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Jennifer Arnott Poem
"Lord", I know your laws
my life, you see my flaws
I can't erase my sins
everyday it lives within
when I do good things
the bad is still there, it hangs
it keeps me from happiness
hoping for forgiveness
I've tried and prayed
I feel it maybe too late
this world has made me realize
it needs you for paradise
happiness never lasts long
misery always prolongs
I'm not a pope, nun, nor angel
I hunger for your world
to be free from evil
waiting for heaven to prevail
like most in life, ive failed
odds of eternal forever
seems to me maybe never
perhaps I can't live my real life
until I passed through that light
Copyright © Jennifer Arnott | Year Posted 2010
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Jennifer Arnott Poem
FEELING, IT, HIM
The conscious flows
Of a divine one
Yet he knows
Yet not won
Mind knows of it
Heart feels for him
Have felt and seen
The traces, its evidence
That lies within
Deceiving heaven's scent
Cause, was so sure
Flaws, it was cure
Eyes have seen it
Him in a vision
Yet he fonders with reasons
That leaves me
Feeling
It
Him
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Jennifer Arnott Poem
Invisible Wings
Mystery misery
Goddess of secretcy
Destiny dezery
Hungers for love to be
Long golden hair
With eyes meant to be
Just looking at her
You know she cares
So inviting with warmth
Her love glows, it seems
Heart so full of dreams
In this cruel world
She don't see, deep inside
Hurts and longs to be
Sins disguise her
As a human being
Among us she lives
With invisible wings
Copyright © Jennifer Arnott | Year Posted 2010
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Jennifer Arnott Poem
life sux then u die
y pretend y lie
the b s has been too long
my dreams r long gone
i tryed i prayed
n e more i just cant take
never wanted to b here n way
forced to live, now i forbid
i love my kids just tired of sh
it never ends
and loves just a joke
ur just here til u croak
people just pretend
and im am not who am
life just aint what it seems
and i no longer can
no real love for me here its just a scam,
Copyright © Jennifer Arnott | Year Posted 2011
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Jennifer Arnott Poem
spare me, spare me the heartache
spare me, don't spare me, because its too late
you've done your damage
I wont go insane
done is done I'll manage
dont spare me the pain
I couldn't feel worse
I've fallen, I'm wounded, can't take it
I'm not dead of course
I'm hurten, I'm chokened, bout lost it
couldn't get much worse
heart is aching, tears are breaking
I'm all off course
please, dont spare me the pain
don't be sincere, I have nothing to gain
you've given this nightmare
you should feel the shame
feeling remains of hearts terror, I'll let go
don't try to wash it way
its for the best i know
was meant to be this way
just go
I'm ok
(no)
Copyright © Jennifer Arnott | Year Posted 2010
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Jennifer Arnott Poem
one shouldnt cast stones
we all do wrong
this is why we must be and remain strong
and leave the rest to God
i speak encouragement
for the ones that fall
all i wrote is true
not for judgment
sometimes we crawl
in the end
we stand tall
Copyright © Jennifer Arnott | Year Posted 2011
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Jennifer Arnott Poem
as im sittng here
feeling kinda numb
breathing the air
yet not so lonesome
tears have ran dry
in a wondering maze
glancing into the sky
blankly I daze
caught up in a moment
thinking of nothing
life just so happens, dont it
then the phone rings
here one moment
gone the next
everything is constant
make every second chance
what counts is last
why not make it first
when that day comes to past
for the cost is hurt
I pray for everyone,
prevent..... Amen
Copyright © Jennifer Arnott | Year Posted 2011
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Jennifer Arnott Poem
at this moment
thinking of you
scared of commitment
mind around you
senses tell me no
my soul drawls me
I just don't know
your name follows me
like the sun comes
like the wind blows
giving warm feelings
thoughts of you flow
through the darkest hour
I think of you
reality chances may sour
then I really knew
I go on with life
with many choices
days go by
with these voices
Copyright © Jennifer Arnott | Year Posted 2010
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Jennifer Arnott Poem
my soul feels the pain
of a sin i thot would never take place
much feeling attained
of a heart i forsaked
now whats left
the waiting of their revenge
the pain i must take
the nightmare i rerranged
the terror i must face
i did try to leave
cause we felt wrong
time has made heart feel
the feeling has become strong
out of nowhere
God made me see
this feeling of somewhere
that has come to be
for we must take nothing for granted
cause that nothing maybe your everything
for God has shown me this
for through my pain he showed me bliss
for as i right this
that one tear flows
for i could of prevented this
my heart sorrows
Copyright © Jennifer Arnott | Year Posted 2011
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Jennifer Arnott Poem
many faces of me
usually dont feel so low
today i cant see
feelings so below
mirror my enemy
i know better
i see the worse in me
it kills the good i weather
whats the point
why even try
the negatives joint
its blurring site
like a ugly duckling
insecure feelings
immature sprinkling
this day is killing me
doesnt matter whats said
i see what i see
better off left in bed
my inner self misery
kill the image
that scars my inner being
awaken me
my God end me
Copyright © Jennifer Arnott | Year Posted 2011
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