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On my bed
I watch her steady breathing
I slowly lean over and whisper
“Lilia, wake up.”
She turns her head
“What is it Carolynn?”
“It’s Time to go.”
I pull her up
We slowly get dressed
Packing bags full of
Everything we’ll need.
I kiss her harshly on
The lips and say
“Let’s go”
We slowly creep
Down the stairs
Into the basement
Past my brother
To the door.
I tightly hold
Lilia’s sweaty small hand
I crack the door
Cold wind rushes in on me.
I turn to make sure
The cold hasn’t
Awoken my brother.
I push Lilia
Out into the dark
And quickly
After her
I turn to slide the
Door shut.
Before I shut it
All the way
I whisper
“I’ll miss you,
Will you miss us?”
We start to walk
Each step easier
Then the last
We don’t speak much
A question here
A kiss there
We’ve had this planned
For months
We would runaway together
Cause no one could understand
How strong
Our love is
We finally did it
I couldn’t believe it happened
I turned to her
“I love you Lilia.”
“I love you Carolynn.”
I grabbed her hand
And began
To run.
We ran all the way
To a pay phone
Called a cab
Drove for two hours
We pulled over
I paid the driver
We got out
Lilia pulled me into
The woods.
We walked to a clearing
It was by a slow running
River
“Perfect” We coursed
We gather are selves together to
Prepare for our
Little act
We have decided
To nap for a while
I know this is right
As we awake
I know it’s time
“Ready?”
Lilia asks
I respond with a kiss
We grab our objects out
Of our bag.
We wade into the water
I take the razor
And she takes hers
We run it down our wrist
As the
Blood runs wild
I whisper
“I love you”
And my last thought is
I know
This is
Right
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Baby Girl
Is what they call me
I am sweet
I am a child at heart
My nickname means nothing
On the inside
I am in the dark
Yes I am this girl
But baby girl means
Sweet
Innocent
I am a
Lovely liar
I am not
BABYGIRL
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Another day of
Torture
Of
Pain
The looks of disgust
What did I do to deserve this?
What pain did I cause?
For this pain to happen
To me
Walking through the hallways
I hear the whispers
I hear their laughs
I hear all the words they say
I know I’m not perfect
Why can you just be happy with who I am?
I am me
I am who I am
I’m sorry I’m not who you
Want me to be
So another day at school
Were ill block you all out
Pretending you don’t exist
I pretend I don’t hear
The
Whispers
The
Laughs
The
Words
And I’ll continue to be me
No matter whom you want me to be
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You see the tears
In her eyes
The cuts on her
Wrist
Legs
Chest
Her world spins
As she blinks
The pain away
She drowns in
Her blood
Her tears
She puts on a smile
Pretending she’s okay
Only she can see
The falsehood she hides behind
Her chest tightens
She begins to spin
Everything goes blurry
God, the way she is
It’s so wrong
I hate looking
In the mirror
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Like a river flowing
My tears stream down
Pouring down my cheeks
You don’t understand
What you’ve done
Keep your back turned
Don’t look back
I used to be a mountain standing high
You crushed it down
I’m just a flat lying ground
Now I’m high
Now I’m low
Never the same
One moment
Then the next
I’m up
I’m down
And you’re still never around
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Nothing seems right
Not anymore
Not in this life time
I’m drowning in my tears
Floating to the bottom
The darkness is overcoming
I used to back in the light
But, now I’ve slipped
Fell to the bottom
Changed everything
I feel like I am alone
Blood
dripping
Tears falling
I’m sitting in the darkness
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