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C.J. Dont Have One Poem
Why do women cheat?
Is it unintact relationships
Just looking to be swept off their feet
In search of intamacy or just
sympathy
More Physical attraction
Is status or attentiveness
Are they looking for a one night
stand...no wait a minute
Thats a man
A unfaithful man causes emotional
damage that with time can be healed
Women seek relationships with
intent of revenge or to replace
With no conscience of how they
make a us feel.
We men are far from perfect
We break up many of homes
When we are the victims
We can only blame ourselves
So dont gripe or groan
To a woman we are always the
cause
Either we dont make them
happy,make them feel special,dont
listen,or flat out dont seem to care
All could have been saved showing
her that you care with opening of a
door,heart to heart conversation,
sharing an intamate kiss and
breathed the same air
Faith, love, loyalty
Honor,courage,commitment
Is what all relationhip should never
lack
It will then go to shambles
That will be the cause or reasons To
get you heart ripped from your chest
and stabbed in the back
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I alone at a old oak table
With empty chairs all around
I stare at the stained white walls
With fist holes every few feet
Realizing its wasnt you it was me
The fragrance of perfume lingers
It sinks in , your history
Knowing i pushed you
Into another arms
Remembering our distance
And how we fell apart
I have some rails
Now ill drive this train
Forever and a mile
To chase these pains away
Doing for me, I was never around
You begged for my attention and
comfort
when u were down
Over time you gave up
And found another man
Now i suffer with with the thoughts
With nothing but pain
Knowing im the only one to blame
I have found the tracks
I want to drive this train
I need you here with me
To help find the way
Leaving the past
Moving for the future
Always looking forward
So darlin if you hear me
Please come back home
Oh darlin if your out there
Oh please please come back home
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I saw something yesterday let me
share the news
Put things in perspective and gave
me the blues
This is the story and it’s all I know
Don’t judge my writing if it don’t flow
I dude the other day rented a beamer
A poor boy with no toys
Always wanted a rich man’s
screamer
He was driving through town and
said Ah oh!
He was driving to fast
And pasted a Poe poe
Soon in the mirror blue lights
flashing
He was scared to go to jail for what
just happened
Part of him knew to pull over
But going to jail was his fear
He mashed the clutch
And threw it in third gear
A little boy woke up and said what’s
the rush
After he just left the poe poe in the
dust
Said don’t worry just go back to
sleep
But damn boy the car is sweet
Going 125 and approaching a curve
Hit a deer and lost control
The car flipped over 14 times
And one third
He woke in the ambulance
And asked “where’s my boy”
I had to say all we found
Were empty beer bottles and toys
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I wake up before the sun from a cozy bed
I walk outside and feel the crisp autumn chill
So I put a stocking cap on my head
I walk through the back yard
heading for the woods
doing something city boy
only wish they could
I arrive at my stand
and check the direction of the breeze
before I climb up ole faithful
a dying, dark barked maple tree
I make myself comfortable
as the sun stretches its arms
for the sky
producing iridescent colors
I live for the outdoor
and that's one of the reasons why
Not far behind me a freshly cut field of hay
in front endless rows of cornstalks fill the way
I begin to think of a tradition
My son and I on thanksgiving day.
he is still here with me
even though last November he passed away
I start hearing cars doors shut
its coming from over the hill
carrying an aroma of cinnamon
It's my favorite! Pumpkin pie
Justin, I'll be back, But for now Goodbye
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I had to be strong and not falter
Remember our wedding day?
You ran from the alter
Didn’t want to talk to anyone wanted to be alone
Remember our conversation on the cellphones?
You expressed your doubts
And began to shout
Recalling a fight from moths ago
When friends and us all went out
I embraced you with words
And foiled your concerns
We both couldn’t ignore
What our hearts yearned
We shed our tear
And shared a cry
Look at us now
We’re doing fine
2 years later a beautiful lady
Hugs, kissed, and endless smiles
Expecting our first baby
What a good mother
You never scold
Lilly Ann we hoard like treasure
That’s our precious gold
We shed tears
And shared a cry
Look at us now
We are a family with our own house
And we are doing fine
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Loyalty, Small and hard
I took it like buck shot
lodged in my heart
He left you for O.K. Tulsa I believe
You said he didn't know you that well
he didn't know you have smoked weed
But he knew you in a way
no other should know I had to find out
from a message on your cell phone
Since that day, I realized
I lived a life of Sin
GOD tell me to forgive
for the bad deeds that you did
Every awakened moment
it haunts my every thought
knowing I pushed you
into another mans arms
I raised my right hand to many times
You resulted to telling lies
We both broke our VOWS
not long after newly Wed
I abandoned you in time of need
you laid in an others bed
Now I'm drunk as BLEEP
just trying to rhyme
not long after I awoke
from a nightmare in a cry
This reality haunts me
every moment of the day
I'm forever in search
of things to give me strength
before ICU I saw the light to heavens door
With jittering of teeth I felt the fiery floor
All in all I wouldn't change a thing
even though you removed you diamond ring
I seek only answers, Stop trying to save face
I'm beginning to think you are pocketing an Ace of Spades
to my demise I have to summarize
be both eft off and really goofed
I have told you my side
and in the end
All I seek is Truth
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stare as you get out the shower
i notice a tommy a little swolt
suspicions of cheating
part of me wants to bolt
seems you carry extra lugage
might be a life
i havent touched you in months
so id know it aint mine
you have hormonal rage
hormonal cried
saying if i had the same cramps
i'd want to die
in this moment
PMS in the air
a sigh of relif
for that awful scare
the Sych Doc say
itll be all right soon
once my meds are in order
i will again crave you
desire you
through and through
you know earlier
that fearish thought?
thats what i want for me and you
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1 Subject,
70 Sheet,
Wide ruled,
Blue main, partially covered in fleece
With 27 blue and 1 red line
3 holes punched
empty circles in time
emptiness of thought
trying to learn things
that can't be taught
no catchy punch lines
not even a sweet phrase
in act of creative desperation
I write about...... a notebook page
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I fell in love with an angel
With glissading beauty
With her heavenly love position
She did something to me
Bringing light to life
Being there for it all
My happiest moment
My saddest day
Even when we took our great fall
My angel has spread her wings
Beginning a new flight
With all her beauty
She will brighten another life
If you ever need me
Forget all my lies
Just give me a shout
I’ll be on the runway
Standing by
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I got sundowners,
I got Rainclouders,
And I cannot eat
I’m physically and emotionally exhausted
But I cannot sleep
I self-medicate with
Budweiser, Michelob, and Miller Light
Those are the drugs
that get me through the night
The DOC tells me my livers way toooo gone
Diabetes been setting in far too long
I’ve lived a lonely life of misery and sin
I need to asked GOD for forgiveness
But the church won’t let me in
I politely asked for a Bible
Seeking answers I need to know
The preacher man throws me the good book
And said don’t come around here no mo
Over time I found faith
Years ago something
I though was insane
Now I patiently wait
Knocking on heaven’s door
I pray every night
Not to visit the fiery floor
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