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This Life Wasn'T Meant For Me

I hate who I turned into I don't know who to turn to I don't want to look anybody in the eyes except for him to ask how or why Can't handle the pain inside Feels almost like life's based off lies I can no longer pretend I'm happy inside Everyday I look forward to the day I die No word of a lie I'm excited to die It's life's only guarantee It would finally give me peace This life wasn't meant for me Think I'm a coward so it will be I want to do this for me I need peace

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Poet Destroyer A

Date: 2/8/2016 1:27:00 PM

ShnKimMel Clarke, Enjoyed the way you expressed every line. Please keep writing and sharing your poetry. LOVE LINDA

Edward Ebbs

Date: 3/10/2015 7:26:00 AM

I was at death's door once because of an illness, lyme disease had attacked my brain and spinal cord; I had thoughts how easy it would be to just die, although I did not say a word to my mom, some how she knew, and she weeped at my bedside and begged me to not give up and live. I always had a weakness for someone crying, espessially my mom...I chose life. ~ Peace :)

Terrica Richards

Date: 3/2/2015 6:12:00 PM

while growing up love i wish i would die but it wasnt so i am in love with this piece the power it processes its good in creepy yet beautiful and out spoken way be strong cause your so pretty and your write is magic

Curtis Moorman

Date: 2/28/2015 7:42:00 PM

A great poem, but I pray it is only a poem -- one that lets the reader see that in death, there is peace and for we who have accepted Christ, it is a new beginning of a different life -- one that lasts for eternity in Heaven! See your Soup Mail