Promise To Self

Promise to self Life is a trip and love is funny
people can't be trusted and money is ugly
think you got friends you got nobody
family can be your worst enemy
and kindness taken for weakness
speaking from experience that is
I'm going to get through this even if it kills me
it's killing me
but promise before I take my last breath
I'll get up and dust myself off
thrive in lifes misery, never letting
it get the best of me
Promise to not be bitter but smarter
and better than I was before.