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Kerrie Sursely Poem
The sun came up
as I remembered the day
he kissed me and named me
“his beautiful queen”
Now, I am no longer his love
nor do I fill any of his dreams.
In a window- I sat forever it seemed
waiting, hoping, and praying he’d return
with the love he once sang to me.
But each car that came it only then passed,
and there, in that window, still- there I just sat
feeling my heart hurt as I struggled not to gasp.
I couldn’t help but wonder
just where could he have been
or how it had so easily came to be
how he could have once loved me
but now were no longer consumed
by images he said he dreamed of me.
Thoughts of me now he’s chosen to forsake-
there in that window I felt my heart hurt
and then I felt my heart break!
The night slowly crept back into the day
I sat and I pondered...
how it were me trapped by a love,
my own love I had so easily gave away?
Tears, they fell from cheek to page...
in each tear that fell the truth became clear
and then I began to see-
the love we once shared, our love
he had taken and gave to another
before returning my heart back to me.
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The way I feel is sad just
the way it sounds outside!
My heart is roaring in anger
My hands won't let go of your body!
I'm fighting to keep you near
me and your lips pressed against
to any part of mine!
You belong to me and I wont
give your love away!
I hold you dear to my heart and
kiss your soul when your not looking!
Listen closely to the sounds of
the wind against your window as you sleep.
The sounds you hear are lyrics that I sing.
I love you my angel!
My lyrics hit like pain upon your
pane of the window that cast a
shadow through the cold room u dream in!
Do not worry my angel!
I will surround your shakes
and all of your shivers by a blanket
that I once covered myself in and kissed it
with many "I love yous!"
Goodnight my lyric
goodnight my angel!
Xoxo goodnight with love,
Signed Rage.
Copyright © Kerrie Sursely | Year Posted 2013
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Caught up in the abstain
I could only wish for
the comfort of the rain.
In a constant search of how
I had always thought it
was supposed to be
in a life in a world with
more than just me.
I turned to the world to say
but the world had only
seemed to look the other way.
With no light nor sound
only the darkness I had found.
I wrote a wish upon a star
and threw it back into the
night...
I want to go to bed but please
I don't want to say goodnight!
Tomorrow is sure to
only return the pain of
wishing again for the
comfort of the rain!
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I've got nowhere to go and this place
is nowhere I should be.
I can see it in your face forever isn't
what you see when you're looking at me.
I always try to run
because safe feels better
than when you leave
and done is all I become!
But, there's just something
in me that's held tight in your grip
I can't help but stare at the shape
my name gives your perfect lips.
I hear you calling my name
and each time I know tomorrow
I will never be the same.
But still I always run into
a just love me fight-
knowing its just to get you
through your lonely nights.
I listen to you play your piano
singing to me with a smile...
“girl take me home, sweet baby girl,
it's better than wondering around all alone"
and it's so sad knowing tonight
is all of me you'll ever want to know
and knowing all of this- still I dance for you,
Still, to you I always go!
And every time you kiss me you promise
everything will be alright, you promise
tomorrow you will call but, I know
it'll only be a call creeping towards the night!
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Do not trust me or my gorgeous eyes,
I will only seduce you and feed you my lies!
Do not wrap your heart in bows or kisses,
I will shatter your dreams and all of your dying wishes!
What a beautiful fool you've got to be...
There's no love or angel inside Of me!
With tears you feared to be alone?!
Foolishly calling me your loves only home!!!
Your heart wrote lyrical lies.
Songs of how your hips felt under me and in between my thighs!
You wanted me now and then and over and over again!
But baby making love to you, I was already remembering when!!!
Behind my curves only an empty heart pounds,
Yet like poison you fell for my un emotional sounds.
I was born a leaver only meant to leave!
My dear, can't you see?
Heaven forgot to rain just for me!!!!
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Here, as I stand lost in a sea.
In a world that looks like a storm to me!
I hold it in, way down deep!
Next to my breath,
there's a secret I hide, a secret I keep!
I wonder...
How the absence of sight could be,
when my life is surrounded by
so many that love me?
To me they come for whatever they need.
Not knowing a true love is all I please!
My name "Munga" they all made for me.
"Munga...you're a goddess, you're a dream!
Munga, Munga!" They scream!
They come for a drink and a smile.
They come to dance for quite a while!
And yet, somehow it's true!
My secret hasn't been found.
I am loveless and I am loveless bound!
I've lost my only life!
I've lost my only crown!
Warm blankets and a bed so big
that I once called my own.
A copper sink and time was something never felt alone!
Each day I wake up and pray, as I wipe my tears,
I look up and I say...
"Just one to call my own where he comes to me
and calls my heart his home".
So, you see...
I stand in the middle of a storm you would
never believe was me!
I stand alone in the middle of...
"How many shots do you Please?"
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In tears his body frozen a still
He whispered "A secret for you
I must, if you will"?
His eyes possessed by fire &
fear
For this...no one must hear!
A vision a Goddess you must
be?
A blinding aura...
Your sweet scent washes over
me.
Your eyes of seduction green
they shine...
My dear angel,
You are not broken, just
confined!
An explanation for you I'm
Afraid not...
Tortured has been my soul,
To live without you I fear I
cannot!
A gift I thought? Or feared it
could be,
A demon sent to test and
Break me!
Lifeless I am - desire a loss
With no care for what this may
cost.
A shift in their attentions
A love was built to comfort- to
listen.
Covered in a blanket by a world
To busy to see...
The forces of nature were sent
To make this be!
In this restraint "I will not say
goodnight!"
My dear goddess...
May I kiss you & melt into your
Light?
The angel's silence had finally
Been broken...
Her aura sang words never
Meant to have been spoken!
I am now yours as you had
wished
This to be...
"My Dear, Your kiss is
everywhere &
Only where I want to be set
free!"
There it was as if her senses
Could see-in his kiss...
Invisible melodic images burst
From the trees!
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Give me your heart girl,
I promise to make it sing!
I'll cover your world with
only pretty things!
Give me your sleep,
I'll give my dreams!
Close your eyes girl,
So I can make you see...
your love is safe here
inside of me!
Let your tears fall!
I'll catch everyone,
Baby girl, I need them all!
I'll turn your tears into rain
and shower this world
with its only pretty things!
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When the darkness comes
for fun to play
when it becomes & just
takes you away...
find your light
baby, find your way!
Don't let the darkness
become your day
slippin you into your
faded ways.
Give the darkness a Light,
just give it away!
Dont fade, don't slip,
don't... slip it all away!
When you don't know
where to run,
When rescue is all you've
been and done...
bring it back,
bring it back to fun!
Bring your light and
shine like You're the sun!
Don't slip, don't slip it all away!
Don't let your day fall undone.
Don't let it take your day,
or take you so far away!
Take the punch, it won't
matter anyway!
Just walk on by my love,
and never say...you're slippin,
you're slippin away!
Don't slip into your faded ways,
don't slip, don't slip it all away!
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As I lie here lying on the floor
remembering the words you said to me before
words in hate of how my writings were elementary
and how I were nothing but a whore!
As I lie here lying on the floor
listening to your slumbers and snores
licking my ice cream remembering
the tears I've shed for you before
thinking now only of the end of my ice cream and how I wanted more
realizing my cravings are no longer of you anymore!
As I lie here lying on the floor
unknowingly as you stumble through your dreams
cause you stayed out the night before
And I this "elementary minded whore"
smiled as I felt my soul creeping halfway out the door!
So you see,
as I lie here lying on the floor
remembering the words I forgave you but cannot forget
you've said to me once before.
I lie here loving you no more
I lie here lying no more!
Copyright © Kerrie Sursely | Year Posted 2015
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