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I hate who I turned into
I don't know who to turn to
I don't want to look anybody in the eyes
except for him to ask how or why
Can't handle the pain inside
Feels almost like life's based off lies
I can no longer pretend I'm happy inside
Everyday I look forward to the day I die
No word of a lie I'm excited to die
It's life's only guarantee
It would finally give me peace
This life wasn't meant for me
Think I'm a coward so it will be
I want to do this for me
I need peace
Copyright © Shnkimmel Clarke | Year Posted 2015
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I rep who I am cus I am everything
thats in me
U wouldnt understand dats y u cant
understand me in sayin dat come
correct when u talkin to me or
expect aucun reponse quand tu
parle a moi G .. I'm born in Quebec
none the less Jamaicas in me pops
was a G but shoutout mi papi put a
lil gangsta in me help me become
me.. Raised in chattown wasnt for
me born in the city 19 returned
quickly & now there's no turning
back .. 21 moms praying, money's
makin know all my sins will be
forgiven plus all my classes I'm
attending
Lifes good I feel great & I've learned
from my mistakes he's my only
regret.. I want u bck though u
couldn't stay u say won't come bck
cus why we separate I think it'd all
be for the better & I'm stickin to the
plan with or without you regardless
if I adore u wish nun but the best
for u I can only do me hopin u come
find me u complete me It's too deep
I'd loose sleep tryna figure out ways
to explain the love & the pain for
now I hold on in vain as u jus slip
away like Mariah say & pray my
butterfly returns someday
Since I was 15 thought about the
day u'd wanna marry me way bfor
your dream knew it was meant to be
it's clear to me gotta put pride aside
I still wouldn't give a fk
what anyone says to me despite the
celibacy I want u inside of me
Copyright © Shnkimmel Clarke | Year Posted 2012
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Another one written over 2 years ago enjoy..
PLS comment.. Good comments, bad comments, confusing comments lol any comment I just really would like some feedback :)
Being in love with you is hurting me
They say love kills but why does that have to be
Take full control of me mentally
It doesn't have to be but I feel that your safe with me
Aint no place I'd rather be
I hold on cuz I know one day soon you'll see
but that doesn't take away from the fact
That loving you is hurting me..
Copyright © Shnkimmel Clarke | Year Posted 2012
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The hood die young.. Written May
2008 When two young men from
my city, Montreal got their lives
taken away within days of
eachother& too soon. Gone but
never forgotten RIP RAMBO &
NETSA ! & All the other fallen
soilders xo
The Hood Die Young
I Was Always Told The Good Die
Young
& It Got Me Thinkin' All The People
So Young We Done Lost Was From
The Hood
Society Claims Were Up To No Good,
Puttin' Dirt On Their Names As They
Layin' In The Mud
BUT I Know They Just Lyin' Because..
The Good Die Young & So Does The
Hood,So I Say The Hood Die Young
Instead
Doin' Anything To Break Bread,
As We Know That Ain't The Reason
They All Dead.
God Had A Better Plan For Them
Instead
Our Challenge Is To Hold Our Head,
As High As We Can!
Remember We'll Meet Again
At The Promise Land ..
No Matter What We'll Be Sad!
BUT Smile In Thier Memory
Eventhough You Feel Like Life Ain't
How It Supposed To Be,
Breakin' Down Like This,However
One Day You'll See
The Pain In Your Heart Set Free
& God Specifically Choose Them For
The Reason
There's A Time And Place For
Everything And Their Time Was
Done
Hoods Are Cryin'
'Cause Hoods Are Dyin'
Just Keep Your Head Up & Keep
Prayin'
Respect The Hood,Keep Showin'
Loving
'Cause As You Know;The Hood Dies
Young
Regardless Where You Come From
Stay True To You & Live Life How
You Want To
'Cause That's How We Remember
You.
Written By Yours Truly; S.C Babyy ?
REST IN PEACE TO ALL FALLEN
SOLDIERS?
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Hope I remember everything I wanna say, Probably will if I'm feeling this way...
Your real, no filter so I'm expecting the truth got a couple questions for you..
The truth can't change the love I have for you but definately can change the things that I'd do.
I don't plan on over reacting but you need to be understanding..
Give me a clear explanation on where you see us going..
I'm headed to the top regardless if you plan on rolling..
I picture you my right hand, riding could be my imagination but I think it's the connection.. Hope this just ain't another lesson cus I look at you as a blessing.
You already know how I'm feeling& when you were gone a big part of me was missing.
When I speak you listen, in the letters..
It's my heart your reading.. So don't break me before you ever decieve me, leave me. Especially if in your heart you feel you will never love me .
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I learned to accept good with the
bad.. The ugly ruined everything we
ever had, realizing u were
everything I ever had. said u didnt
rly care & thats what makes me mad
dnt kno if its a lie or if a fact..
Regardless shouldve been there for
u cus I still see my futur in ur
hands.. Whether or not & thats what
makes it sad.. If need be ill let go its
all part of the plan itll be hard cus ur
like my bestfriend& my right hand.
Know me better than myself u truly
understand.. Im truly sorry& I hope
that u understand accept the fact
that im really sorry.. Hope ur
around for life maybe make me ur
wife.. From writting ur name In sand
til forever id want u to b my man.. A
lil daughter or a son holdin both our
hands. I might be in dreamland cus
the dreams weve had.. Know I fkd
up
but papi can we stick to the plan?
Though ur gone ur the only 1 that
has me hanging on.. Even if it takes
forever ill never do u wrong.. U
dissed me I dissed u baby we both
were wrong. Im still here cus our
bond is so strong correct me if u
think im wrong but since 16 u kno
dat I been on.
Without pride this time.,still I loved
u for so long.. Im stuck prayin hopin
that u aint moved on. I look up to u
know I believe in u id prolly die for
u always ride for u..
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The only difference was,
Is everything's so different but it all felt the same
Not sure why but there was no change
Just a change on the name
But after all is still the same game
I've seen the rain not quite like this storm
Even when I'm not alone nothing can keep me warm
Except that feeling I had like before
That nothing matters more
Than to know you're ok for sure
Don't know how to stay sane
So I just keep writing away
Did everything but you didn't stay
Now I'm tryna figure out how to make you go away
Cus everytime you make me smile
I feel deeper pain
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You give me a smile that lingers with every thought of you.
It amazes me because its like you feel every thought that passes through.
You said its for real, I know its forever.. So Im gonna keep holding you down whether, whenever no matter the weather.
I dont need you for my happiness, I need you to complete me.
More importantly its what you mean to me, I trust you thats why I give you all of me.
What you got aint what they see, you understand and grasp me differently.
Youre different too, that why I choose you.
God knew what he was doing that day I met you, since then I feel I look best standing next to you and youre a fly dude. Fitted, fresh white tee, clean Js too!
Now Im queen, 2 man team only you could be king.
You know I love you, not only do I ride I would die too.
Copyright © Shnkimmel Clarke | Year Posted 2013
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It saddens me to know this is the way I felt at 19 yrs old..
Everybody keeps telling me ill be just fine
But they aint tellling me when
I can't sit here and pretend
That I don't have a broken heart and there's nothing to mend
Night after night prayer after prayer I always send
Hold my head at the same time it feels so heavy
Wanna be happy but its like the Lord won't let me
Forgive me father I know I have sinned thank you for my blessings
May I ask you one more thing?
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Tried to sleep but couldn't
Just layed there and stared
Don't know what I was thinking
Don't know what I was expecting
Constant disrespect I can't stand you none the less
It's me, I let many take advantage of me
What I get for wearing my heart on my sleeve
Just laying down staring
Thinking about the hurt
Wondering what I did to deserve
I'm angry I have the urge
But I'm resisting
But I keep picturing me hitting you
It's so tempting
You're so damaging and selfish
You'll never under why it's come to this
Turned over to other side
There's tears in my eyes
I can't watch anymore
My heart is too sore
It's harder to breathe
You were never there
But just remember I was always there anytime you'd need
So now let me be
Copyright © Shnkimmel Clarke | Year Posted 2014
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