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Chelsea Stufleben Poem
The petals of a rose, they tremble and they fall
Just like my aching heart, my backs against a wall
so I Scream- but no one seems to hear me
(and) I Bleed- but no one seems to worry
(and) I Cry- but no one spares a passing glance
(and) I Die- no one seems to care
My mask, it melts away
as the flames burn through my bones, the pain it never fades
and its worse because i know the angels are not here to save me
everthing but you hates me
and im stuck with all this trapped inside
Im forced to sit and watch me die
Im in an empty room...
all hope disenegrates.
nothing left to do but get drunken, high
im willing to do anything just to get by
so I Scream- but no one seems to hear me
(and) I Bleed- but no one seems to worry
(and) I Cry- but no one spares a passing glance
(and) I Die- no one seems to care
My mask, it melts away
as the flames burn through my bones, the pain it never fades
and its worse because i know the angels are not here to save me
everthing but you hates me
and im stuck with all this trapped inside
Im forced to sit and watch me die
Im forced to sit and watch me die
Copyright © Chelsea Stufleben | Year Posted 2010
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Chelsea Stufleben Poem
I'm sorry that I'm always sad,
That I do things to make you mad.
I'm sorry that I've lost my hope,
I'm sorry for the ways I cope.
I'm sorry that I bring you down,
I'm sorry that I make you frown.
I swear to God that you must believe,
I love you more than you can see.
I'm sorry that my heart is dying,
I swear to you that I've been trying.
I'm sorry that I cannot see,
much future left in front of me.
I'm sorry that I'm so depressed,
I realy know that I'm a mess.
Writing this note's made me see,
Just how much hurt I've made you grieve.
I'm so disgusted with myself,
I'm so damn bad for your good health.
I know that It's hard to admit,
I've made this such a long hard trip.
I feel like I have ruined your heart,
Like I have torn you all apart.
I have a question for you dear,
And, yes, your answere I do fear.
You said that you missed her big picture,
When you saw, you changed your fixture.
For your sake, love, please look at mine,
Before your heart's put on the line.
I'm sorry that I'm so impatient,
I'm just afraid life's not worth waiting.
I really don't want you to leave,
I want for us to both believe.
I want to once again find hope,
But it will be hard on my own.
But then again if I'm too much,
I don't want to kill all your love.
Copyright © Chelsea Stufleben | Year Posted 2011
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Darkest, sweetest, blackest rose,
so deep and so inspired.
Your blinding beauty comforts me,
No effort is required.
I fell within your dreamy trance,
I become quite delerious.
But your black petals start to dance,
sweet rose oh so mysterious.
Rose, why must you trick the hurt,
With your wonderous deciet.
You make the exit look so right,
You guide the loste one's feet.
You taunt us thirst weak ones,
Make death look like a well.
You only wish to burn us up,
You send us straight to hell.
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I'm sorry for the ways I fight,
I'm sorry that I dim your light.
I'm sorry I'm so negative,
That I am so competative.
I'm sorry that I'm so outrageous,
I'm sorry my hurt's so contagious.
I don't want to see your heart eache,
Cuz when I do my heart it breaks.
I'm sorry that I'm not so strong,
But you inspire my hearts song.
I'm not alone cuz now I see,
Your light that's shining just for me.
I'm sorry that I'm up and down,
But, Dear, You win the patience crown.
My love for you's so strong, please see,
A fire burns for you in in me.
I know that It's hard to believe,
But God will help us, just you see.
Copyright © Chelsea Stufleben | Year Posted 2011
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Your arm around my throat, Continued to provoke.
Under your sleeve you beat my face,Was strangled by your arm's embrace.
I soon gave up and that was when, you led me to the car,
You bashed my head into the side,then threw the door ajar.
Around my body you had grasped, both my legs and my neck,
Then you threw my weak limp body into the car's back.
As you called my broher out, to help to lock me in,
you forced upon that 12 year old such a filthy sin.
Locking in that dreadful car yourself and my hurt self,
you turned around, continued beating, till I screamed an yelped.
Finally the only thing I knew, just must be done,
I strained to reach and grab my phone, i dialed 911.
He raced us out the neigborhood, to try and get away,
demanding that I give my phone, Dear God, there was no way.
He then pulled out his cell phone, and dialed the same number,
He told them I was killing him, that I would pull him under.
You'd never believe what happened on that dark an dreary day,
Was it I that got in trouble, yes, my father got away.
Copyright © Chelsea Stufleben | Year Posted 2011
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Its so cold in here,
lifes the only thing i fear.
I can't take this much longer,
my bones are about to break.
How can any people stand this,
I feel like im digging my own grave.
I just cant take this no more,
I...
I cant breath.
I cant speak.
I cant live,
Without warning.
Please, oh, please,
Get me out,
Out of here.
But the best you can do is give me wings.
I feel so trapped up,
Im not feeling any love.
My heart turns to glass,
And my tears have turned to blood.
Everything around me shatters,
Including my very own spirit.
I cant breath.
I cant speak.
I cant live,
Without warning.
Please, oh, please,
Get me out,
Out of here.
But the best you can do is give me wings.
Copyright © Chelsea Stufleben | Year Posted 2010
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My aspirations are torn into shreds,
Had wonderful dreams but nmow they are dead.
I tried and I tried to follow my goals,
But now all those visions are burnt down to coals.
I'm sick oh so sick of my failing so much,
The way I can't prove I am good realy sucks.
So now my conclusion to this idiocy,
I'll never know why I had the nerve to dream.
Copyright © Chelsea Stufleben | Year Posted 2011
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So bold about death,
You no longer have hope for,
Taking your last breath.
Copyright © Chelsea Stufleben | Year Posted 2011
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Chelsea Stufleben Poem
Jacob, im sorry,
I'm sorry I've lied,
I'm sorry Ive cause all the tears that you've cried.
I know I am worthless,
I'm not good enough,
But even though so you show me truest love.
I'lll work on my thinking,
I'll work on my words,
I'll work and I'll try until my heart just hurts.
I swear I'll be good,
I swear I'll do better,
Cuz baby I want you until death and after.
Copyright © Chelsea Stufleben | Year Posted 2011
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On good days you're there,
You say that you care,
On bad days you're numb,
You're a ghost thats not there.
On good days you're happy,
And nothing will change,
On bad days I feel,
Like you're so far away.
On good days we laugh,
and say 'babe i love you',
On bad days I'm lost,
I don't know what to do.
On good days we are,
so into eachother,
On bad days we fall,
from eachother much farther.
On good days in love,
You never will leave,
On bad days our heart's
messages wont recieve.
Usualy you're head over heals over me,
Today you want nothing to do with me.
Copyright © Chelsea Stufleben | Year Posted 2011
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