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Chelle Chanelle Poem
It's easy to from falling
than to- feel come in love
more the that and the
isn't it butterflies jump my
love, heart does
we call everytime
of what I see
feeling you
dwindling and the
slow quick
and the stolen
heartache, glances
pain, from
about across
to think the
so easy room,
it's not me
but to
you,
Copyright © Chelle Chanelle | Year Posted 2023
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Chelle Chanelle Poem
I’ve never felt this way before
Never been treated in such a manner
Something so new to me, it’s unnerving
Fear inches everywhere in my body
What if we all thought wrong?
What if the perfect daydream I thought
I was in, Was not
my reality?
I’ve never thought I could come near
To such a fate like this.
Being loved
And being treated like I actually exist.
I want to drown in this feeling,
Of pure bliss,
Perfect happiness.
I’m scared to feel it until
I reach the bottom,
My feet scratching the surface of confrontation
And what I dread.
How do we go from here?
How do I come back up?
What if I float back up to a reality
Where everything was in my head?
I don’t want to go back.
What if I float to a reality
Where you and I are together.
Until we aren’t?
Until the water flushed away
The covers I put over myself,
Exposing
Me.
Would you still like me then?
Boringness and annoyingness and flaws and all?
Or would your eyes drift elsewhere,
To someone smarter, prettier, chattier?
I don’t know what reality has
In hold for me.
But I just want to know,
Would you still like me,
Flaws and all?
Give me a hint of reality.
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Chelle Chanelle Poem
Was it all in my head?
All those gestures and glances
And the signs I thought I read?
How could I have let myself do this again?
Fall into this hopeless void of regret.
How can I get out of this?
It’s like I’m stuck in something I felt too deep into.
I felt too deep into you,
And now you’re into someone new.
How can I get over this?
I’m stuck.
Get me out of this void.
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Chelle Chanelle Poem
Oh, look, the cherry blossoms bloom
The time anew has come
The flowers shine all around me
A sign of hope and peace
I have drowned in the waters of the night
It seemed like the sun had stopped giving off light
How many times have I imagined you, with me
Standing under the cherry blossom trees?
And now,
You're gone,
Away from me,
And I,
Will forget you,
You're but a memory
I saw the flowers bloom,
One by one they took the room
Oh, Cherry-colored trees,
I don't want you to forget me,
But it's the time I let you be
Now, Watch the flowers bloom
One by one
So enchanted
I forgot the memories
I've had with you
Now I'm done
With all your lies
The cherry blossoms
What a delight
I sat under the night sky
Watching the stars,
Watching them sparkle in the darkness
Of the moonlight
Maybe what I felt with you was but a spark
The actions that could have never
Correlated with your talk
I've watched the river
Glitter in the moonlight
Carrying my tears
To the emptiness
Of the deep soil,
To feed
The cherry blossom trees.
I'm sad, but I'm free
Watching you with her
It feels like something out of TV
The tears I cried over you,
At least they fed my tree, but,
I'm still crying over our melody
Cherry Blossom,
My hope and its redemption
I'm not over you,
But I know,
When I do,
You will watch the brightest flower bloom
It will take time,
One by one,
But once it's done,
You will see a person anew
You'll ask who they are,
And people will tell you,
She's the brightest cherry blossom
Who forgot you
Copyright © Chelle Chanelle | Year Posted 2022
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Chelle Chanelle Poem
I've tried avoiding it for so long,
the force pulling me to you.
Every day, I take just a glance at you,
and all my feelings are renewed.
It makes my heart leap and stammer,
to see someone so covered in glamour.
Someone so kind, so beautiful, so funny,
how could I not?
Yet, I'm scared.
I want to give love another chance
and venture, see where it takes me.
But if it takes my heart to be shattered
once again?
My heart is already halfway split.
I'm breaking my heart every day
when I try to hide the feelings
I have for you.
But honestly,
I don't have hope for you and I.
I've watched countless miserable,
saddening love stories,
what's the chance that ours is an outlier?
A part of me wants to try,
see where this takes you and I.
Maybe the distant dream I wished for
isn't so far after all?
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Our beautiful melody
Something so near but so out of reach
Cannot play on its own
Without you and me
We’ll never know what we could be
Unless we’re brave and take a leap
Every day we’re distant, apart
I’m losing hope for our ballad
Let’s add something, just a tad
We never know how catchy our song could be
If we don’t take a step,
You don’t even need to try to do it gracefully.
So let’s go, you and me
Into the depths of the forest
Where our deepest fears are within our reach
No matter what, we’ll as strong as the trees.
They whistle,
They glisten,
Making their beautiful melody.
Doesn’t that remind you
Of you and me?
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Chelle Chanelle Poem
Do I need to be different for you to love me,
In a crowd of extravagant dresses,
Wear a plain white one
In a room of plain dresses,
Wear a dress that shines as bright as the sun?
Do I need to be pretty for you to love me,
For you to glance my way,
And immediately know we could live together in peace and harmony?
Do I need to surprise you for you to love me?
You being used to peace
And me energetically taking you out of your comfort?
Do I need to hate you for you to love me?
If they say opposites attract,
Will that attract you to me?
Isn’t it enough if I love you—
Understand you, cry with you,
Comfort you, laugh at your jokes
No one else laughs at,
Care for you?
Or is it because of the fact
I’m not the female lead
That you don’t love me.
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Chelle Chanelle Poem
To go out with friends
Without having a care in the world
To find people
who just get me
And accept me the way I am
To be good at a sport
And to be known
To do well in school
Yet not be “too nerdy”
To be pretty
Without being accused of
Seeking attention
To popular
But not obnoxious
To be in love
Without falling into the trap
Of he loves me,
He loves me not,
And wondering everyday
If I am worthy of your love
Without worrying everyday
If today will be the day
You find someone else
and leave
I want to be a normal teenager
Because soon
It will be this time
That I grieve
Instead
I crawl out of bed everyday
Wondering if I am good enough
For any of this
Pretty enough to go
Out with friends and to
Not have a care in
The world-
And just be myself
Social enough
To be accepted
By a group of people
The way I am
Fast enough
For my name to be
Known in my sport
No-
Just to be
Average
at my sport
To be smart enough
To do well in school
And even have a future
To be cool enough
For people to want
To be around me
To be beautiful
Without having to
Put pounds of
Makeup
Everyday
Making-up
A false reality
Of the person I
Would die
To morph into
Just to be good enough
For someone to love me
Without them wanting to leave.
Even though
I am living
As a teen,
My teenage experience
Is something
I grieve.
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Shining lights
Music blaring
In my ears
The colors shine
I could never hear
The sounds in my head
No more being painted
In misery
I’m here with you instead
The fear creeps in
The fear of losing control of
Myself when I’m not in my hands
Our hands
Are hand in hand
We speed together,
You say,
“It’s okay”
The lights are blaring
My hair is waving
Back and forth
The world speeds up
Ahead front of me
Our rhythm as we move
The music, we got the groove
We skate to the ends of the earth
It’s scary
I fall for the
Whole world to see
Annoyed eyes
The feeling
Of being embarrassed,
It hypnotizes me
But I remember you,
You here with me
Your hand reaches out
When my world
Was crashed to the floor
You cared,
When no one else did,
My happiness grew
Into something new
In that moment
I realized
Falling wasn’t scaring
When I was falling
With you
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Chelle Chanelle Poem
The sound of music
to my ears
hiding the blaring noises,
hiding my biggest fears.
An escape
to my inner realm
of crash and thunder,
now I sit listening
to the sound of
beautiful splendor.
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