Ps I Hate You
I am not allowed to do this
I don't want to
I don't want to be that way
If I do then this is not me
I hate you to a certain extent I don't want that level to rise Ignore me
Spit on my face
I won't say a word
Deep inside I hate you
You walking towards me,
I know you're in trouble
I know you need help
There I am ready
But
Deep inside I hate you
Disgusted with a glare from you
Irritated now with a thought of you
I have a place for you in my heart
Filled with respect
You are allowed to come and inspect
But
Don't go to that corner
because deep inside I hate you
Everything to you seems so really fine
Trust me its not
In your particular thought I don't want to wine
I want to curse you
Curse you for what you are
Curse you for every little thing you ask
Curse you for every little moment you smile.
Curse you for joy..
You're worth it
Because you still use me as a toy
Cursing won't help
won't do good to me nor you
But Loving you would do ..
You to me can't even spell love
Try doing that
You then would spell the other way round back
Love is just a camouflage
Disguised
Killing one by one
slaughtering each and every one
searching for its another victim
Pushing others in way one by one
It doesn't care where one falls
With a touch of it
It just trys to give him a great fall
you broke my heart
I wish there should've been a tune
For you to know how bad I was hurt?
I there again say
I am not allowed to do this
I don't want to
I don't want to be that way
If I do then this is not me
Its just me,
Pouring my heart out into this quite sea
Copyright © Arshad Ansari | Year Posted 2012
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