Short Disbanded Poems

Awful anarchy in my quiet heart
Takes me on a wild ride
Of misunderstanding and madness
My body’s government is overthrown 
And the armies have disbanded
The confusion complicates cool cadets
Marching to the sporadic beat of my core
The rough rhythm makes me disregard
That this pulse was ever orderly...

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Sitting trying to say sorry to the person who you hurt the most
or listening to the person who hurt me the most trying to say sorry
The broken me
Fiercely hating empathy
Psychosis my medication
Wishing the part that feels the felts
was disbanded and castaway on desolate sand
Deserted the pest
unclench the fist
Emotions i resist...

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For years I have lived in denial.
Hiding from things I do not completely understand.
Denial is something that you might have unplanned.
But denial and me go hand in hand.
I drift away into Neverland.
To ignore my problems at hand.
My mind has become inland, and disbanded.
My heart is being high demanded.
Oh, how I wish my perfect life never ended....

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Quick as clouds,
embellished in rainbow hues,
a morning on the mountains lives
free of restraint.....
an hour before 
thoughts as perilous as 
wildfires
jumped like monkeys
in the car,
en route to the state park,
til,
that sunbeam removed the morning mist,
 and those rogue kids of toxic thought
disbanded like fleeing gypsies
as God's eraser of light
brought us back 
to breath and the now of precious moment....

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Disbarred from the encompassing
Travesty...
Color TVs and refrigerator
Combined together makes ice pictures
Filled with yellow ketchup mustard

Contemplating something
Distorted glass melting diamond rings
Frozen displaced clutter
Washing machine wringer
Dolphins laughing there're such singers
Lastingly...
Encompassing from disbanded
Travesty disbarred

8/21/19
Written words by James Edward Lee Sr  2019©...

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