Lied There and Stared

Tried to sleep but couldn't Just layed there and stared Don't know what I was thinking Don't know what I was expecting Constant disrespect I can't stand you none the less It's me, I let many take advantage of me What I get for wearing my heart on my sleeve Just laying down staring Thinking about the hurt Wondering what I did to deserve I'm angry I have the urge But I'm resisting But I keep picturing me hitting you It's so tempting You're so damaging and selfish You'll never under why it's come to this Turned over to other side There's tears in my eyes I can't watch anymore My heart is too sore It's harder to breathe You were never there But just remember I was always there anytime you'd need So now let me be