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Rajkumar Ankar Poem
I am dying day-by-day
But still I want to live one more day
To change the system of our country
To change the thinking of our human brains
I am from a backward caste
With many hopes and with torn clothes
Still I am first in the class
But nobody want to sit beside me
I am alone and the race is with me
That day I already died
But still I want to live one more day
To change the caste system
To change the human thinking
When I was 19
A girl loved me sincerely
She want to live her whole life with me
And she never bothered about my caste and religion
My love went in deep and deep
Where our souls cannot be seperated
But our religions came in between
She is muslim and I am hindu
Their parents bet us badly
And seperated forever
She married someother
And I died once again
Still I want to live one more day
To change the differences in religions
To establish a new religion called human religion
A widow in my village
Who's husband died in her young age
I want to give her a new life
I thought to marry her
This village people against me and her
Saying a widow cannot be remarried
She should stay alone for the whole life
I tried a lot to get her
But I finally failed
And I died once again
But still I want to live one more day
To change these superstitious believes
To change the human nature
I am dying day-by-day
But still I want to live one more day
Copyright © Rajkumar Ankar | Year Posted 2010
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Rajkumar Ankar Poem
I have been melting for you my love
With a hope that you understand me now
You are in happiness with in the bright light of mine
But you never realized that I am burning for you, fine
I am like a candle
But I can only melt in your love
I give up my every hope
Just to see a smile on your face
I set my goals
To see you happy for ever
I don't know how to express my love
So, took a white rose and made it red
She simply took it and gave it to some one
But she never realized my love and the blood
I am a foolish candle
And I forget that I can only give and cannot expect
I saw you happy with him
And I left you people all alone
Then I understood alone is me with no one
Now I am burning for you and him
Just few moments left for me
As I am at the end
I am just like a candle
But still care for you till my end
Copyright © Rajkumar Ankar | Year Posted 2009
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Rajkumar Ankar Poem
I am a foolish jocker
And I only know to bring a smile on your face
But I still have a soft sensitive heart
Which can only cry in the silent dark
I am a foolish jocker
I only know to love & I can't express
I am loving you sincerely
Where my eyes expressed these words many times to you
But you never respond to me
Every Valintine's day you are with a new boy friend
I am still the same foolish jocker
And I am trying to bring a smile on your face
Now I forget to smile
And waiting for the next valentine's day
I have many greeting cards which I bought every year
To wish for Valentine's day, Christmas , New Year ---------
And I want to greet you and celebrate with you
But every time I am alone and you are with some one
Years going like seconds
And my hope is still at the same place
Here everyone celebrating these celebrations
And everyone's glass filled with champagnes and wines
But nobody there to see my wet eyes
Nobody there to wipeout my broken tears
Then suddenly , I wiped out my tears
I slowly realized that I am alone here
I made this lonliness as my best friend
But I promise you my love that when you become alone
There will be still a hand waiting for you
Please understand me and release me from this torture of lonliness
Copyright © Rajkumar Ankar | Year Posted 2010
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Rajkumar Ankar Poem
You are the reason for every drop of my tear
And you cannot leave me alone here
I said a million times that I love you
Every time you rejected
Every time I left with few millions of tears
You can just see this eyes, every time with a smiling face in-front of you
But I cannot stop this heart's bleeding
You feel every thing is alright with me
And you never tried to listen my heart's pain
I truly love you and adore you
And sometimes I feel , my life is over and I will die for you
Don't know what to do?
But I am really stuck at you
Everyday I sit alone in the dark
Ask myself , why I love her?
Years gone, but I didn't find the answer
I cannot say how much I feel the pain in this broken heart
And I don't want to hurt you by my personal thoughts
But still I said many times with this eyes to you
How much I love you
And How important are you
Oh my Love! Please try to read my heart's page
Then you can find many broken words , red in colour
Still trying to say
''I LOVE YOU''
Copyright © Rajkumar Ankar | Year Posted 2010
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Rajkumar Ankar Poem
Yesterday I had a nightmare
Where I was waiting for her at a busstop
She came there on a scooter
With her face totally sweat and looking that she was just going to cry
She rushed me to sit behind
She just asked me a question
''Can you live after my death''
I was little confused but I am in deep love with her
So, I said ''I can't live''
She accelerated the scooter to the optimum speed
And directly dashed to a lorry
Then suddenly woke up and saw it's 8 o' clock
She rung me and said her parents forcing for marriage with another guy
I can feel her voice that she thought, we can't live together in this world
Because she is muslim and I am hindu
So, she wanted to meet me immediately
And now I am at the bus stop
I still remember the nightmare
She came their on a scooter
She rushed me to sit behind her
She then asked me the same question
I just gave a smile and gave her a letter
And asked her to open it when my eyes are closed
She is in hurry and not cared my words and dashed a lorry
Fortunately she is safe and I am seriously injured
I am in ICU and doctors saying that they are doing their best
She cried alot and screaming out loudly
The she took out the letter in which I wrote
''I know you love me much
I know we are going to die
I don't want to loose this chance
To die with you and for you
I love you more than my life baby
And I already died''
Then she wiped out the tears
And she hold her breath and died
Copyright © Rajkumar Ankar | Year Posted 2009
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Rajkumar Ankar Poem
I am ringing you for the past few months
I just want to hear your voice
And to make sure that you are alright
But you changed your ph# without telling me
And I am still calling on the same old ph#
Where it says ''This ph# is presently out of order''
You are living like nothing happened
And you really forgot me and my memories
But this sensitive heart getting hurt again and again
I ring you thousands of times in day
And I have been ringing you for the past few months
Every time that same message
I don't know why I am crazy about you
But I loved you sincerely
And I decided not to disturb you
Now I need your ph#
I just want to hear your voice for the last time
And to make sure that you are alright.................Raaj
Copyright © Rajkumar Ankar | Year Posted 2010
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Rajkumar Ankar Poem
Ever with me, Ever with me
Sorrows and the borrows
Pains and the strains
Never with me, never with me
love and the affection
The people I love and the things I like
Loving is my hobby , Sorrows made friendship with me
Happies are like my relatives , Sorrows are like my family
Happies come very frequently but sorrows remain constantly
Oceans are their in my eyes
Valleis are their in my heart
What I want that go far and what I need that gets rare
Oh! God, you have build a ocean of sorrows in my life
And You gave a rain of happiness in that
God! Will you be friend to this foolish boy
If any next birth made me a statue which has no feelings and no sorrows
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Side of success
Copyright © Rajkumar Ankar | Year Posted 2009
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Rajkumar Ankar Poem
I woke up early today
I am trying to sleep more as it is sunday
but my eyes are not going to close
So, I went to garden to cut the rose
This is not for my wife
It's for God who gave this life
I don't want to disturb anyone
As it's early in the morning 4 o' clock
I am much eager to share my dream in which I am dead
But nobody woke up to listen
So, I am waiting for 6 o' clock
I am reading the newspaper for an hour
Even I don't have a mood to take shower
I am trying to wake up my wife
Then I realized that she will start a strife
After a while I went for a walk
I found few strange things in the park
my friends haven't respond to my talk
I came back at 7 o' clock
I got frightened when I saw my wife and children are crying
My wife hasn't respond when I am asking
I went to my daughter to ask the reason
I went to my son
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I am shocked by seeing that
That is no other but me on the bed
for whom they are crying about
And I realized that's not a dream and I already dead
Copyright © Rajkumar Ankar | Year Posted 2009
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Rajkumar Ankar Poem
I want you my love back
I want you back again
Not what you are
but what you were
Every time you were there to wipe out my tears
To give me a hug and a shoulder
But why you changed my love
And why you became a reason for my wet eyes
You used to wait for me for hours
Now I am still looking for you in these late nights
where have you gone my love
But I am still here
With the tears in my eyes
Hoping that you would come back again
You used to hate alcohol and smoke
But now I rarely see you without them
You were the coolest person I ever saw
And now I afraid of talking to you
I never want to fight with you
I never even think of an arguement with you
I don't want to loose you
So, I am still here
With the tears in my eyes
Hoping that you would come back again
You used to care for me
You used to love me truely
But now you never care and no love
Why you changed my love
And I can't change me and myself
I still care for you and love you truely
So, I am still here
With the tears in my eyes
Hoping that you would come back again
Copyright © Rajkumar Ankar | Year Posted 2009
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Rajkumar Ankar Poem
NO friends left except this window
Which brings the fresh hopes of you
I am sharing my feelings with this window
Which can only listen but cannot respond
She used to say ''Bye'' while going to work
I was at this window catching her flying kiss
She used to come in the evening back from work
I want to surprise her each day
So, I am gazing to this window
when I found her
Then I simply kiss this window
And she used to spend her weekends at this window
Just by seeing the kids and children playing outside
And sharing her words with the neighbours
She was much talkative
And continuously talking with me and this window
We used to see the sky and the stars
We used to see the moon and venus
Just only from this window
And we used to feel the whole world is with us
But that was our last christmas
She gave me a gift
Which I opened after her death
In which she wrote
''I love you More than my life
And I am still living in you''
Many years gone
I am gazing at this window
And I am waiting to catch the flying kiss
And I am waiting to give her a surprise
So, I am still at the window
With the same hope for my true love
Copyright © Rajkumar Ankar | Year Posted 2009
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