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Itayntam Ll Poem
i cannot hide that i still think of you
a short romance you felt, but did not understand
you tell everyone what you never told me
ignoring what you did
hearing what you said
in those desperate attempts to wrap it all up into words
you trapped us
writing it off as confusion
forcing a conclusion
but I know it was there
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Itayntam Ll Poem
sad, sad boy
you sit across from me
and I can't remember,
had we spoken before?
new clothes, favorite hair
same boy
I can't help but stare
stupid boy
i hope it's my influence
look at me
I'm your solution
I'm your solution
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Itayntam Ll Poem
I want,
more than anything
to be let into your world
the one which you've walked alone
whose buildings were built
by those who will never see their work
I don't care what it looks like
I'm not here for the pretty buildings that you are most proud of
I want to walk with you
barefoot, touching all the glass shards
which you left stained with years of your blood
fighting to pick up every piece that was left
of some of the tallest buildings you once loved most
No, I won't take the pieces you can't give away
I'm not that angel
I'll leave it all the way it was
I understand, that together they make up who you are
I don't want to change that,
But look again at what's been built
And see how much space there is for more
I want to hold the hand inside you
and walk through the streets where you grew up
Those that you can't bear to let anyone see
Together, we can look
And I'll hold your hand tighter
when you can't bring your head up
But look at me and these streets
Look at the buildings ahead of us that kiss the skies
how small everything here now seems
I'll walk it through, whenever you are ready to
Because I want,
more than anything,
for you to let me into your world
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Itayntam Ll Poem
When I am out
I hope to pass you on the street
I hope you look at me
and see me for what I am
what I was to you
I hope you lock eyes with me
and feel a softness take over you
that you just didn't notice before
When I am out
I am afraid of passing you on the street
because I will feel the warmth
I will feel the softness that you brought out of me
And I will finally see the truth
that you won't
because you never did
and never will
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Itayntam Ll Poem
enough!
i'm calling your bluff
all of us can see
so true, yet so hidden from
you
and these stupid conclusions
you cannot make them filled with confusions
are you under some illusion? look!
you're bruised, this isn't delusion
do you really want to turn us to dust?
allow our sweet rays to rust?
oh.. now i choke on distrust
and this new found lust
say you come back,
could i take your warm attack?
have it leak into to my heart,
and watch it tear me apart?
truthfully,
i wouldn't think twice, gosh it'd be so nice..
is that vice?
i want to pay the price
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my confidence is an illusion—
i put it on for you
i dont tell you, so you cant say
silly girl, dont you see?
i can hear it anyway
it's not your fault
i like you more for it
how i can hear your corrections
and know that they remain true
even when you've said nothing at all
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i ask everything
to never be the blood spilled on your beautiful pages
written with your beautiful hands
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bash my head against a wall
why oh why will nothing fall
why, even this,
can I not spin?
there is nothing beautiful
there is nothing meaningful
there is nothing at all
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this doesn't make sense
there is nothing at all
why oh why is there nothing at all
no beauty, no words
no art that can form
it's easy, it's easy
and in these hands
my stupid hands
something should be
im sure you see it now
i go on and on
aimless and useless
forever and ever
stolen by fog
why have I got nothing at all
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i love this love
that brings out the sacred and vulnerable
that can be tuned into and let out as art
in its rawest and deepest forms
i love the love that turns walls to dust
where sweet rays dont rust!
thank god for that,
i remember and smile
i love this love
where i can be unafraid
and let myself freely fall
in this gentle way,
that feels more like rising
thank you
i can whisper and smile
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its summer
and i love you
for years and years to come
through doorways and windows
ill always find a way to you
i dont want them to know
just how much, but this secret of mine
beams through my skin
and for years and years to come
it will burn through
and carry me to you
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on my mind,
in those moments they called stupid,
was only
its summer, and i love you
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