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Jessica Carrasco Poem
I may have done wrong
in my past
things I didn't know
skills I didn't have
poor words I may have used
without meaning or facts
I may have done wrong
but I didn't deserve that.
Jessica
Copyright © Jessica Carrasco | Year Posted 2024
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Jessica Carrasco Poem
How can I tell you girl
that there is nothing we can do?
that we didn't have what we couldn't have
that sometimes ppl may seem cruel?
that now is too late
and that we need to move
to a better place
for me and you?
How can I tell you girl
that what you are looking for
it is now so far away
not even in this world?
how can I find the way
how can I find the words
without hurting you again
the way you were hurt before?
How can I tell you girl
that we are on our own?
that the search is over
that they didn't come?
that we've been swimming
for so long
that I'm getting tired
and I need a shore?
How can I tell you girl, that you have grown?
Jessica
Copyright © Jessica Carrasco | Year Posted 2023
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Jessica Carrasco Poem
One day I'll write
poems of love
and I'll talk about roses
and gardens of Gods
and I'll see the wonders
that now I don't
One day I'll write heavens
for now I just write worlds
Jessica
Copyright © Jessica Carrasco | Year Posted 2023
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Jessica Carrasco Poem
Crown
I'm disappointed of myself
I don't know how I got here
I don't seem to be able to change
no matter the sea of tears
I keep doing the same
hurting whoever is near
I'm feeling so ashamed
I want to dissapear...
I sit here daily to write
without knowing what to say
I don't know who I want to reach
I don't know what I need to learn
I keep saying that I am better
but that is just bull
when I have to do it again
I make the same mistakes...
And i don't have that much time
to figure all of this out
before I can fix my life
I am not going to be around
and what am I going to bring
with me to the ground?
all the people I've hurt
for having been born with a thorned crown.
Jessica
Copyright © Jessica Carrasco | Year Posted 2023
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Jessica Carrasco Poem
A tear fell
from the sky
the moment he closed
his eyes
alone on the streets
who knows why
his heart broke
gone was his life...
A tear fell
on the ground
from high above
from a cloud
in his hands
his pouch
where a picture
was found...
Who was him?
what was in his mind?
what did he need?
what did he hide?
what did he mean?
with all his lies?
he was a man
once upon a child...
What should I learn
from all of this?
should I forget?
could I forgive?
could I one day
feel clean?
trust again
and heal?
Copyright © Jessica Carrasco | Year Posted 2023
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Jessica Carrasco Poem
Love/hate
I love him and hate him
all at the same time
I want to live with him
and I want him to die
I want to go to him
and I want to hide
I want to tell him the truth
but he makes me lie...
I love him and hate him
what a pain
what a bummer
how insane
I want to be with him
but I am afraid
I want to hug him
and run away...
I love him and hate him
and I don't know why
I feel this way
deep deep inside
in between love and hatred
I can't make up my mind
so, I guess I'll love and hate him
my whole freaking life.
Jessica
Copyright © Jessica Carrasco | Year Posted 2022
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Jessica Carrasco Poem
My heart is so broken
that I'm afraid
it won't beat
ever again
millions of pieces
in the air
can't catch them
with my hands.
My heart is so broken
but I don't know
if it was ever even
whole
or if it learned
how to work
with its cracks
and its holes...
My heart is so broken
that I could die
but I've felt like this before
in my life
I'll clean the mess
I'm leaving behind
once I put myself together
one more time.
Jessica
Copyright © Jessica Carrasco | Year Posted 2023
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Jessica Carrasco Poem
Drunken joke
smelling blood
dirty hands
broken bones
who was him?
I don't know
brought me here
without love...
Drunken joke
what was that?
why did you do this?
why were you mad?
what turn a good man
so deeply bad
who did this to you
I wish I could ask.
Drunken joke
drunken lie
made my mother mother
before time
I can't hate him
but I won't lie
I hate every single step
that brough him into our lives.
Jessica
Copyright © Jessica Carrasco | Year Posted 2023
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Jessica Carrasco Poem
I never had
a normal life
couldn't watch a movie
without worrying inside
always looking around
trying to find
something hidden
from the light...
There was an answer
I needed to know
I spent my life
in this course
I didn't deserve
anything I saw
but I couldn't tell
what was going on...
Long story short
I'll say it loud and clear
thought I wasn't called
I am now here
life is too short
I have no many years
to cry this awful curse
until it heals.
Jessica
Copyright © Jessica Carrasco | Year Posted 2022
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Jessica Carrasco Poem
First
You are first
second and fourth
you lighted up
my soul
you give me strength
you give me hope
you wake me up
you make me walk.
So many years
looking outside
searching for a clue
searching for a sign
looking at the moon
looking at the sky
now I look at your face
and I feel fine...
Alone in corner
I let out my tears
and I hug myself
when no one is near
I can feel my past
but I like to be here
where you and I live now
without fear.
Jessica
Copyright © Jessica Carrasco | Year Posted 2022
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