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we were the best they could ever see,,
So special.
Sent from above,the seventh sky.
fell apart on the last one..
I tried getting to you..
Crawled my way..
Did all I could do..
They wanted to see us apart..
Pulled me away from you..
Dragged me to this very earth..
Threw me to a corner,
They kept you with them..
They hid you..
Left me having no clue..
I'm an angel without wings..
Asked to search for you..
How am I supposed to fly ??
When I know they hid you in the seventh sky.
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I am not allowed to do this
I don't want to
I don't want to be that way
If I do then this is not me
I hate you to a certain extent I don't want that level to rise Ignore me
Spit on my face
I won't say a word
Deep inside I hate you
You walking towards me,
I know you're in trouble
I know you need help
There I am ready
But
Deep inside I hate you
Disgusted with a glare from you
Irritated now with a thought of you
I have a place for you in my heart
Filled with respect
You are allowed to come and inspect
But
Don't go to that corner
because deep inside I hate you
Everything to you seems so really fine
Trust me its not
In your particular thought I don't want to wine
I want to curse you
Curse you for what you are
Curse you for every little thing you ask
Curse you for every little moment you smile.
Curse you for joy..
You're worth it
Because you still use me as a toy
Cursing won't help
won't do good to me nor you
But Loving you would do ..
You to me can't even spell love
Try doing that
You then would spell the other way round back
Love is just a camouflage
Disguised
Killing one by one
slaughtering each and every one
searching for its another victim
Pushing others in way one by one
It doesn't care where one falls
With a touch of it
It just trys to give him a great fall
you broke my heart
I wish there should've been a tune
For you to know how bad I was hurt?
I there again say
I am not allowed to do this
I don't want to
I don't want to be that way
If I do then this is not me
Its just me,
Pouring my heart out into this quite sea
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wish to get back to you,
Through the colors of the sea...
Watching those drowned love stories deep down alive..
Evaluating each of it,
Asking them the same questions,
Would I ever get a chance to light a candle here ?
Would I ever feel the heat rather than the cold?
Would I ever be able to see her with colors ?
All they then said was
"if its true you then would light one right now..
You'll be right there with her heart against your chest..
Feeling all the warmth..
You'll see her..
when in love you drowned.."
Copyright © Arshad Ansari | Year Posted 2015
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This heart feels heavy
Wants to blurt all out
tears in the form of those words??
Its not that difficult..
I can end up writing my whole life Just to praise you a little to less
I don't know what these coming hours have for me
I can't resist knowing it
I am restless
I wish I could read your mind
Positive or negative ?
If negative ,I then really wanna know less, just to let you know, you for me will still gain a little more of respect..
when it comes to positive,
I would not like to know an inch more than a "yes"..just to let you know you for me will still gain a little more of love nest
From me it wasn't at a glance
But nothing less.
To know you a little at that time was a bless
I tried hard, I got my hands burned carrying the love for you which at that time was surely less..
I tried looking forward tried moving a little ahead ...
I now say it again
I felt disgusted, followed by a thought of you I turned away and smiled just to ignore the pain my heart felt..
You're nothing less but perfection
my mery infatuation.
Please, Turn away within a blink if you see me breathing..
Walk away if you see me smiling..
Let go my hand if you see me sleeping..
Give me a pinch if you think I'm not listening..
Tie up your hair if you see me not looking..
Later of kill me if for you I'm not beating..
Copyright © Arshad Ansari | Year Posted 2011
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listen to me for once
got some words....
have a mean to me....
may be are..
empty for you...
stay for a while...
dont go too far...
you mean to me...
so let me love you....
think about me for once....
tell me who your heart...beats for...
because mine...
Well it just does for you...
speak to me for a while.....
let that breath of yours..
pass by my ear.....
let me hear you....
just touch me for once....
let those lips quench my thirst ....
because,
i wanna feel you....
hold my hand..tight...
dont let go...
because ...
I am just to scared..to stay alone
be with me for a while....
Its short and simple...
I just cant live without you ...
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Endless thoughts with a numb brain seem so easy
Can't have another,
Not being lazy,
With her being there
I try to turn my back
And walk away
Mix my self in the coming haze
Disappear in a way
A long way to make
Let me go
For gods sake
Crippled but want no support
walking alone
I wish I don't have a clone
"Letting go"
Is not a part to be executed
I just turned my back
But
Never said a "NO"
I love you
And that's how it is
Three words being so simple
Its up to you
Please accept me as crippled
Because a thought of You turns me on
Closing my eyes
a touch of you then,
Warms my breath
Sweeten my lips
Palpitating then,
"she's here" he trys to give me tips
I love to palpitate
Never that slow nor to late
My heart just trys to take your name...It just trys to yell your name
With each beat
It trys to be neat
Just trying to take your name
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His hearts in pain..
He begs you to once hold it and squeeze out your
given blood.. and there...
what you find..
is just love..
His eyes hurt..
Not with the dust..
But with tears..
Being sorry
For his thoughts full of lust..
His body shivers..
He feels cold..
Not because of drugs..
But with the lack of you..
Giving him hugs..
His soul wants to be taken away..
Not by you..
But by the angels of his coming death
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Being waiting for you..
since the day he planned of creating you..
watching you sleep the whole night ,
don't worry about me..
I'm sure you watching me sleep in your dream..
You're the disease for the present..
Cure for the past..
You don't know about your powers..
You're super natural..
One two and three..
Unlikely you then stopped to test me..
Been months since the first day....
Well,are you still testing..?
Let me know..
There are others in line waiting..
"What's the result"
They are tired of asking..
Not up to the mark is it ??
Then take a pin..
Pierce a hole right through this heart..let your self flow out..
Then take a red silky cloth
tie it round my wrists..
Don't let the rest of you flow inside..
Or better just cut me into pieces..
throw me six feet under..
Don't then delay to cover up...
Or the odour of my love might catch you up again to test me..
Succeeded??
Turn around..
Then first but now was the last one in line..
Don't worry..
Just don't panic...
Your hearts still beating..
I'm there..
Don't be rapid..
You might just loose me inside..
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I lit up everything for you...
the empty roads..
to the dark sky...
the candle light..
to the broken lamps...
nothing was remaining to be lovely...
everything was just perfect...as you said...
I planned and walked..to do all the above done...
I guess I shouldn't have done that...unknowingly if I knew the outcome....
each step was supposed to be measured...
none was to be having an error
everything was to be just perfect as you said..
you changed me
from a broken boy...
to being a man...
from a broken man...
to a man with honour....
everything you did was just perfect as you said...
I adopted all positive from you...
though I dont mind taking negative...
because its your eyes that drive me crazy...
make my surroundings go hazy..
I wont take my eyes of you...
because when hazy...you then made me go crazy and lazy...
everything you were...was just perfect as you said...
you were to sweet to me...
at times a little diabetic..
I being naughty..
was just a little diabolic....
everything you did was just perfect as you said...
"I then fell for you...
I fell in love..."
there you go I admit ....
never felt this way before...
I did know..that you and me cant be together.....
then why did you do the above ????????
or simply put
everything you did to break my heart was just perfect as you said...
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I'm to numb to think..
Numb to think about you..
My body is not with me..
It wants to stay away from you..
Breathless at each word..
Takes me a thousand lives..
to let you know,that..
"I love you"
It now takes me longer than usual..
takes me minutes to blink..
to have a flash of you..
My fingers are senseless..
Wanting me to chop them..
Failing to remember a touch of you..
I now am crippled..
Too stubborn for a chair..
barely able to walk towards you..
A knife on my throat
ready to slide..
Lips are sealed..
tongue is tied..
I want you to know..
Love is just a camouflage..
Certainly not a lie..
Copyright © Arshad Ansari | Year Posted 2012
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