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Gillian Steele Poem
lying with you in bed
lightly stroking your head
everything is going so well
untill all of a sudden comes a god awful smell
i was holding it for so long
maby thats why it smelled so strong
you turn to me with a look of disgust
it broke loose with an almighty gust
i was keeping it trapped for quite a while
it was one of those ones that smelled so vile
you wont be able to look at me anymore
i held it trapped untill my stomach was sore
it just popped out not even that loud
and lingered in the air like a big stink cloud
it was the last thing i wanted to do
god job i didn't follow through
Copyright © Gillian Steele | Year Posted 2010
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Gillian Steele Poem
When i was with you i was sad
there was this hatred i felt so bad
i did everything i could to help you
all those wasted years i went through
alcohol was your best friend
alcohol was first and me at the end
you would rather drink than go on a date
this poisin will soon be your fate
its ruining your life cant you see
thats why i got out i had to think about me
im glad i dont need to deal with it anymore
i was tormented till my head was sore
getting up for work while u lay all day
"im looking for a job" you would always say
i was unhappy for years
it got to the point i could shed no tears
the love faded a long time ago
so it made it easier to let you go
iv moved on with my life and have met someone new
and i hoped the same would happen with you
im so happy now but i wish you where too
i wasnt prepared for wot you where goin to do
you tried to kill yourself but were found on time
just when i thought everything was fine
i didnt no you were taking it so bad
when i heard you were in hospital it just made me feel mad
i just hope it wont happen again
the guilt would drive me insain
and i hope you get better and move on with your life
hopefully have kids a house and a wife
things will get better i wish you the best
but please dont make me watch you get lowered down to rest
Copyright © Gillian Steele | Year Posted 2010
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Gillian Steele Poem
When i was with you i was sad
there was this hatred i felt so bad
i did everything i could to help you
all those wasted years i went through
alcohol was your best friend
alcohol was first and me at the end
you would rather drink than go on a date
this poisin will soon be your fate
its ruining your life cant you see
thats why i got out i had to think about me
im glad i dont need to deal with it anymore
i was tormented till my head was sore
getting up for work while u lay all day
"im looking for a job" you would always say
i was unhappy for years
it got to the point i could shed no tears
the love faded a long time ago
so it made it easier to let you go
iv moved on with my life and have met someone new
and i hoped the same would happen with you
im so happy now but i wish you where too
i wasnt prepared for wot you where goin to do
you tried to kill yourself but were found on time
just when i thought everything was fine
i didnt no you were taking it so bad
when i heard you were in hospital it just made me feel mad
i just hope it wont happen again
the guilt would drive me insain
and i hope you get better and move on with your life
hopefully have kids a house and a wife
things will get better i wish you the best
but please dont make me watch you get lowered down to rest
Copyright © Gillian Steele | Year Posted 2010
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Gillian Steele Poem
i don't think you know this
so let me expain
i can't hold this in
it will drive me insane
im falling quite fast
nothing shielding the blow
im falling in love
but your falling too slow
i will try to hold on
just for a while
but im not waiting long
im losing my smile
i thought you felt the same
but i guess i was wrong
waiting for love
that is taking too long
so once again i will lock up my heart
i will save it for someone who wants to take part
Copyright © Gillian Steele | Year Posted 2010
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Gillian Steele Poem
how could i do this to you
sweet child i never knew
theres not one day that goes bye
when i don't think of you and cry
im sorry i never gave you a chance
and i hope you'll forgive me
it was the hardest thing i had to do
to chose between my life and you
its not that i did not care
i was just too young
it would not be fair
i hope one day you will understand me
i did not hate you i set you free
but i will always think of you
sweet, sweet child i never knew
Copyright © Gillian Steele | Year Posted 2010
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Gillian Steele Poem
the waves crashing i stand alone
in the dim lit pier
i can feel you standing near
walking along the beach bare feet in the sand
your by my side holding my hand
memories i cry into the sea
memories of you and me
life was complete the day i met you
you were my bestfriend, my soul mate
see you soon my darling
meet you at heavens gate
Copyright © Gillian Steele | Year Posted 2011
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