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Kathleen Woolrich Poem
I saw you in my room last night
and you always used to grow cold
when you felt the ceiling fan cool your skin
I remembered when we used to talk
and share our memories
You of morocco
and mine of a morocco that never was
I had a wedding dress on and I was standing
somewhere in a hallway in Marrakesh
You had that life and you lost it
I never got that life and lost it as well.
I can smell the smoke of flames gone past
and songs never sung
And I loved you that December
Even though you were never mine
Cruel but innocent man with a face so soft
I never lost you my Moroccan cause I never
possessed you
But that's what made you so pretty
lying but honest heart thief
Copyright © Kathleen Woolrich | Year Posted 2005
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Kathleen Woolrich Poem
Unchain my heart from Kabilya
Unchain my heart, my amazigh son
You make me weep
You left to Algiers
And I dare not cry
You are on your way to Rouiba
Oh amazigh son
You awakened my soul
I am your Kahina, my love
I die a thousand deaths each night
Because you are not with me
I had to help you get to your people
They need you more than me
Know that I love you, Algerian king
Know that I cry for you each night
I love you, my Algerian
Speak to the skies of Algeria
Tell the skies and the mountains
I love you
I love you
Twahashtek Besef, ya oumri
Kathleen Voss Woolrich
Copyright © Kathleen Woolrich | Year Posted 2005
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Kathleen Woolrich Poem
You think you broke my heart
When you said goodbye
You did me a favor
Breaking my heart liberated me to see
That love is not a jail
To which we are sentenced
That real love never wants to hold prisoners
That it sets us free to come and go as we please
That day you nailed my soul to an imaginary wall
The day you told me that I was not the right woman for you
Was the day you set me free
You see there is nothing as horrible as faked affection
Faked affection is worse than abuse
I love you for it
My heart was truer than the ground was moist
And you lost that true heart
And I thought I was the loser
But I won back my soul
And learned that letting go.. even if it kills me, is better than hanging onto a lie
You set me free
My love never left you
But please don’t talk to me to save your feelings
Love me enough to let me suffer
Love me enough to hurt me and let me go baby.
Copyright © Kathleen Woolrich | Year Posted 2005
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Kathleen Woolrich Poem
pretty face pretty face
find your stride
time is fleeting and will soon disappear
ensure your character matches your beauty
think not yourself invincible
for fiery flames can take your face
and a few bad months your character
and a few bad years your soul
treat all women with respect
and all people with dignity
for each one has his day where they rise
and a cliff off which they may fall
you don't know what you do to people with your words
but worship at the tower of ice
and the sword will be your gain
little pink hearts will drift away
on rafts too small to carry them
take care that you don't break mere mortals spirits
for once they leave you can never regain their guidance
beware the cruel ones and the non smiling
for they alone can steal your faith
and gather love and compassion
for you are not the bright one that you think
the knowledge remains in other's eyes
for you to unlock at your bidding
goodbye dear friend, I cannot bid you any more words
I have to wish you well and pray that more sensitive souls never cross your path
and wish you hardened companions
to weather your tempests and inner spoils
good bye dear friend goodbye Rashid
Copyright © Kathleen Woolrich | Year Posted 2005
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Kathleen Woolrich Poem
Who you needed me to be
I used to be a person who I could feel sorry for
I carried all the scars and sadness and felt the bruises on my skin
And I was a rag doll
But never who you needed me to be
You never seemed to feel bad when you hit me
And you convinced everyone that my madness made you do it
But at 21 , I was eccentric and spoiled
And the beatings aged and disturbed me
And I never was who you needed me to be
Did you think I could recover easily from the blows you dealt me that summer?
I am not saying that the sins I committed didn’t make me deserving of the abuse
But the way you made me feel after
Coupled with denying how you made me suffer and suffer when I ran after you like a puppy
You laughed at me
You made me cry
You hit me
You told me I was disgusting
You made me hate my body
My heart
And made me hate to breathe
And when I got the strength to leave you
You took what I loved most
My self respect
My network of people who believed in me
I thought I could forgive you
I could I think
If you felt sorry
But you don’t
You never feel sorry
You never loved me
As I brought your son here
You almost killed me the month before he was born
I never mattered
And in the last part of my heart
I still don’t hate you
I just want to know why you hit me
Why you made me feel so ugly
Why you were so happy when I failed
Why you couldn’t wish me well
And why you split my mind in two
And cracked my heart
You see
I can never be truly mad
Because no one ever protected me from you
I am a rag doll just left in a puddle
But my baby holds my hand
You left me with him
God loved me
Enough to give me my son from you
He took mercy on me
And gave me my boy
My darling 8 year old boy
To make the pain stop
Copyright © Kathleen Woolrich | Year Posted 2005
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