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Adefemi Adejuwon Poem
So I wrote again. This took longer than it should have. Only fair to warn you, this is a long one.
SHANGRI-LA
Prologue
The village gates stood, like old men stand
Worn with age and bent by time
Rust had claimed each iron face
As had wrinkles done with mine
The iron giants stood apart
Shaking as the north wind blew
Creaking as their maker passed
I felt certain that they knew
I am leaving Wuling now
Gripped she by the throes of death
Touched she by the hands of time
Breathed she the last of her breath
Nature would not save Wuling
Famine leeched away her life
Pes-tilence claiming her people
Among them, my sons and wife
Pain speaks every language known
So I found when it found me
And while not all men know its tongue
I've come to speak it fluently
Hard times then were made much worse
My mind, seeking to reflect
Made my memories seem as curse
I, not master of pain yet
I was young, when youth prevailed
What held youth but sweeter days
And a certain frame of mind
That was bent on foolish ways?
We were fools ere wisdom came
We were glad to dream of heaven
Religion held our vices tame
Schooling us on sins of seven
We were glad and light of mind
Pleased with all our blind eyes saw
Joy, the birthright of mankind
Would dwell with us forevermore
We were young when youth prevailed
Nimble minds, and bodies strong
But the reign of youth was short
And we found that we were wrong
They came upon us sudddenly
The weeks of cold, the months of drought
A strange disease swallowing my people
Spitting shrunken corpses out
We had hoped but hoped in vain
I had prayed, it came to nought
I, once smith of a large village
Leaving it through gates I wrought
Shangri-la
Heaven having failed in hope
Hope itself found wanting
Having lost all I can lose
I am left with nothing...
I will go to find respite
Where the dreams of men collect
Where the signs of hard years fade
And the weary can forget
I will go to Shangri-la
Ease to soul and peace to mind
Strength to all those weak in body
All that man can hope to find
I am going to Shangri-la
South of God and north of men
West of every broken dream
East of those who hoped in them
Shangri-la, covered in snow
Dwelling there, the ageless Yeti
Older than the sons of men
Wiser than the stars are many
I am going to Shangri-la
Earth's last sign of heaven touch
Hidden from the eye of man
Kept outside of evil's watch
I am going to Shangri-la
Nature's lastborn wrapped in ice
Whitened by freedom from taint
Holy mountain paradise
I am going to Shangri-la
Far beyond the reach of time
Far above the grasp of fate
Webs spun of it's own design
Utopia will bring relief
Severing chains of desolation
Re-acquiantance with belief
By the aid of restoration
Let the past relent in chase
That the haunt of loss may cease
Gone sons, to a better place
Found wife, an eternal peace
Refuge be found in holy haven
Pain be lost on mystic land
Moved by change on tidal waters
As in castles made with sand
Shangri-la, a last resort
Sought by many, found by few
Hidden in the Himalayas
Shielded from external view
Shangri-la, paradise lost
Closed to all enslaved to vice
Seen by he whose need is most
Never found by one man twice
Shangri-la, the name brings warmth
Weathered face wrinkling to smile
I set on the road to rest
Which I know is marked with trial
Leaving all I know behind
That my pieces be made whole
I am going to Shangri-la
Peace to mind and ease to soul...
Copyright © Adefemi Adejuwon | Year Posted 2012
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He walks at night,
It sleeps by day,
Basking in the moonlight,
Or so they say,
With the form of a wolf,
And the soul of a man,
With a tale that can move,
And a mind that can plan,
With a coat of gray hair,
And eyes always crying,
People seem to care,
People are always lying,
He howls at the moon,
So desolate and sad,
Good times go too soon,
As did all that he had,
Living in the woods,
So far from redemption,
Plagued by dark thoughts,
Too many to mention,
The gray wolf walks alone,
Carrying his past,
All that he called his own,
Found it hard to last,
Staring at the clouds,
And standing in their rain,
Find no relief from his constant pain,
Such a doleful look,
Calls on the heart to bleed,
Life gave and then it took,
All that he came to need,
So he rises to go,
Lonely, though no one cares,
As if they didn't know,
Lone wolves don't come in pairs.
Copyright © Adefemi Adejuwon | Year Posted 2010
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Adefemi Adejuwon Poem
It is a fever.
The poet
They found the poet outside the park
His steps spoke many words of wine
His upper half seemed half asleep
And his feet walked a crooked line
His arms were spread as if to fly
His lips apart as though to speak
The telltale flush of liquid joy
Told tales of rum from cheek to cheek
The night herself caroused with him
Drunk on sadness, drunk on care
And drink they drank, the weary lovers
Setting wine against despair
The bonds of reason, broken down
His mind amok, and absent sense
The world in woe, the world in glory
Lay before his presidence
And it was then they walked to him
Rudely rousing man from dream
Casting eye on village bard
Taking man as man would seem
"Sing for us again, o bard
Cast your words at senses keen"
This was why they broke his peace
Winters twice his summers seen
"Sing for us again o bard
Spin sweet words from bitter truth
Stir the embers of your heart
Dig through elder years to youth. And
Let the fountain spring with might!!
Showering us with wisdom earned
Showing us the link in hand
Of teachers harsh and lessons learned
Free yourself from wine's embrace!
We would hear a tale or two"
Turns to them, a wizened face
"Ask not man, but what is due."
Graying eyes regard the gathered
Moving on, from face to face
"The world whirls in the hands of time
And yet all things remain in place"
"As yet all men remain the same
The board reset a dozen times
Pi-eces unaltered, so is game
Though rearranged, the given lines
You come to me as bank to debtor
You plague me with unbridled want
Says at last, man to tormentor
'Cease at once your unjust haunt""
It is a fever
"It is not a gift so given
It is not a boon bestowed
Nor is sight beheld as blessing
When the eyes have overflowed
With the sorrows of existence
Pain cavorts with all men born
Know the price of your persistence
Hear the words of man forlorn
What is loss compared to weakness?
What is pain compared to need?
When the soul suffers from sickness
To give blood to those who bleed
O for those suffering in secret
O for hidden scars concealed
Know a secret's mark of secrets
Is in wounds that never healed
The world at large, and I remain
Numb in spirit, numb of mind
My inner coldness feed by pain
Reaped from years left far behind
It is a fever that I have
It is an illness I possess
It is a symptom that you worship
It is a sign that you profess
To love, to need, to love to hear
While I remain diseased of soul
You chant and clap then disappear
Then falls to me, each telling's toll
It is a sadness that I feel
It is madness that I suffer
When the muses offer gifts
Turn your backs and run for cover
Talent has a price, and paid
This price I have, each passing day
Rise to cup and rise to can
Drink my fill then come what may
All my masters come before me
Warned me of the poet's curse
Know you all of Byron's story
Know you all that Poe's was worse
Happiness is bound to beauty
Joy to all that beauty, see
But for those that birth said beauty
All is pain and tragedy
Listen to my fading voice, now
Listen to my silent plea
Know the doom of every poet
And ask of this, no more from me
I will fellowship with Bacchus
Gimlets of the finest sort
Rise to can and drunken glory
Fall to pleasure and cavort
Now my night bids me return
Wine is all that shields from sorrow
Sets me free from all concern
Trouble enough, will be tomorrow"
His soul unburdened, back unbent
All is caught in a lengthy pause
He turns to go, the air is rent
With sounds of cheer, and of applause
Now lowering balding head to ground
"Man may speak but none may hear
Sing for us again o Bard,
Has now become a thing to fear"
Copyright © Adefemi Adejuwon | Year Posted 2012
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It was a voice in my head
A whisper in my ear
A sound I've come to dread
A thing I've come to fear
It was the look in its eyes
On a face whiter than snow
Seeing through all my lies
Uncovering that I do not show
It was the power in its stare
Showing what I don't want to see
Saying your time is near
And you can neither hide nor flee
It was the words it said
Creeping into me in a whisper
Telling me that she is dead
Telling me I know I'll miss her
It was what it forced me to see
Things I've hidden away with denial
Things I said I'd never be
For which I'll surely stand on trial
It is what I will become
A thrall of the shadow
Death's own son
Libera nos a malo!!!
It is what I feel
Black bleak sadness
Pain I wish wasn't real
Driving me to the brink of madness
It is what I stand for
My prerogative
The urge to always be more
My reason to live
Copyright © Adefemi Adejuwon | Year Posted 2010
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Adefemi Adejuwon Poem
Sparks fly in the air
Lights glow in the dark
I am gripped by fear
As my worst nightmare attacks
It's shriek pierces my soul
It's roar tests my bravery
This battle has left my control
And no one is here to save me
The air gets colder
The light gives out
The darkness gets bolder
And I'm filled with doubt
I'm standing on a bridge, hewn from stone
It lies between the world and my mind
Now as it approaches, I'm all alone
But this demon of mine must stay confined
It must never escape from inside me
For the world cannot withstand it
And even though I may no longer be
I will do all I can to hinder it
I summon the courage I used to lack
And stand there dumbfounded
It's eyes glow a fiery glow
It's wings are made of fire
It's sinister smirk scares me so
And I know it's one desire
Huge and menacing, it comes before me
I must now perform my appointed task
'Ancient and evil you may be,
But you shall not pass.'
Copyright © Adefemi Adejuwon | Year Posted 2010
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Adefemi Adejuwon Poem
The time has come,
The hour is at hand,
The place foretold,
Is where we stand,
Take a breath,
Clear your mind,
Leave thoughts of death,
And fear behind,
Look to the stars,
Strain your eyes,
The truth you seek,
There it lies,
If you try,
The sights will come,
Lose yourself,
To freedom,
You can see the sky,
Weeping,
Mourning for a fallen earth,
One that's doomed to die,
Yet is sleeping,
Throwing away all its worth,
You can see the clouds,
Darkening,
Threatening to hurl down their rain,
Men have put on shrouds,
They're not hearkening,
Causing more of their own pain,
Condemned by their actions,
Take a break,
Rest your mind,
Here what's at stake,
Is all mankind,
But don't lose hope,
Keep your faith strong,
And let us help,
To right this wrong,
You feel the chills,
Go up your spine,
Your heart it feels,
We're out of time,
All is not lost,
All's not in vain,
Now calm yourself,
And look again,
Can you see death,
Smiling,
Thinking that the battle is won,
Faith will soon reveal,
A silver lining,
Redeeming all the fallen ones,
Clothed in forgiveness,
Now I see a light,
Shining,
Fighting against the shadow's scourge,
So unstoppable,
And so blinding,
From faith a second chance is forged,
Now rejoin the living.
Copyright © Adefemi Adejuwon | Year Posted 2010
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Unsure I stand,
Of how to feel,
Distraught within, without,
Although I planned,
To be as steel,
I'm soft without a doubt,
A 'she' has come,
To bend my mind,
And claim my smitten soul,
Stole my freedom,
And so I find,
I'm robbed of self-control,
O siren maid,
Such strong dark spells,
You have cast on my heart,
A heart that has strayed,
From where it dwells,
Will surely fall apart,
Where can I go?
What can I do?
When will this madness end?
If I feel so,
Then so must you,
Or do you just pretend?
You give me pain,
But take my peace,
A poor exchange for pleasure,
I struggle in vain,
To earn your kiss,
A fool beguiled by treasure.
Copyright © Adefemi Adejuwon | Year Posted 2010
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