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Kristen Turner Poem
It's like your world is ending
Everything comes crashing down
Can't catch your breathe
Down, down, down you drown
Waking in the morning
To another dreaded day
Going through the hustle
Just to keep the pain at bay
Escaping is what you want
Numbing you try to survive
Hating the world when you're sober
Hate yourself for getting high
Oh yeah-This hollowed life of lies
Going through the rituals
Crushing down your dreams
Drawing back within yourself
That icy devil makes you scream
The storm rages deep inside
Harboring all your guilt and shame
Fighting a losing battle
You think it's too late to change
You hate the world when you're sober
Hate yourself for getting high
Numbing as a way of living
Living your hollowed life of lies
Then one day you see
Someone who used to use
They were happy
No longer broken and confused
They tell you of a man
Who washed away their sins
They had found peace
Oh yeah- found peace within Him
You were tired of the hatred
You were tired of getting high
You were tired of living
Living your hollowed life of lies
You asked for forgiveness
You were hungry for more
You wanted what they had
They had opened the door
Now you're walking free
Free from the shame and guilt
With Jesus in your heart
You had been rebuilt
No more hating the world
No longer getting high
You laid your pain at His feet
You escaped that hollowed life of lies
Copyright © Kristen Turner | Year Posted 2022
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Kristen Turner Poem
I was falling through darkness
I had lost - my way
From the things that were important
I was very afraid
Traveling down a lonely path
Constantly looking in the past
My Future was bleak
And I was going no where fast
Then I met you.
Drinking your drink
As lonely as I was
And just as lost, I think.
I fell in love with you
That first night
I knew at that moment
You were going to be my knight
You chased away my darkness
You showed me I could be loved
You gave me hope again
And I thank the Lord above
He answered my prayers.
He sent you to me.
For that I am grateful
Seems we were meant to be
You are a wonderful man.
Taking on so much
For choosing a family
And not a bottle for lunch.
I know I drive you crazy
I know I'm insane.
I feel I am no good for you
But with me you still stay
You are my best friend
You are my lover
You are my shoulder to cry on
I'm glad you're not my brother
Thank you for loving me.
Thank you for all that you do
Thank for you being there
Because I am nothing without you.
Copyright © Kristen Turner | Year Posted 2022
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Kristen Turner Poem
Was swimming in suicide
Lost inside my lies
Holding back everything
Not knowing why
I would cry tears of pain
Trying to hide all my shame
Running from the rain
But I was drowning anyway.
Writing these words
Seemed to provide
A way to express
The storm raging deep inside
But heavy was my heart
With all My burdens
My soul was tired
I was ready to give in
Just wanted to close my eyes
And go to sleep
Cause with the darkness
Came a small amount of peace
And yet the confinement of my chains
Kept me in the dark
I was locked inside the prison
Of my own sad heart
Why this torment
Why me
All I wanted was to be free
Why would nobody save me
All I wanted to do was scream
But all that came out were obscenities
Until the day- I saw the light
And He came and offered serenity
Let the world lift off my shoulders
Let it seep out through my tears
Let me breath in a new kid of freedom
And let the old stuff just disappear
With His love and mercy
And His Holy light
Now my battles
Became His fight
I was made whole again
Forgive of my sins
For He is my protector
And I live through Him.
I've have been saved
I've have been redeemed
Because through Him
I was washed clean.
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Kristen Turner Poem
Here I am fading
Into the past
Here I am waiting
For the future is black
Here I am living
In a life of my own
Here I am dying
Only to have been known
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Kristen Turner Poem
Today is the day
The day I die
To go to heaven
Where angels lie
Sleeping away an eternity,
While I stand here wondering
Why am I in such a great place
When I killed someone with no face
Did god forgive me?
I think not
Maybe this is-let me see
Is it an illusion that will never be
Feeling the hot flames
Licking at my flesh
Burning my soul
Touching my breast
Hearing the screams
Of unwanted soul
Burning in hell
I feel at home
Copyright © Kristen Turner | Year Posted 2022
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