and when love turns to hate, I will not take part

As tarnish is thrown 
I scrape it off 
Till skin turns red
And blood pours over 

As death circles the air
I’m the only one that knows
Who has passed

As soul corrupts
I was the only keeper
The sole holder
Only witness
Of what was before

As I watch—
self inflicted pain
Turns to undeserved hate
A final resort
To moving past

It’s not fair
I don’t want to be around 
I was never supposed to be
I didn’t do this

Nevertheless, always
As the only holder
I will continue to scrape 
This is my fight against hateful touch

I watch as it takes the other
I pay respects to what is no longer there
Sometimes as I watch
I’m not sure what was 

For better or for worse
I am the only rememberer
Of nervous touch 
And forever care

For better or for worse
I am the only rememberer
And that 
is far too easy to forget
Copyright © | Year Posted 2026

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July 9, 2026 at 8:01 PM
I watch you grieve a person who isn't gone.
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