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Kim Andreasen Poem
I Miss you!
i just want to be close to you
so i sing songs that remind me of you
write poetry so my thoughts are of you
thats all I can do, to be close to you
and its not enough
I want to see you and talk to you
maybe even sing to you the way I used too
I know I'm reaching for the stars
But thats just where you are in my eyes
Out of my reach!
I should just forget about you
that would be the best thing
for me to do but i dont want too
so i won't
Time be kind and be on my side
don't let him forget me but miss me
Make him want me and forgive me
I'm incomplete and completely unhappy
because he's whats missing
I miss you...
K*
Copyright © Kim Andreasen | Year Posted 2012
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Kim Andreasen Poem
*Salvation*
I look around d theres nothing left
compassion, humanity, darkness and death.
People struggling, babys cry,
Die for a cause, and lived for a lie.
Deception, distruction it's all around,
you can' spread your wings to fly
when so busy trying hard to be down.
Down here the smell the taste,
I relish the thought when taken to the place.
Vibrant colors, warmth on my face.
Walk amongst lions, how I long for this place.
Rejoice in his name, for the Kingdom, the Power
and the Glory is ours.
The past and the scriptures can't be erased.
Jesus died for our sins, our salvation, eternal life,
A better place.
So when lifes burdens you can no longer bare,
ask the Lord into your heart, in the form of a prayer.
He feels our pain and and cries our tears.
Jesus, the son of God suffered severly, at the hands of his peers.
The Lord helps those who help themselves,
call on him, see him, and believe in him.
Live your life through him, not in despair.
Love is life and life is living, when you walk beside him.
Don't be afraid call out his name.
He will answer, as so many before me have proclaimed.
Ask for forgiveness, to wash away your sins.
Leave the life lived in the past and in his name
let a new one begin.
Amen.
K*
Copyright © Kim Andreasen | Year Posted 2012
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Kim Andreasen Poem
Flowers
Love is like a flower
It needs room to grow
kept in a pot of soil
to watch over, has nowhere to go
It stems become lifeless
petals scatter and no longer vibrant
A boquet it will never blom into
I wish I never met you
Can't believe I let you
Suck the life right out of me.
k*
Copyright © Kim Andreasen | Year Posted 2012
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Kim Andreasen Poem
I'll Leave You One Day
How will you ever know
If my love for you is real?
If you scrutinize the things I say and due
does it change how I feel, Yes.
My self esteem you have stolen,
You've stripped me of my will.
My spirit you have broken,
I've become numb and can no longer feel.
For every action , a reaction,
Attraction to you nil.
Intimacy and affection,
More like a chore or taking a pill.
One day I will leave you,
I promise you I will.
In spight of everything thats happened,
I stay with you still
Because your the type to,
If I can't have her, no one else will.
K*
Copyright © Kim Andreasen | Year Posted 2012
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Kim Andreasen Poem
Homey, Lover, Friend
Every night I sit and wait
My heart jumps from the
Sounds made from the gate
When opened from across the street.
Any moment I’ll hear a knock
And his voice coming through
But the knock never comes,
What can I do?
Wait like an ass for
another hour or two.
Knowing nothings is going to happen,
Though I so wish it would and want it to.
Disappointed, I decide to go in.
It is cold and my hands, much like my
heart are turning blue.
Consoling myself saying: “It’s okay”!
Maybe he had something important he had to do.
What’s new?
Weren’t you the one who started this?
Now you act like you never wanted it.
Like I was the one propositioning you.
I thought we were friends
Or at least I was to you
Now I’m not sure what I was then
Or am now to you…
You hardly say two words to me now
I don’t understand, and I have no clue
Am I invisible to you?
You look at me like I am not even there,
I could cry haven given that part of me to you.
While incarcerated I did everything I could do
Not cause you asked, because I wanted to.
I was the one who was there for you.
Your so called homeboys should’ve been
But forgot about you
I wanted to be your friend and still do
I realize that won’t ever happen no matter
How hard I try and want for you too.
So much has changed, you’ve changed
And I am so proud and happy for you.
We were both high on dope when we did
What we used to do.
It’s no excuse, I know…
Just something that happened and that
Can never happen again, even if I really
Want it too, because I do.
Fair well,
Hommey, lover, friend.
Copyright © Kim Andreasen | Year Posted 2012
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Kim Andreasen Poem
Addiction
What is my purpose
I am a person of value
yet I'm so worthless
Keeping up with the Joneses
is it really all worth it?
I don't think so!
Everyday is the same
I know I shouldn't complain
I have nothing and no one
and no one to blame
but myself!
Honestly, I'm tired of it
of always being alone
seems nothing makes me happy
My only solice is in a bag
or wrapped in plastic
How pathetic!
I guess you could say
this is the life of an addict
this is my life and I'm an addict
Addiction is something that
just happens,
no one ever really plans it
Please forgive me!
Copyright © Kim Andreasen | Year Posted 2012
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Easy come, easy go
you came into my life
for what reason, i don't know
you put it down and I was like, whoa
then took advantage cause I couldn't say no
you knew what you were doing from day one
prowling for cougars in need of some fun
give em some dope dick and its about to be on
played me like an instrument to get what you want
anything you asked, I'd make it happen
I, your first mate and you were the captain
new castles, blunts, long drives, good music
the commerce casino and laughs
i didn't think to proceed with caution
but should have known it wouldn't last
because you met someone and fell in love
and rightfully so...that's how we became friends
and regretfully so...because now my only regret
is having to let my friend go because i miss him so!
Copyright © Kim Andreasen | Year Posted 2013
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Kim Andreasen Poem
“SUGAR MOMMY”
You’re a just a piece of shit
A man whore & bag chaser
In need of a hit.
I thought I could handle it
But I can’t handle it.
I cant pretend to not have feelings
And that there’s no meaning
In the things we said, and what we did
because I do and there is.
I ‘m so consumed by it
I can’t get you or it out of my head.
I made a fool of myself, over you
And your so not worth it
I’m just so confused
and I don’t understand,
Please help me understand!
Why would you pursue someone like me,
when you have plenty of people to call friend.
What was it from me you wanted
That you couldn’t get from someone else instead?
You just through me away and hurt me
Why because I have no hustle, sack or money
I can’t be your sugar Mommy?
Dummy,
You gave that up the first night.
I now understand, you weren’t looking for a friend
Just some ends..
Never again!
THE END….
Copyright © Kim Andreasen | Year Posted 2012
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it wasn't ment
i can never hold you
or tell you i love you
i will never dance with you
or hold hands with you in public
i won,t ever kiss and caress you
or call for no reason to tell you I miss you
i will never wake up next to you
make breakfast in the morning
or know the way you like your eggs
i'll never wash your clothes
or stand in the mirror and watch you shave
or go to the kitchen to get you a beer
and run my fingers through your hair
we'll never celebrate holidays
we'll never be anything
because it wasn't ment to be.
Copyright © Kim Andreasen | Year Posted 2014
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Kim Andreasen Poem
Breathe
Your suffocating me, feels like I can’t breathe.
The constant accusations, insecurities and intimidation
Always insinuating, like I got something up my sleeve.
Makes me just want to leave you, but I can’t I need you,
You made sure of that.
Copyright © Kim Andreasen | Year Posted 2012
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