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Best Poems Written by Nicole Marrier

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The Painful Truth

I close my eyes to imagine your face
but pain invades and the image is erased

tears gather at the corner of my eyes
as i sit and remember all of your lies

I try to reach out to see if your there
but the feeling is cold and your presence is bare

reality stings as i tremble alone
searching for answers im left only to roam

puzzled and confused and in terrible disbeleif
how your goodbye was so sudden and unexpectantly brief

I struggle with knowing with what i should do
how to cope with the loss of someone I knew

but after what you did I know it was wrong
still you were the one to leave and be gone

I had hope that forgiveness would be more than enough
but as i was trying you chose to give up

now im left with emotions of many different shades
and the connection is gone as your memory fades

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Grieve

Today im not sad
Im in the next stage of grief
Today im angry

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Fear of Goodbye

whispers carry through the silent air
and linger for moments after which spoken
I take the time to let them echo inside my ear
before they fade and their presence is broken
 
shallow breaths in a rhythmic type of tune
wishing for the moment to last forever
afraid that goodbye will be said too soon
breaking the bond that ties us together
 
locked in a gaze only to be suddenly taken
away from what was cherished between
distance widens I pray to be mistaken
 from what is now being forcefully seen
 
fear running wild I struggle to meet your eyes
as the last whisper I hear is one of goodbye

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Please Do Not

Do not lie to me
Do not expect my respect
Please DO, walk away

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Unbound

Choose to break away
release the cage of sorrow
Moment of freedom

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Your Wrong

I walk on eggshells hoping he does not explode,
 into a burst of anger that only me he shows,
 that he wont say that word i know is going to hurt me,
 and if i try to fight back i know he will desert me,
 so i lower my voice and plead quite quietly,
 for the pain to go away even if it does not leave silently,
 but no matter how i react i know it will not matter,
 because then he begins to yell so loud it makes my body shatter,
 i know this is not right but i cant find the strength to leave,
 im scared of stepping forward because im afraid my heart will bleed,
 its been stabbed and bruised and its aching with every beat.
 what happened to the girl i knew her head is now always at her feet,
 no one understands her everyone believes his lies,
 and even through her tears no one answers any of her cries,
 blame is shifted backwards she takes it on her shoulders,
 she wished someone would of warned her someone would of told her, 
everyone says that she is wrong and to blame for his own actions,
 her jaw drops in shock at his supporters' reactions,
 she is not allowed to talk or to of herself defend,
 if she dare try its over its the end,
 its a losing battle she possesses no sword no armor,
 a free ranged target for him its easy to harm her,
 he has no remorse nothing to regret,
 because if she speaks against it a blaming scene is set,
 she is wrong for making him feel guilty and pointing out the truth,
 because then she is overreacting and she is wrong for feeling used,
 so in the end of it all she is the cause of his misery,
 and he says he is better off without her and that he wants to be set free

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If Only I Knew

I still remember that day you said you couldn’t leave
The surprise overtook me almost knocked me off my feet
For I never heard a man spoke those words so true
I think that was the first day I fell in love with you
the first day I remember actualy looking into your eyes
connecting to your soul searching deep inside
comforted by your promises of never saying goodbye 
if only then I knew that you would only make me cry
if only then I knew  that the promises would be broken
that all that would be  left over was memories of them spoken
I think I could of braced myself for what was sure to come
But its hard to see through love even with the damage done
You hang on for dear life praying for a change
But that grip only loosens  and you start to feel the pain
Losing control of all emotions and reality is gone
Left over is a broke connection with our memory living on

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Nightmare I Escape

Going to sleep is something I cherish
its where i feel safe as all my fears perish
its where i feel as if i can fly
and that any dream I have will surely survive
that i can wish anything and it will surely come true
that is when I wish to go visit you
I float to your bed and on your forehead place a kiss
admiring the moment for so long i've missed
but suddenly something is pulling me back
the peacefullness is broken and shatters like glass
grey skies fill the air and rain starts to come down
as the pain flows back I hear a loud sound
Its the clock im awaking to what i dont want
to a nightmare that  of reality it haunts
im now forced to feel every grimace of sorrow
i cant wait to go to sleep and escape tomorrow

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Dear John

Dear John....... my heart feels like it has turned to ice
Spending my days alone and staring at the moon at night
I wonder where you are and if your doing alright
I wish you were here to bring me back to life

I wish you were here like you always used to be
During the times I felt alive and finally free
wearing that bracelet that had the lock and key
before I gave it back and let the love leave

I watched the love leave as your heart turned to ice
You left me alone and took away the moon's light
You never told me where you were or asked if i'm alright
Do you wish I was there to bring you back to life?

Back to life when there was desire in your eye
When your mind could not think to ever say goodbye
remember these times when I was by your side?
Oh, Dear John please lower your pride

Lower your pride and let love melt the ice
You don't have to go through this alone, let back in the light
tell me where you are and I'll make it alright
your wish will come true; we can come back to life
.....Dear John

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Fufillment

People come into this world not knowing what it's about,
 but they aim to live life to the fullest and figure it out,
 developing their own virtues to find a place in society,
 but still many get caught in routine and what they want to try and be,
 they lose true meaning and learn to become attached,
 their vision is blurred and the inner self becomes latched,
 hidden inside just waiting to be set free,
 they need to rewind, let go, and then try to see,
 because to gain a new perspective you got to step back,
 paint a different picture and stop living for others stated facts,
 raise other questions think other thoughts,
 stop concentrating on what you don't have and more on what you got,
 appreciate the little things live life for the moment and embrace,
 living it happy, full of love, and without hate,
 get rid of negative thoughts such as bitterness, jealousy, and greed,
 this will cleanse your body from all impurity,
 learn self-discipline and act out of courage and compassion,
 and these ways will spread to others like a new up to date fashion,
 treat others with respect show sympathy and stay true,
 building confidence and trust in everything you do,
 wisdom will be gained and faith will surround you,
 and at that moment the fulfillment you been searching for .....you can say has found