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Alice Reynolds Poem
Oh Alice, where have you gone?
Lost in your corridors again
Warrens of doors
Infinitudes of space
Barely a child, and so out of place.
Alice, oh Alice! Where are you now?
You drew us a card
A seven of hearts
But it floated away
Like mist on the grass
Alice, please Alice, return to us now
You’re slipping away.
The wick, it burns dangerously low
Come out of your corridors!
Those warrens of doors
But leave me be!
I’m safe where I stand
Nestling my toes
Between grains of sand
Let me go, let me stay!
To you I am — forever lost
I am — I am
In my labyrinth of corridors
These warrens of doors
Copyright © Alice Reynolds | Year Posted 2025
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Alice Reynolds Poem
Reflected grief spat back at me to bear
Another load, the double of my own
To take and carry, this unholy pair
Then tripled, multiplied, beneath I groan.
A beast of burden hauling my bloated
Carriage, cut into with refracted shards.
Whipped for my pain, heavier I’m loaded
Pile after pile, the crown a house of cards.
I tread with caution over broken ground,
The tottering deck threatening to fall,
Step after step and though my wounds are bound
The load cuts deeper, I stumble and fall.
Impaled on broken ground, I’m laid in state.
Now. Did I this predicament create?
Copyright © Alice Reynolds | Year Posted 2025
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Alice Reynolds Poem
I gave you a daughter
To have and to hold
I gave you her gently
More precious than gold
I stitched her together
And formed her with care
Created her lovely
Then born to me bare
Was bare as a baby
I held her to me
Then she upturned her gaze
Looked sweetly at me
You gave me no child
But something unfinished
Deformed and ugly
So twisted and blemished
Creature of sorrow
I’d spare you the image
All blackened and shadowed
Reflecting your visage
You moulded it thus
Concocted its nature
Then expected me
To cherish and nurture?
Despicable steward!
You hurt my daughter
Distorted her image
And raised her for slaughter.
Despising my glory
Dismissing her worth
Her face my reflection,
The salt of the earth
Revise your destruction
Bring her to water
Where her soul pants for me
Drink up, my daughter.
Returned to me, my child
Now forever mine
Born again in my blood
Sweet fountains of wine.
Copyright © Alice Reynolds | Year Posted 2025
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Alice Reynolds Poem
Oh, what pale imitation now is this?
My train of empty carriages which held
A score of lovers, harem of my flesh,
Now emptied of those who within me dwelled.
These rails since lain to waste, just fractured tracks
In rows like tombstones, each besides its mate
A massacre of fellows, myself cracked,
My new friend, false as shadows, in their place:
A disappointment, dun-coloured and dull
This dumb doll, mute and fixed she cannot move.
Her edges sanded, hollowed, empty hull.
Red garnet-gleaming lovers she removed
For this pale imitation of my joy,
A coup de moi, my silent staring toy.
Copyright © Alice Reynolds | Year Posted 2025
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Alice Reynolds Poem
Toxic, intoxicating solitude,
With a tantalizing proclivity
To slither inch by inch, or suddenly,
Back into suffocating loneliness
When will I again see my own person
Reflected back at me from the abyss?
There is a thrill in the uncertainty
Of when yellow will finally kill me.
My jaundiced skin shivers in raw disgust,
Shivering life into dissolution.
It kills my blue and sickens it, lost light.
My own bioluminescence has died.
Yellow tunnel vision sharply focused,
On sheer emptiness, an omni-vacuity,
On the devastating futility
Of my erstwhile blue kaleidoscope world.
Yellow asylum lights, small evening lamps,
Make me forget there ever was an outside,
That blue skies ever shone or oceans roared.
Instead, it shows me damp, flaccid colour.
‘No difference,’ says Yellow, ‘both beautiful,’
In one hand a withering buttercup,
In the other, a wilting bluebell.
‘Both the same,’ it says,
And I believe it.
‘It has always been me,’ it says, glowing.
‘Always and ever only me. Yellow.’
The glow is blinding, too bright for my love.
How will my darling azure overcome?
So I am consumed with a blinding rage.
It is better to see nothing at all
Than to allow that yellow pus to seep, deep
Into my bones, poisoning my marrow.
It does not ooze, but floods in a torrent
A murderous tsunami, drowning all,
And when all its bloody work is done,
It stagnates, obese with satisfaction.
Its arrogance perforates my being,
Leaving parched holes, I’m forced to drain myself.
I ploughed red striped like bloody torn up earth,
But the infernal yellow still remained,
Until I bathed myself in that red blood.
Then with the red lethal stripes I was cleansed.
With the slice, the desiccation, I danced.
Now my scars are of beautiful conquest.
Yellow light in bloody fight defeated,
And red cremated, scattering ashes,
From which I now arise, old self slaughtered,
Killed in blood, now new in blood established.
You foolish adolescent, budding growth,
Do not heed the buttercup’s seduction.
Its piercing rays will sear you to the brains.
They will murder you, just as they murdered me.
Now waves buffet my soul to ecstacy.
Consumed with immortal vitality,
Indestructible joy, undistilled,
I see two worlds united as one.
Smile, my love, upon this fair conjunction
The binding marriage of both essences.
In the windows of my soul they are seen
These lovely greens, borne by our own dichotomy.
Copyright © Alice Reynolds | Year Posted 2025
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Alice Reynolds Poem
While smoke enshrouded us one crowded night,
Obscured by grey and ashy sea-breeze air,
Your face reflected flame and sparks took flight,
Eyes burnt-sienna, set a-dancing there.
Your voice stayed with me, wrapped by memory.
It played the deepest emerald melody,
To me, not quartet, but a symphony;
I only wished the music just for me.
Unknown to me, you heard my singing too,
And day by day sat listening to my song,
A quiet audience to me, running through
Each possibility, what could go wrong.
So many trials, our voices rang in tune.
But hope surmounts, beneath this glorious moon.
Copyright © Alice Reynolds | Year Posted 2025
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Alice Reynolds Poem
This rope that strangled me so mercilessly,
Frayed ends unpicked now, twisted into twine,
My Judas noose made into tapestry.
Make fruit of these dreaded labours of mine.
I could hang pallidly but now instead,
I colour this dark world the deepest hues
With emerald, amber, ruby, silken threads,
Stitched all together with shimmering blues.
A friend’s betrayal that led to saving grace,
I’ll turn this heartache into something pure.
My God, take futile bitterness, replace
It for your glory, make it something more.
But take this cup away from me, I begged,
For you, He said, I bled to give you living bread.
Copyright © Alice Reynolds | Year Posted 2025
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Alice Reynolds Poem
In blackest halls, a phosphorescent light
Shines forth from darkest depths, a honey glow.
Enraged, ignited, I now blinding bright,
A magma burning, pyroclastic flow,
Torching golden beams to desolation.
Enveloping destruction, ash I leave
Until it’s done, my wounded heart’s cremation.
Now hushed to ember, my healing reprieve.
Returned to dormancy I hear it more,
The walls that groan after each explosion:
A leaning ceiling, tilting walls to prove
The damage I cause from each eruption.
Like cherry blossom rain the charred wood falls
Death I see, but I? Safe in blackest halls.
Copyright © Alice Reynolds | Year Posted 2025
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Alice Reynolds Poem
Then whistling strands went silent
And cries bled out the ground
Hushed over earthen weeping
And golden fields were drowned.
In tears of quiet, silence
Sounds out the nothing drum
Beats thrums of peaceful sleepers
A voiceless, ashen hum.
Tears of quiet dried to rust
Lit up by morning glow
Picked off, a surface crust
The under-flesh to show
Un-scabbed earth with silver vines
Unearthed new ground rubbed raw
To house embedded saplings
And see another dawn.
Copyright © Alice Reynolds | Year Posted 2025
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Alice Reynolds Poem
My best friend saw me born.
Coronation of blood,
Tearing through his long beloved.
Floppy neck and flailing limbs,
Protesting my own birth.
Constricting cord,
A life noose, murderous
Cut from me free, my airways clean.
Chest to dead-weight chest,
He forgave my assault,
That which he had sown.
Plasma glow to glass-blind eyes,
Milk not frothed, elixir to survive,
Feed the baby lump with plastic breast,
Far from she who bore her,
Her mother seeking rest.
Years ago, from floppy she came
To floppy she now goes,
Noose of life returned,
Retreat back into black.
Daddy, you were my best friend.
Suspend me—
Rising to Your Presence,
Falling to air,
Like when you carried me,
When the ground was miles away.
Here I am in air again,
Daddy my friend,
From floppy I came, to floppy I go.
Copyright © Alice Reynolds | Year Posted 2025
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