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Starfire Suicide Poem
I watch you from afar
Read the words that flow from your brain
It's hard to watch a flame burn
Not being able to get too close
Not being able to reach out
I'm behind this glass on a small box in my hand... well more of a flat rectangle.
Life is strange
You are somebody I used to know
But don't know anymore
And you don't know me
I don't know me
Copyright © Starfire Suicide | Year Posted 2023
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Starfire Suicide Poem
My heart is heavy
Is it too heavy for you to hold?
Or will you lift it high above your head and love me anyway?
I've never felt good enough.
Will I ever feel good enough?
Like I'm deserving of the deepest love?
Do I know how to love like that?
I don't know.
Copyright © Starfire Suicide | Year Posted 2023
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Starfire Suicide Poem
I deleted all of our text messages today
You blocked me on Facebook, so I assume maybe my cell number also
Which I know is the only way you can truly heal from not having me
I just wish you could have said that to me outright
I hope you find that yellow bird you've been waiting for. But maybe it'll be blue. Or purple.
I hope you heal from everything you need to.
PLR.
Copyright © Starfire Suicide | Year Posted 2023
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Starfire Suicide Poem
My favorite color
Is the bluest of blue
It's found in only one place
Well technically two
Found in a place
That's secret, I'll never tell
Found where the birds fly
And my heart, swells
Copyright © Starfire Suicide | Year Posted 2022
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Starfire Suicide Poem
Spines poke out of his skin
Like spines on a cactus
He's hard to pet, prickly if you will
He'll love you like no other
Make you purr like a kitten
Until you beg him to stop
But when all the fun is over
There is no kindness or passion
The love turns off
Like a light switch
When the lights turn on
The sweet side of him scatters back
To the cage within his mind
Maybe next time he'll love me, maybe not
He's hard to pet, hard to contain
So let him go before he eats you from the inside out
Copyright © Starfire Suicide | Year Posted 2024
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Starfire Suicide Poem
Thunder rumbles, lightning crashes
Rain falls faster
Please don't let our efforts
Become a beautiful disaster
I can feel you though you're far
You're in my blood, you're in my soul
You're the air that I breathe
Without you I'd be half, not whole
I stare up at the sky, as if to send you a signal
Sending radio signals, can you hear me?
Will my message reach you or will my efforts fall short?
The fog sets in, again, I cannot see
Shine your light bright
so I can find my way
Copyright © Starfire Suicide | Year Posted 2022
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Starfire Suicide Poem
Whisper to me
Tell me your secrets
Tell them to me slow
I promise to always keep them
The past is the past
All said and done
We can move forward
But walk, don't run
Time passes quickly
But also stands still
How did we get here?
Where do we go?
I'll tell you my secrets
Sealed with a kiss
To make up for lost time
And all that we miss
Oh no! They're coming
Put it aside
Wait til they go
Before coming outside
All clear now
Out of the blue
Into the yellow
I'm waiting for you
Copyright © Starfire Suicide | Year Posted 2022
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Starfire Suicide Poem
Turn the corner
Where are you
I spin around in circles
Feeling drunk and dizzy
Trying to catch you
You slip through my finger tips
Time and time again and again
So close but so far
Where are you?
I can't hear you
I feel you
But can't see you
When will we learn?
Our heart aches when apart
So lively with desire
So electric with hope
I have never felt like this about ANYONE else
Smoke pours from your mouth
And I breathe it in
Will this kill me?
I don't care if it does
At least I can say we had more time
At least we can say we tried
Copyright © Starfire Suicide | Year Posted 2022
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Starfire Suicide Poem
Looking at the moonlit sky
I wonder how time flies
I wonder, why oh, why?
Or maybe your sight has fallen to the floor
Better refocus or you might trip more
But that's not my concern
You've always been your own worst enemy
Could never really see
The you I saw so very clearly
A lost boy always searching
Now a "man" always learning
I wish you nothing but the best
Our time has past, it was just a test
Now you must be you, better than the rest
The you I always knew you could be
Copyright © Starfire Suicide | Year Posted 2024
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