Inner Dialogue
I'm praying that you make it I'm aware of what you facing,
Life can make you feel complacent but to me you're so amazing,
More to me than just a name many may not know your fame,
But I know how much you changed cause I was going through the same,
In the mirror contemplating seeing sadness in your eyes,
Tell a joke to perk you up but honestly I wanna cry,
They don't know you wanna die (spiritually) and how you hold it all inside,
Tired of temptations in this world that always lie,
When your daddy passed away you wished you could've said goodbye,
Wishing that he would've reached out to you 'fore he died,
Was it murder or suicide? brush it off and keep on pushing,
Your family see you smile because you cry when they ain't looking,
Cause you think a man is strong and always gotta be a brick,
Your little brother struggling and you still ain't came to grips,
That you special to somebody and they miss you cause you left,
Inspired them with life but all you think about is death (rebirth),
If I could hug you I would grab you cause I know your inner struggle,
I know how hard it is to tell yourself you really love you,
But you precious in my eyes so I'm hoping I can reach you,
You may not understand but if you're willing I can teach you,
How to let the past go to manifest a brighter future,
It starts with your thoughts how you think is very crucial,
Life will have its ups and downs but within your world could suit you,
Be still and go within then meditate on something neutral,
Focus on your strengths cause weaknesses will just confuse you,
Lust is just a crutch and built up anger will abuse you,
You know I speak the truth how could I lie because I'm you,
You thought you were alone but I was going through it too,
So now I'm asking you reflection what we gonna do?
I know you have the strength to change your life and I'm the proof.
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Junior Bey
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