Short Bpd Poems

Because my brain fights me
People think I’m crazy.
Doomed either way....

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2 hands, 2 eyes, 2 feet
two minds, im
in 
two 
minds.
double, divide and multiply
how many minds, how many moods
how long for, will i be 
in 
two 
minds.
2 hands, 2 eyes, 2 feet
are you in two minds...

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I crave love and affection whilst my brain perceives it as rejection,
i have plans for my future,
yet plans for my departure.

They say most don't live to see 25,
yet that's a lie,
as we silently suffer,
even when we wish to die....

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I have borderline
I have bipolar
I have PTSD
I have anxiety
I have scars

I'm not abusive
I'm not manipulative
I'm not cold
I'm not crazy
I'm not attention seeking

I'm hurt
I'm sad 
i'm lonely 
I'm scared
I'm abused

See me
Notice me

I am smart
I am caring
I am loving
l am empathetic
I am Me...

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Disgust
Guilt
Fear
I felt dirty
Trapped in 2006
Experiencing the cold floor
Seeing from a 3rd person view
While feeling from a first person experience
I could not leave
I was stuck in a memory
Of unbelievable horror
14 years later
Haunted by the actions
Of someone I trusted
I loved 
Betrayed in an instant...

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To live with
    borderline personality disorder
    - unpredictable behavior
    the balloon can explode at any time
    The threshold is low
    a flame that cannot be extinguished







    01/02/2023
    Sun :) - A-L Andresen :)
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    Bite Size Contest no.60 Poetry Contest
    Sponsored by: Line Gauthier
    Honorable Mention...

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Is there something wrong with me
Do I ruin lives
Am I the one
Who is to trusting
Who deserves pain
To hurt
To be mistreated
Do they mean well
Do they really want the best for me
Do they really love me
Or am i just a stepping stone
To be walked on
To be used
That's what it feels like
I cant escape
I want to cry
I cant let go of the pain
The suffering
The hurt
I feel everyday
I know there is something wrong with me...

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I don't know
why I stayed
when I knew I deserved better.
You made me feel 
as though
I was overreacting,
and selfish.
You said I don't drown
in an ocean
I stick my face in a
puddle.
You say the waves that crash
into me
are only cars
driving over puddles.
You told me I was faking it. 
I believed you
and coped
with alcohol and drugs.
I got rid of you.
I still feel like I'm
faking, 
overreacting,
lying,
like I don't deserve better....

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