Mama

Can you see this pain of mine? Buried deep down inside. Do you know why it's there? Because you never ever care. I feel alone. Like a puppy lost it's bone. I can't find you anywhere. Are you sure your really there? Am I just a joke? A girl to pinch and poke? Your the reason for these marks! Cutting dawn til' dark. My brain has frozen. Why have I been choosen? Mother you lie! You said I'd never die! Mama, it wasn't murder and I'm not homicidal. Mama, this was intentional because I am suicidal.