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Bria Jackson Poem
that moment you begin to wonder
why or what's the point an you slow
start to look at the whole picture an
realize that. that someone can keep
telling you they care but the actions
are showing otherwise an its been
that way for a while but it took you
a while to realize an you start
blaming yourself because maybe
things would be different if I never
opened up if I never showed I cared
if I wouldn't have slowly piece by
piece took down that wall I've built
over many years to learn to trust
again and that this is my fault
because I loved this person on
purpose because I felt a connect
that I thought would be there no
matter what ... then I realize this
was my fault from the beginning
because I should've know this
would happen it happens all the
time with everyone it was me
wanting to trust wanting to love
wanting to feel safe an happy an
have that secure feeling in my life
that I haven't had in a long time that
im safe an no one will hurt me an
everything's going to be ok ... now
when I look in the mirror I dnt even
know who I see anymore its not that
I don't like who's looking back at me
its just idk who she is anymore she
so broken an physically mentally
and emotionally scarred she's
damaged to the point its no way she
ever be fixed ...now when I look at
her the question comes to mind an I
ask her who am I she look back an
let out a tear as the mirror slowly
shatters an screamed NO ONE AN
THATS ALL YOULL EVER BE!!
Copyright © Bria Jackson | Year Posted 2013
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Bria Jackson Poem
I love it when u hold me kiss me on
my lips an tell me how much I mean
to u an that u think I'm beautiful
......Its nice that you always remind
me that I'm your one an only an that
you want me to be your wife
someday....I love how your never
afraid to tell me how you feel cuz it
shows me that you trust me ....I love
it when we play fight cuz it shows
me your not all serious u have a fun
side to ....I love it how when I talk an
u listen an then give me your honest
opinion on what I said cuz that
shows me u respect me but u also
care .... I love how u text me out of
know where just to tell me u miss
me cuz it lets me know I'm on ur
mind .... i love how u always seem
to make me laugh or smile even
when i dnt want to it shows me u
like to see me happy.... i love how
when i tell u i have a problem or get
better at it ur willing to help it
shows me u want me to better my
self. i love how when we argue an I
say nothing you know just the right
things to say to get me to talk an u
make it all better it showed me I'm
not alone in this relationship an I
love how at the end of the day when
it all comes down to it I'm yours an
you are mines an nothing an know
one can come between that .
Copyright © Bria Jackson | Year Posted 2013
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Bria Jackson Poem
one thing I really hate is when you
know made a mistake but it
happened a long time ago an ppl
just keep holding it over your head
an you already know u was wrong
but you try an get over it an move
on cuz it happened in the past an
ppl just won't let it go they just keep
pointing it out as if it happened
yesterday an your constantly trying
to prove to them that your not that
person anymore an so you make
yourself change into someone your
not someone that they will approve
of because you wanna keep them in
your life an your constantly always
under a lot of pressure to make
shore they love your or that they
have no probably with what your
doin an how you act an one day you
take a good look at yourself an
slowly realize the person your
looking at isn't you an then you sit
an think why am im changing
everything about myself basically
who I am for this person smh they
knew who I was before they came in
my life an that was part of the
reason they loved me but now all of
a sudden they want me to change
everything about myself smh for
what when they could easily go out
an find the person they want im not
a project im a person an I have
feelings to either there gonna
except me for who I am an that I've
matured an im not that immature
person I use to be an love me for
that or we can go our separated
ways an leave it as that ppl need to
learn to look past each others fault
an remember what brought them
together in the first place an what
made them fall in love cuz at the
end of the day sometimes that's
what matters
Copyright © Bria Jackson | Year Posted 2013
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