I’m dying in my sleep
while I’m awake
in your ideal world.
You’re nasty,
and you’re scary,
and you taste like
rotted dead bodies.
Why do you rule me?
What have I done?
What are my sins?
While you deny me
of my privilege
to enter my life,
I seize to know what’s mine.
You do your work so well,
looking down on me
with your cruel intentions,
pushing me down
when I’ve already fallen;
pulling my hair,
shoving my body,
pulling me through your web
of chaos.
Where did I ever go wrong
with myself? I am drowning,
yet there is no light.
I can’t see,
I’m so afraid
of you.
Categories:
seether, angst, depression, life, sad,
Form: Free verse