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Maggie Mcdonald Poem
I'm losing my mind at this place.
All my regrets being thrown in my face.
My mind is racing.
I'm starting my pacing.
Do you mind all my crying?
Because I know inside I'm dying.
I'm really starting the shaking.
I don't give a (beep) if you think I'm faking.
My skin is aching.
I know the trouble I am creating.
This blood is fine. This blood is mine.
I fear I've gone insane.
I refuse to refrain.
The time is changing.
So why am I still bleeding?
Am I really there?
My eyes are empty and bare.
This pain I feel is so intense.
It feels like I touched an electrical fence.
My eyes are stinging.
My phone is ringing.
Saw your face.
Now my eyes sting like mace.
I quit this race.
I came in last place.
Copyright © Maggie Mcdonald | Year Posted 2011
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Maggie Mcdonald Poem
I lay on the bathroom floor.
I can't take this anymore.
I can't believe you were so sleezy.
Now watch this blood flow freely.
I didn't know I could hurt this bad, over what we never had.
Now watch this knife meet my skin, with you I know I'll never win.
Do you know how much I care?
Even when your never there?
Do you hear my silent cries?
This could be my last goodbye.
Anger runs through my veins.
All it will take is some pain.
Watch me end my life with this knife.
Pray and hope I don't choke.
Don't flake out on your only way out.
I'll carve your name in my flesh in hope we someday mesh.
I know I'm not the best, but no worries as I meet my eturnal rest.
Copyright © Maggie Mcdonald | Year Posted 2011
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Maggie Mcdonald Poem
Blood shot eyes.
A million failed tries.
Death is impossible.
Only I am responsible.
They are going to isolate me.
Dark room I cant see.
I've gone crazy in my mind.
Everyone I know has left me behind.
I give up.
I'll just shut up.
Silence is bliss.
My razor gives me a single kiss.
Deep and long.
Me and my razor dance to a song.
We zigged and we zagged.
My razor is slowly being dragged.
I take my last and final breathe.
As we finish our dance of death.
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Maggie Mcdonald Poem
Rope swinging up so high.
Now's the time I will die.
I step onto this chair.
Finally ending this nightmare.
I grab the noose.
Make sure it's not too loose.
Tears are falling.
All my hopes are quickly dying.
It's around my neck.
I make one final check.
Note in place.
Scribbled in a hurried pace.
Then there's a knock at the door.
The screams say, "open this door!"
I jumped.
The chair bumped.
Quickly loosing air.
Then to my despair...
In you came.
But I already ended the game.
To your knees you fell.
As I slowly drifted off to hell.
Copyright © Maggie Mcdonald | Year Posted 2011
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Maggie Mcdonald Poem
Can you see this pain of mine?
Buried deep down inside.
Do you know why it's there?
Because you never ever care.
I feel alone.
Like a puppy lost it's bone.
I can't find you anywhere.
Are you sure your really there?
Am I just a joke?
A girl to pinch and poke?
Your the reason for these marks!
Cutting dawn til' dark.
My brain has frozen.
Why have I been choosen?
Mother you lie!
You said I'd never die!
Mama, it wasn't murder and I'm not homicidal.
Mama, this was intentional because I am suicidal.
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Maggie Mcdonald Poem
I need to escape this shell.
Or else I'm going to burn in hell.
Please set me free.
Because this is not the real me.
I'm a puppet with tangled ropes.
I feel I've lost all my hopes.
They say it's only life.
Well tell that to my shiny knife.
I don't wanna use it.
I'm just digging a pit.
6 feel under.
This is my biggest blunder.
I can't stop crying.
This is a slow death I'm dying.
I'm inadequate and dumb.
Why have I gone numb?
This is wrong.
Do I have long?
I need a hero.
But I'm just a zero.
No more terror stricken nights.
This will end my pointless fights.
Copyright © Maggie Mcdonald | Year Posted 2011
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