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Robert Hanna Poem
If I could stand in front of a
mirror of truth I would whisper
dreams of my future. I would
let that future echo in my past
in hopes to live in a brighter
now. For now contains what I
am and always will be. And
what I am, was, and always
will be is that seed. I am that
seed, I am that seed, I am
that bastard seed that swam
from the deeps of darkness to
heavenly eyes and a ghostly
face. A face that cant be
arrange so it leaves it
misplaced. Misplaced by many
which enforced the hate. The
hate that breathes waves of
fire from the mind, body and
soul of what some call the sun
but really just a formulation of
what I am. I am that seed, I
am that seed, I am that seed.
Yes I am that seed a seed that
set root even when the other
root left the room so my
mother wouldn't name me after
him. So I be spitting at him
from behind because I'm not
the son of that reject. I am
before that, I am before, I am
before, before. Before him
wasn't death it was eternity so
in death I will speak only in
eternity and let my voice be
heard. For my dreams don't
have to be deferred. And I'll be
scrapping my dreams from
nightmares and let my
nightmares haunt in my past.
For the past has been beating
my ass. And I'll be having
dreams that don't go
disturbed. For my dreams is my
voice being heard. But some
say its too late. For my past
has been infected by time but
some of this shit is before my
time I need more time, I need
more time. But it's too late as
the seconds drip off I look left
to right, right to left but
nothing is there. For I'm here
at the end of the road which is
the beginning of my road of
my time. And I ask...where my
haters at? Don't tell me my
haters got dusted in time. For
they thought I was in their
time. I guess they didn't
realize I was ahead of
their...time.
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Robert Hanna Poem
As I lay here in a prison cell of my lost dreams and imaginations.
The many ambitions and passions that I once held so highly, slowly start to slither away.
As I stay locked away because of the many distractions and temptations that behold amongst the outside world.
I slowly curl my eyelids shut from the realities that are of today.
Though I may dream amongst the heavenly stars that illuminate the nightly sky.
Even in my dreams I hide from my own thoughts and fears.
But when my heart comes near to the idea that generates the motor area of my brain.
I suddenly refrain from my own dream as the words doubt and fear quickly become my vocabulary ally.
And as I awake I look to get high just to start a chemical reaction with the neutrons to create a temporary distraction to my very own time.
For you see its time that I battle with on a daily basis.
And as the faces of the clock slowly move in a circular circumference.
My reluctance to disagree that time simply waits for no man is acceptable.
When it is actually regrettable to think time is simply on my side.
But I still hide from the happiness that is destined to be.
I can literally hear it call out to me through the vibrations thumbing off my cell block wall.
Yet I sit here like if I need destiny to call and give me every instruction on how to reach her.
Why am I so fixated on words instead of actions?
And why are distractions so pleasant while dreams are so feared.
For you see its fear that tells me to come near.
And as a tear rolls from my face.
I sit here mirroring the father sun until it's replaced by its sister darkness.
Because in all honestly fear to me seems so heartless to my very own heart.
But then I realize it's fear that simply wants to break me apart and put me back together again.
Then fear will call herself friend and change her name to dream.
So I can ride this bumpy road to finally reach my destiny.
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Robert Hanna Poem
As I awake with my retina
adjust to the first day of light.
A figure big amongst most
appears in my site. A
connection being made is a
understatement. More like the
beginning of roots implated in
the pavement. For the
chemistry on that day can not
be duplicated or reenacted. But
in a moments notice the
chemistry was distracted. As
the name remained but the
visions, the visions where never
the same. Never the same, but
the name still remained. And as
we let the clock skip for a bit.
And find moments in time
polluted by your shit. Then
came your attitude which
adjusted our latitude. And I still
remained, so where is the
gratitude. Disappointments
even some regrets. Had my
past, preset and future feel the
effect. I still believed...in every
breath utter word. But what
occurred was the exact
opposites demonstrated by
verbs. And yet I still remain but
that's when your name began
to change. That's when our
existence withered away.
Heartbreaks and drama always
was attained in our every day
saga. Which even makes me
believe our bonds not thicker
than water. Yet I fictionalized
your story. So in history you
can be made into some glory.
But I can't anymore. For my
hopes have sunk to the ocean
floor. Now remains are
heartaches and pains.
Dreaming about another life
where that one moment
remained. Fictionalized hero
truly only a equal. Left
abandoned making my
existence to a mere zero. And
as foolish as it seems even if I
remove my self out of your
visual frame. Your name will
still and always will remain the
same.
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Robert Hanna Poem
Dusted pavements where I
once walked and played
Are now chalked outlines of
where I now lay
A place of happiness in my
heart it stained
Until hurt reached in and
bleached it away
Sun shine was never too far
from me
But rain storms is now all I see
I once believed I had a heart
and soul
Now after this life I have no
idea where I'll go
For this hurt is buried deep
inside my veins
Even after a injection of life I
still feel the same
This pavement had many
bumpy roads
But I have no idea how much
longer I can carry this load
Now I stand toe to toe
With the man in the mirror all
alone
Trying to figure out where my
happiness was before
Hurt whispered to me it's
mysterious allure
And took me down a road of
misery and despair
While sitting in a electric chair
Hurt is becoming to
accustomed for me
Now it even haunts my dreams
Love and happiness was
something I thought I knew
But all signs point to that not
being true
Maybe it's good I don't have a
seed
So this hurt doesn't leak into
thee
I walked back to the pavement
I once played
To shed a tear for being so
ashamed
Allowing a part of my life to be
erased
And even if I moved I'll still be
the one to blame
For this hurt will remain the
same.
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Robert Hanna Poem
The greatest truth is a lie!!!
So…I disguise the truth
amongst shadows because the
mere sunlight will echo balls of
fire. So I want to go higher…
beyond, beyond before to what
was when the thought of what
was wasn’t the lie that it had
become. And find the true
presenters of this hypocrisy and
see why it was done!!!And
show that it’s killing us all.
Then give them a fist
underneath their eye for the
length of lies which imprisoned
us from the truth…beyond the
sky. Then get us out the line of
the alignment that got most of
us tripping out our mind. The
suffocation of this lie had a
herd of people bleed, suffer and
die. But we live in a cycle of
stupidity and uncertainties are
arms. So we sit in boarders,
drinking fictitious waters,
jumping at the first chance to
jump up and dance to show off
and give out our cash. Having
you prepare for annihilation, no
fear just keep your eyes to
your destination, like elders
with constellations. For the
truth…will simply just break
your hearts. Putting a true
ending to who we are. Damage
your fragile flesh and may take
you to a sudden death like
millions who protest them so
many times before. Why did
they die for? Ask yourself why
did they have to die for? Love…
that's what they preach when
they’re collecting that dough.
So maybe I should run and if I
get caught I should lie!!! Like
magicians, dirty cops, and
desperate politicians. And what
you call sacred writing, sacred
writings sound to me more like
an evil tooth. That took from
the poor and left my brothers
on a noose!!! Watch out y’all
for the truth is near.
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Robert Hanna Poem
I am in need of a woman. YES I
SAID IT!!!! Not want but
NEEED. Someone who I can call
my queen, whose beauty, is
meant to be seen. Has the
intellect to hold a pleasant
conversation. I wouldn’t mind if
she was even mixed with a few
nations. But brains come before
beauty but at the end of the
day there all the same.
Because she needs to have the
frame to maintain the pleasant
sectors in my brain. But have
the brains to be able to
understand every metaphor off
this page. And if you can’t,
thanks for coming you may exit
left off this stage. For the
woman I need has to have the
drive to climb to the highest
peaks. And have my words be
the only words that can sweep
her off her feet. Who is willing
to go to hell to heaven straight
from heaven to hell then back
and remain to always have my
back for I wouldn’t lack to do
the same. I need a woman I
can simply smile about when
just hearing her name. I need
perfection but not the type in
one self but the perfection that
would be for each other. The
one I can call my lover and
maybe one day I’ll have a child
that will call her mother. That
will be the comfort, because no
matter how bad it is I have my
woman by my side. Will be like
Bonnie and Clyde. Except for
the murder scene at the end,
but still defend with all my
heart. We will never break
apart for every day is a new
start. And I can’t find her here
or there, really not anywhere.
The question really is you
there?
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Robert Hanna Poem
Let me tell you I got a picture a
perfect picture indeed
This picture is perfect picture of
me
With oceans blue and the trees
so green
This perfect picture has a
portrait for dreams
See what’s relevant it’s not just
only of me
For this perfect picture is a
perfect picture of we
With a symbol that combines
are genes
Man…what a picture perfect
indeed
I only wish I can relive this
perfect picture I see
For this moment is all I dream
But even dreams fade away
like…like our seed
So…I was only left with this
perfect picture of we
Starring at it constantly
everyday you see
Just so I can relive every
moment in me
But then you thought …you
thought you did a good deed
By taking away the perfect
picture from me
Ripping it up and tossing it in a
sea
Saying I need to look forward,
but the past is where I be
So I kicked your ass out and
took away the key
Because you took away my soul
and left my heart to bleed
How dare you take away my
dreams
For it’s the last happiness I see
Now with no wife or kid, all I
have is me
Man…I sure do miss that
picture for it was a perfect
picture indeed.
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I remember ever since I was a
kid being called bastard.
The mention of the words
seems to be followed by giggles
and laughter.
Seems to be relived at the
beginning of every chapter.
But it I shouldn't be amazed.
For seems to be a joking trend
amongst friends these days.
Imprinting a label on me that
can't ever be erased.
But do you hear me laughing
better yet do you see me
smiling.
Where every time it's spoken
my identity becomes more
trifling.
Raised by a mother and
mentions of a ghostly man.
Never really was able to
understand.
Why I wasn't ever part of his
plan.
For these emotions use to eat
me up inside.
But I always was able to hide.
The feeling of abandonment,
pain and lies.
But you still call me bastard like
its a nice thing to do.
Not knowing how lucky you to
be raised by two.
My family is forever divided.
I searched but can't find him.
And I honestly don't want to
look no more.
But you call me bastard with
out ever seeing a grin on my
face.
Not realizing the pain it creates.
A word that is left with so much
hate.
Hopefully none you never have
to deal with a word bastard
creates.
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She puts together a heart of
hearts that been broke apart
for so long. Reluctantly it’s
been so long since I had a
tender touch. You see it’s been
too much trust I began to lust
and fall back into a track that
got me dazed. Then I became
amazed as an angel appeared
at my door step. Comforting
me as a slept taken in every
breath I breathed from inside of
me. Replaced it with a dream of
dreams that gave me hope.
That afloat my imagination as I
wait patient to seek a new
beginning. From a life full of
sinning I am left empty. Until
you appeared to fill my heart
with plenty…of love. From
above is an angel that grounds
me into reality. That one day in
my mortality love will come.
Dripping out the sun as I sit
and wait patient. I wait patient
for you to appear. Staying near
my heart no longer apart we
both take that journey of life.
Sitting across you as you
become my wife but until then I
sit and wait for that day to
appear. For you are so near to
the languages to open up the
key to my heart. Taking it off
the charts so now you are no
longer Venus nor I Mars. We
become a part of one entwined
unit taking apart the stars in
the sky. Letting are eyes collide
till the motion is felt. You see
when I looked for love you
help. When I needed that
passion you were there. Now
no one can compare to the
essence you bring from your
toes to your hair. You’re the
queen of ideas the beauty of
my thoughts. You’re the one
that clouts my love into a new
meaning. So I sleep left
dreaming. Till one day you yes
you feel the same way.
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I see shadows in your eyes.
Magnified by the mountains
that gravitate to the sky. The
shadows now cover both sides.
Searching and checking for
stream of light. Checking and
searching to see if your still
alive. I wish a waterfall would
drop from the mountain and
baptize your life. Then numb
the feeling of your crucified
mind. I will admit it's hard to
be humbled in a life full of
crime. But if you stay positive
the only outcome is for you to
shine. For procrastinated
methods is a waste of time. Let
courage be your guide. As you
swim through the rivers current
that brings on the tide. Honesty
is even discovered through any
lie. Just as long as you read
between the lines. And begin to
live life and not live to die. For
every mountain is difficult but
not impossible to climb. Just
keep your eyes on the heavens
and watch as the shadows
vanish from your eyes. Then
watch as you begin to fly.
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