Just judging myself
Just judging myself
I know it’s just a shame,
that I waste my days, losing all my pride
I push others aside,
that affection can’t compare to those beautiful eyes
I think of him, That voice and that grin
And I am hooked right back and then,
I’m wondering when he’ll be in my life again
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Categories:
unreciprocated, boy, dedication, deep, devotion,
Form: Free verse
Unhappily Ever After
….be still, be quiet,
deafening noise in the silence…
….head spinning, heart racing
anxiety is restlessly pacing…
….I’m confused, I’m conflicted
in love, I’ve been convicted…
….no hurt, no pain
for you I show refrain…
….too late, for
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Categories:
unreciprocated, anger, angst, anxiety, dark,
Form: Free verse
Unreciprocated Help
Help people for those
Who cannot help you back then
Joy is yours await.
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Categories:
unreciprocated, character, joy, people, perspective,
Form: Haiku
And It Begins Again
And it begins again
I know you're different
You're not the same
Yet fear seeps in
I'm scared of pain
Of restless nights
Of endless tears
Of racing thoughts
No pain compares
To that of knowing that I am not loved by you
But a chance, I have not given you
My heart, I have not shared
Your eyes have not seen my love
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Categories:
unreciprocated, friendship love, love, love
Form: Rhyme
Unreciprocated
I was not looking so l caught her staring , at me .
I put two and two together and just like that l fell for you.
It was an innocent affair based on the admiration of souls.
We would just stare into one another's eyes .
I had her back and she had my back?
Like a coin
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Categories:
unreciprocated, abuse, age, anger,
Form: Free verse
Unreciprocated Love
I thought of you today, yesterday
and probably the days to follow you will be my thought again
I have attempted to think differently
yet everything bounces back
I nolonger know how not to think
So, with a pencil and paper I settle to write
Scribble down a few lines
But your thought becomes so vivid
I close
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Categories:
unreciprocated, crush, feelings, imagination,
Form: Free verse
Unreciprocated Love
Our gift of love, unreciprocated...just imagine how God feels!
Date written and posted: 05/19/2019
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Categories:
unreciprocated, perspective,
Form: Monoku
Unreciprocated Adoration
Father’s first love.
Whipped spirit nurtures new life.
Unreciprocated adoration.
100 kisses of a tickling ‘stashe.
Mother: face down, step forward.
Feel pain, never expose.
Teenage sweetheart.
Stunted growth.
Teenage father.
Juvenile protector.
Baby crying.
Manipulation?
Nothing in focus. Thick smoke.
Another blow-up.
Develops a reflex.
A broken heart still Beats. Beats. Beats.
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Categories:
unreciprocated, childhood, family, father, growing
Form: Free verse