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Alicia Green Poem
I finally let go of the man. That was toxic to my life. Got tired of being treated as if i didnt matter only to feed his sorry ego. Got tired of working it out and fighting over the most stupidest things. God heal this Heart and help me move on cause i wanna be happy single. I lost so much love in myself trying to fight for a man that was lazy in loving me. Then waiting in the parking lot of my place to get my Attention when i tell him im done. When will my happiness start. When will i be free within this stressed out soul to experience the joy i deserve. I Deserve a man that deserves me im not perfect but id rather be alone then with someone and feel lonely. Showers from the water drops to my feet i star at the gloss of my skin and think. I Allowed him to make me feel worthless. Unhappy just for the sake of saying i had someone because i feared of being alone. Now im single wothmy cat and its peaceful. But show me the side of life i deserve to live cause i need it. Newly single from a 3 year Relationship with a mommas boy free my entire soul from the hate and have me skate on the path to estacy. Help me to pray more do what i enjoy. Help me get to know me more and fall inlove with me. God help me prepare myself to be a better woman then send me my adam. Because he is missing his rib.
Copyright © Alicia Green | Year Posted 2017
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Growing up as innocent as a New Born child Knowing no Wrong About the world. I Found My self Falling..... looking for the love of in all the wrong places not a christan bone in my Body.. Recieveing texted messages and Phone Calls that would Make my parents Blush. Im far from a saint..... I Just got so big headed in thinking i know it all. Abusive relationships Had knifes put to my Throat to even Being choked out as the man who claimed he loved me tryed to advertise me to his Brother.. Still looking for love i didn't quit. i figured through my pain someone will love me turning pages in my Book that lead me to a place of self hate my confidence dropped.. giving my love for love but only received hate. Im tired so when you see me in church praying Dont judge me because we all have a story. i Been Dragged. to picked up and tossed to the shreader time and time again. lost so much faith in god Because i believed if he loved me so much then why would he let me suffer. Im the Deacons
Daughter dont mean that i'm a saint so judge me and be judged...
Copyright © Alicia Green | Year Posted 2013
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As i dive into a pool of my own blood with sweat in tears i hope to see a sign from u. i cry and ask god to shine his light to guide and see me through. i ball up as i hit the floor drowning in my own sorrow as i black out i see visions of you preying to find me so i fight to make it. your tears. glow as i see the reflection of your soul swiming past my depression and floating me up so i can breathe if u shall find me. i pray you bleed the blood of god. and use the power of his word to heel my heart. if u shall seek me i pray that u guard me all of me with your heart protect me through god and shield me. if you are destined and fate leads you to me i pray that god gives u the word to stay. im imperfect for years i fought in hopes of u finding me for i know the thoughts god thinks of me. plans to give me a future and a hope i believe i have faith he will heal me. if u shall want me you will take me as i am. breath life into my doubts and smile at my fears Embrace me with your love through god u reach for me. pray with me. take me to a place where only god has us in mind. guide your words in the directions of my flaws. faithfully inspire to be my only. and walk hand and hand with me in the darkness. if u shall see me you see a good thing and u will know that im your queen. and through god eternally we are together. if u shall find me show me a sign that u hear my cry. pray for me if u come in my presents.
Copyright © Alicia Green | Year Posted 2015
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I Used to be this girl that was so concieted. taking pics of myself always saying how
beautiful i looked to my self and was told that all the time. a couple years go past i look in
the mirror and hate what i see. from being harrased about my gender at work from
coworkers to managers and then having it happen in my personal life took a toll on my
confidence.. when i look into a mirror i see what they see. hearing people ask is that a
man. tore me down because i use to drop to my knees at work asking god whats wrong
with me. looking at myself saying ewww hating myself picking on myself for what others
saw. dont be blinded by what you see in the pic. lord knows im all woman. i just want the
ignorance to stop. thinking if i popped a bottle of pills and ended my life it all will go away i
couldnt take it.. but god told me that im still alive for a reason and i can over come this..
crying to my past boyfriend. to hearing his mom whispering mean things about me to her
son. but never telling him i knew.. thinking if i layed across a table to get surgery then it all
will go away. still nothing helped me get through this pain.. i havent went through this all
my life and to go through it now bothers me who am i?
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When i look into his eyes and times are good my soul smiles. I love my boyfriend but im not true to him. Im unfaithful occasionally because he stop putting in effort to love me. Im wrong but in the presents of my mr-Desire i feel Good. No emotions exchanged for him the next morning i shower knowing he wants me to stay. Then i go back intonthe world of a woman who looks at her boyfriend with disgust sexually he is lazy. He holds me only when i ask. He sometimes over shadows my feelings so i can listen to his heart once in a blue moon i exscape. And go into the world of wanting sexually whats not mine. I cry sympathy tears for myself in the break of dawn for the hurt i cause. I know what i want in somebody. I fear rejection and being unwanted by the man i put first. Sleeping with the enemy in his presents Sometimes i feel alone. Cold and unappreciated. When times are Good and we both smile i adore my boyfriend. Im unfaithful to him our relationship is built on a lie. Cause im unhappy and i want him to know from my actions when i argue and fight with him to push him away but he wont go. All the hope i put into loving my boyfriend killed my desires of seeing a future with him. Im not free im not loved like i want to. I want to be true but his way of loving me isnt what i want. Im lonely im confused and i just wanna do right.
Copyright © Alicia Green | Year Posted 2016
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The Desires swim through my head. Where is my Sanity the wanting to be faithful. Addicted to Affection leaves me wanting to feel the touch. Of a friend who craves for my hunger. Starving for the need of lust. Its not about sex but the touch that gives my body the goose bumps it needs to fuel. My Soul with the feeling of being high. Added kisses and licking on my body keeps me trembling on impaimpact. I dont need sex feed me Affection let me explode. From the need of it. As i slowly undress my boyfriend his touch gives me the drive to climb him so high. He comes down in the flesh when i take over his body. Gimme my Drug. Im Addicted.
Copyright © Alicia Green | Year Posted 2016
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As I lay here pull me close kiss my neck young kiss my inner thighs taste my water fall as u touch my body. Watch me moan for u as my hand pushes your head down on my mystery. Make love to me take control over my body and dive inside me with your love stroke me to a deep explosion make my legs shake HOLD me close tell me u want me that I'm sex and that I'm all u crave take my love send my body into a world of estaCy give me every inch of u fast or slow. For the moment my body bbelongs to u make love to me.
Copyright © Alicia Green | Year Posted 2015
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As i sit and watch the rain fall on my windows i gaze at how peacefully the sounds of the water dropping drip by drip. I observe my tears drip Down. And drip away in my Soul as i see my self dancing in the rain of a bright future finally at peace to feel the passion of Devotion placed at my feet with the actions of my flesh putting in all the work to make it in life. I strive each day for better giving my heart enough time to lounge in the chair underground so i can get my mind in shape. Imaging ways to be creative in my own mind being diffrent from any other woman u may see but still be me gracefully.
Copyright © Alicia Green | Year Posted 2016
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Your love was my paradise you sent me free you loved me and showed me what it was like to be with a real man
so strong beautiful in free sending sparks through my body like a peace of electricity you had me craving just to be next to you
you had me fall inlove with you hard and made me believe you was inlove with me to
just to hurt me over and over and as i lay in the arms of my new man i cant help but think why would
or how could this be when you was all i ever knew you was all i ever wanted. to be yours the time i had
you made me the happyest woman ever i cried my soul out to you just so you can hold my soul and feel me insidd e your heart
how could you love me with so much passion and just all of a sudden leave me in a pool of my own tears of sorrow. please
help me understand how can u go from being in love with someone to letting someone else come in an change your mind
u had me dieing laying here broken tears faling like a waterfall cause i dedicated my all to u why u leave me with so much pain.
how come u lead me to think your love was true just to drop me like we never ment a thing you said the reason why you made me
yours was because you remembered how you felt when you was holdjng me
as you placed kisses all over my face as i slept in your arms how could you let me go and make me cry so bad. i miss your touch and i get
sad hoping that one day you would realise what u mean to me my heart hurts and it even crys
out because i wish you could see. and i hope you one day feel all the pain you made me feel.
i never thought you would hurt me but you let me go and some how some way i gotta let you go to..
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Alicia Green
Priceless
JUST NOW · FRIENDS
Its important to look to Greater skies when your world seems Dark. Why choose bones and flesh over a Spirit. Feelings, Emotions, love, lives within So why isn't that more important. Hoping for better in one if the worst things that ever came into your life. Whip my Emotions With the raft of your verbal tounge. Lie to paint me into the person. You turned me into. Opening the Doors to my Infidelity. And abuse my love by pushing me Away. But still u treat me like im nothing. Replacement is a rebound word. But an over taker is permanent. What u treat as Dust. Is actually a treasure to the eyes of a man who Deserves me. Hide me in the shadows as we go places. Touch my body like u would if you dont care. Im not ashamed. I lived in my mistakes of finding u. I drowned in my tears of sorrow that floated me close to u. With skin so rich and honored i am priceless. You cant put a price on my love, my devotion, my heart cause u wil never find another like me that indored the shots you put in my chest. Rasing my heart and dropping my feelings like u would of a woman u take forgranted. I am priceless. What u overlook is a person thats well defined as Gold to the eyes of a Man Who wants me. Trully who is in dieing need of a queen like me. Who wont make me feel as miserable as the the monster i see in your eyrs evertime i look at you. Your a lesson something that im being taught to never want Again. To u im just a Woman but to me i will Always be priceless.
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