Short Intravenous Poems

It's like going to a hardware store and buying a nail gun, which is for construction, but then you turn around and use it to kill someone. This is an impersonation of the practice of medicine.
Rapid coma, respiratory depression, hypotension,
Bradycardia, hypothermia, asystole and death.
Note.nehar, darya, jungle, picnic, inj, game.....

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There is a certain surrender
To the pain of a sharp needle
Piercing your skin by your own hand

You feel a surge of wanting
Forever waiting for that moment
Of ritual when your mixing is over

Push up and hear the tiny sizzle
Of air burst from the tip with a drop
Colored by your poison

Ending in blood
And a small release in your brain
That asks you, "will it ever be enough?"...

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Go ask Alice in her padded cell,
how she took a tumble and fell.
Down a rabbit hole of illusion,
Whom now don’s a straightjacket of confusion.

Go ask Alice with her veins full of Lithium,
how she surrendered to her delirium,
of smoking caterpillars and a grinning feline.
Who’s attached to an Intravenous mainline.

Go ask Alice about her sanity,
how it vanished in this asylum of rhapsody.
In a fog that is translucent and hypnotic. 
In her Wonderland with painted narcotics....

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