Broken Hearted

I feel this pain deep inside. I feel this pain because I lied, to myself for so long, trying to think I didn't belong. Not knowing how much I loved you even though I knew you loved me too. You never know how much you love someone until they're gone, but you and me were together for so long. i never thought we would ever part, because forever you'll be in my heart. I feel like you don't know what love is, because what we had love was this. I'm sorry for all the love that you have given me that was never given back, because showing my true feelings is something that I lack. I'm sorry about the way this had to end, because you and me should still be friends. You don't know how bad I hurt inside, and because of you I wish I'd die. No matter how happy no matter how sad every time i fall in love it turns out bad. I just wish that you would come back to me, so I could show you how perfect our love could be. I know that you loved me too, but no one will ever love you like I do!