i lost me
i became such a mess that the only thing that rang in my head was death
i sat down and depression sat next to me
my last thought was
"im going to keep it,give birth to it but im not going to stay with it"
i was unfit to mother it
and so after holding it
i kissed it
hugged it
and i left it
my son ...
i left you
in the arms of my mom
who's going to love you
i thought i was going to better for you as an angel and so i went to heaven and left you.
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They say money is the root of all evil.
So forgive me God for I'm about to be a sinner.
You know I can't let my baby
Just have water for his dinner.
In this life you are only a winner
If you're pockets are Fuller
And frankly im tired of being a loser
Only Rich at heart with nothing
To show except for my hungry smile and my kindness .Now i want money and respect as interest, I'm willing to
Lose my integrity as an investment.
No more time for sitting around the fire with family and sharing fairy tales
About the rich men of the city,the kings and queens of the streets of Egypt who praise Gold and shine like diamonds. So I dust my self as I enter the world of believers and dreamers and as I become one of them I'll forget my dusty roots and one day will convince them that it is better to sin while you in the world because it's no different from hell oh well only when I die and reach heaven will I give up the riches of earth cause I can't live like an angel when I got no wings.
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Lying in bed
Eyes open
wide
I should be
sleeping
But here I
am thinking
Of thee
Every night
all the time
I try to close
my eyes
Collapse my
mind
Faint my
heart
And rest my
body
I fail, due to
a thought of
you
A thought
to deep
To within
To intimate
To sweet
My hands
wanna
touch u
Like how
the stars are
with the sky
now
My body
wants to
feel before I
sleep
I'm too weak
That I can't
sleep
When
emotions
run in my
blood
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Look at those
hills and rivers
Perfectly
situated on
this Dark
continent
I smile as I
look at Table
Mountain
Blowing a kiss
to mount
kilimanjaro
At night when
we are all
asleep
They speak
About the
good old
times
When it was
just
stones,birds
and trees
See
everything
thing changed
When Homo
sapiens
Started
chopping
down
everything
building
streets
Now as I
listen to the
birds tweet
I can feel they
sorrow
As they speak
about they
friends
Pythons and
rhinos as they
at a risk of
being extinct.
But still africa
is beautiful
Colourful and
today all da
races Mix
Don't focus
your eyes on
poverty
And the
corrupted
government
But be
enchanted by
our
Gorillas,jungles
and our rivers
Washing
away all our
troubles
Stare at the
sky as it
promises
A better day
In Africa
there's Hope
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When is my turn
I see them holding hands
Smiling and kissing on the streets
And I ask when is my turn
When will I find Love?
I see them playing
Singing,jumping
Late in the evening hugging they Folks
While I work everyday after school
And late in the evening cook for my siblings
So than I ask
When is my turn?
I see them
All of them
Sitting around planning
Talking and having a feast
Wen all I'll have for supper tonight
Is a glass of oxygen mixed with hydrogen
So again I asked when is my turn?
Will I ever see my tears disappear
Will ever happiness smash into me?
Cause I see them
Seeing me
Praying for me
I see them wanting to help me
But they minds are too occupied
To accommodate my life
Hands too full
To pick me
So I ask
When is my turn?
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Dear baby
You came at the wrong time
And at the wrong place
Its not your fault but its mine
Its not just about you
But about my life too
I would love to hold you in my arms sing to you
till u sleep
I would love to kiss your cheeks,tickle your
stomach and hear the melody of laughter.
But I can't not now
I can't change your diapers
I can't even buy you diapers
I can't stay up all night
Worrying about your next meal
Oh and your Father
He can't either
About us he doesn't bother
I feel you inside of me moving
Comforting me every time
I feel sad
I wanna keep you but my circumstances don't
allow me
You too young to understand
Even I still don't understand
Maybe one day I'll forgive myself
But I can't keep you
Through my lack of common sense
Without a condom I had sex
And now I have to abort you
But I could never terminate the existence of you
in my life
EmotionaLly n spiritually.
You came at the wrong time
Wrong womb
And I'm sorry for choosing my life over Yours.
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You lift me up
You make me smile
Just by pronouncing my name
You glorify my face
You give me faith
And Today I believe in fate
Only bcz iv seen ur grace
You like a gigantic Bird
Dat carries me to Cloud 9
As I float up high
I rejoice for in you iv found my mate
You make me dream of nothing better
You and me together
That's destiny
As we hold hands
I vow to my soul "I'll never let you go"
I'll never depart
Such a heart dat loves so true
You take me to cloud9
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To stop loving you
You'll have to beat me up
You'll have to smack me
Kick me and slap da love out of me
To stop thinking about you
You'll have to hypnotize me
You'll have to dig my heart out
Stab my lungs out
You'll have to squeeze all our memories out
To let you go
You'll have to change
You'll have to change
To what I'm clueless
Coz if u be a woman
I'll glady be a lesbian
If u be a dog,I'll make you my pet
If you be a monster
Still I'll love you
And if you starve I'll let you eat me
So in you I'll die.....
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I remember staying up all night
With silly thoughts of you in my mind
With each thought a smile
Appeared on face
You my grace
And I'll forever embrace
Every moment spent in your presents
Cause every minutes spent with you is pleasant
You my future past and present
You present me with joy every day
You my happiness
Though sometimes u cause me stress,wen I lay my head on ur chest all my problems rest eternally
You complete my existence
Without u near I hesitate to take my next breath
I'm afraid without you
Life makes no sense
Its nonsense
Its a nuisance
That I cannot stand
I hope now you understand what you mean to me
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I hate my life
I hate my face
I hate my choices
And I hate my fate
I hate my life
I hate my destiny
I hate who God chose me to be
I hate my life
And I hate me
I hate my life
I hate my dreams
I hate my mistakes
And I hate my heart
I hate how it beat for da things that make my
eyes sweat
I hate who it chooses to let go
And who it selects to stay
I hate my life
I hate my soul
I hate my life
And I hate dis hole
Deep in my spirit
Caused by da things I can't forgive
And what my mind refuses to forget
Like how I know
I had da potential to be Someone
But ended up as not only no one but I'm also
nothing
Failing at everything
I hate my life
I hate my smile
I hate my life
And I hate my Story
I Hate how its always me who says I'm Sorry.
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