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Rachel Parkos Poem
Every time I look into your eyes it's so hard to decide. I don't know what I see there
anymore it use to be easy because there was nothing there so see because the love you had
had for me was suddenly empty. Now I'm hearing though that it's coming back and I just
don't understand I'm not feeling that. I know they way it use to feel when you would look
at me and i was the only person that you'd see. But you told me that your love had faded
and that we should break up so there'd be no hatred. I didn't understand at the time you
were my world my soul mate or so I thought. I just don't understand what made you change
your mind because you were with her for a long time. I don't know if I'm suppose to be
you're rebound or if you truly believe your soulmate in me you found. i don't understand
if it's just for our son be because if it is this battle will not be won. I thought that
we both realized how different we were which was why you decided to be with her. I
believe you need to try and figure this out because it's not just my heart we are talking
about. Our son is older now and he understands this time you will have both our hearts
laid on your hands
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I may have hurt you really bad, but you hurt me worse since you got mad. Every time you
say his name, you hurt me all just the same. You hurt me every single time when you
believe everyone's story, except mine. I can't tell if you even love me, or if you don't.
If you want to be with me, or if you won't. I can't talk to you about this because every
time I try you just get pissed. I try to tell you that it was a mistake, but to you all
my apologies are just fake. I hate it when we fight, I wish everything could be alright.
You act so different everyday, sometimes your happy and everything is great! Other times
you're mad and you always bring up my mistake. I wish so much to take it back, I wish
that I could change the past, I know now though that I can't. I really do want to be with
you, and I hope you'll want to be with me too. Only everything is different, and we both
know why. Whenever I think about it I just want to cry. I just hope that you can soon
forgive me, because with you always is where I want to be.
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I feel this pain deep inside. I feel this pain because I lied, to myself for so long,
trying to think I didn't belong. Not knowing how much I loved you even though I knew you
loved me too. You never know how much you love someone until they're gone, but you and me
were together for so long. i never thought we would ever part, because forever you'll be
in my heart. I feel like you don't know what love is, because what we had love was this.
I'm sorry for all the love that you have given me that was never given back, because
showing my true feelings is something that I lack. I'm sorry about the way this had to
end, because you and me should still be friends. You don't know how bad I hurt inside,
and because of you I wish I'd die. No matter how happy no matter how sad every time i
fall in love it turns out bad. I just wish that you would come back to me, so I could
show you how perfect our love could be. I know that you loved me too, but no one will
ever love you like I do!
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