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Tammy Ferguson Poem
Id be lying if i said i didn't miss you.
That this home once a home now an empty shell, a reflection of the husk of a tenant surviving inside.
A half broken shell, combating the waves, damaged and worn by the salt of the seas.
I'd be lying if i said the scent of your skin doesnt linger in my mind, a depressing perfume, the ghosts of what could have been.
A bitterness cut into every cake i will ever make, a sour sting from the memories we once shared,before they were memories, when they were the moments of our love story, carved in fondant with sugar hearts and candy kisses.
Before Big Ben came crashing down around me in a quake of realization, that I will never look at roses the same.
Stabbed by their thorns too many times, their deep green claws digging into my heart.
What dangers hide behind such beauty.
I'd by lying if i said your name doesnt bounce around my head, dancing on my lips, begging to be spoken. Now a dirty word playing on my toungue and sliding down my teeth.
Id be lying if i said i don't love you anymore, that the anger had ripped through me and cut you from my cracked stone heart.
That the roses don't tempt me anymore.
Copyright © Tammy Ferguson | Year Posted 2019
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Tammy Ferguson Poem
See me as i am now
Can you look me in the eyes
After all the things we've been through
After all this unknown time
Do you understand now
Why i did the things i did
Can you accept now that I'm sorry
Let me love you like i did
Please come home to me
To the place where you belong
Here by my side again
Don't leave me on my own
Tell me you can forgive me
That you can let me try again
Can we crawl back to our memories
When we'd make this town our own
Have our fires burn together
Build my heart into your home
Please see me as i am now
Know I'm screaming in my soul
My spirit aching for your touch now
My body starved for you to hold
Tell me you'll come home now
To where you belong
Copyright © Tammy Ferguson | Year Posted 2019
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Tammy Ferguson Poem
I sit here listening to our wedding song
Pictures dancing in my head
And i cant help but sing along
To the memories that never got to be.
So ill listen
To all those songs we used to sing
Even if it start to break my heart
Ill take the pain
Runaway love
You're gone with the wind
When i hear your name
It takes me back to those places
We should have been
So even if it hurts this time
I have to say goodbye
And ill listen to our wedding song
Everytime i sing along
Runaway love
You're gone with the wind
When i hear your name,
It takes me to that place
Our love could have been
Runaway love
my runaway love
Copyright © Tammy Ferguson | Year Posted 2019
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Tammy Ferguson Poem
A Doll,
Broken, fragile, porceline
Cracked and flaking
A Jack in the Box,
Arms detached, missing eye
Still jumping to its song.
Peices of me falling to the floor.
A fragile toy sitting on its shelf.
Eyes viewing flying by, no beauty in whats broken.
Toy collector, Toy collection.
Thank you for seeing my worth.
Copyright © Tammy Ferguson | Year Posted 2019
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