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Louisa Estrada Poem
I'm here where you left me
Alone in the dark
A crime scene unknown thats blacked my heart
Whiskeys gone cold, blood has turned clear
Now that im gone there's no more to fear
Cuts and scars fade into death
Tears run down my face as i take my last breath.
Copyright © Louisa Estrada | Year Posted 2011
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Louisa Estrada Poem
Tired of smiling when im down, I just dont feel right when you come around
Give me mercy to free my soul
There's something i think you need to know
My smile grows tired when you are here, dont know why...
Copyright © Louisa Estrada | Year Posted 2011
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Louisa Estrada Poem
One random day
It was you that made my heart sway
You said my hands were small, so then we compared...
My hand to yours
The seconds were long, turned to minutes
When finally i giggled, turned, and pulled my hand away
Day after day i couldnt wait to be near you
I love your eyes, the tone of your voice, the way you make me laugh, feel
important
Your eyes evapeorate the very pain from my own
Making it all to possible to breath again
Copyright © Louisa Estrada | Year Posted 2011
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Louisa Estrada Poem
My Tears are thickened with blood
My eyes are darkened by pain
Numbness hides it all, so nothing more brings shame
I never show how much it hurts, I'd rather drink it all away
Drowned in unavoidable sorrow, like the cuts on my vain
But one day I'll be free, to never drink again
All that it really comes down to...
Sorrow's my only friend who really understands
Copyright © Louisa Estrada | Year Posted 2011
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Louisa Estrada Poem
I long to be free, away from this place
When i see the sky, i want to embrace
Run my fingers through the clouds
Peace at last i have found
I open my eyes, now that im aware
Im still on the ground, it was just the wind in my hair
And for that i envy the very birds in the sky
As their great wings soar, their hearts heard
It may sound absurd, but how i wish i was a bird, flying free in the sky
All at least untill im willing to die
Copyright © Louisa Estrada | Year Posted 2011
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Louisa Estrada Poem
Look into my eyes and see
My pain for what it is
No lies i hold beneath my skin
I cry so silent you rarely see, what in the world is wrong with me
Take it in, let it out
Wondering in shallow Doubt.....
Copyright © Louisa Estrada | Year Posted 2011
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Louisa Estrada Poem
Her pain is strong, she wont admit that the tears she's cried werent counterfeit
Real as the air, moon,and stars
Nothing new shows but fading scars
From time to time they fade into new
Blood from the deep comes into view, as it glistens in the sun like snow
What is left but for her vains to show?
Darkness inside but outside glows?
How is that when nothing shows?
No emotion in her face, even though her mind is a certain scary place
Nothing awaiting but pain, agony, then death
Its alright with her as she takes her last breath, free to fly in a life beyond death.
Copyright © Louisa Estrada | Year Posted 2011
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Louisa Estrada Poem
Lovely the dark, it truly is
The pact is strong, I follow to live
Happyness promised after death, im sure it will happen
Excited I will be, to finally lay to rest... in longing harmony
With bright lit fires at my feet, I trust in him, to watch over me.
Copyright © Louisa Estrada | Year Posted 2011
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Louisa Estrada Poem
Wake up, are you even there?
Needle to your skin, blood in your hair?
Pushed the door open, you continue to stare
But still you havent waken, i see you numb and cold
Your heart demands to beat, your mind confineds to sleep
Pills in your stomach continue to seep
At the same time the cuts on your vains continue to weep....
Many blood stained memories, they said you keep
Wake up!
Death rejected you once again, life was kind enough to take you back in
Oh how you survived suicide....
Once more i have saved your life, i might not do it again
Because in the end, just to remind you
This is your body, not your mind talking this time
I can only take so much untill i too
Fail to wake....
Copyright © Louisa Estrada | Year Posted 2011
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