Authenticity isn’t GMO
Push the limits…try to find outlets and coping skills for yourself
Pull away from the urge to throw those childish, languishing fits
Explore and implore with me now
Feels drown away and fade somehow
Hooked to your melody
Haunted and taunted by the lament
I feel through thin and thick
I pick the battles of tranquility and you choose to win instead of lose
Undo the noose and hang up the voice of the blues
Hang loose the freedom we carry along with us
Kingdom, come…Kingdom, come…deliver us all
Fall away the fret and regret and feeling upset and drowning in fiery debt…
Heal me please
You are enabling me to do bad things I don’t want to do
I need to be at ease
I’m hanging my ropes of hope on these tranquil trees while the sun beats on me a hundred degree breeze
I have gone so far due to my progress
Regardless, I feel like I failed you kind of or a lot of times
Sincerely, I want to repent of all the wrongdoings I did
Bud, I bid you a farewell
And wish you well
In all you do…
You do you
And I do me
But, know this too —
God will be available to those who call for Him in prayer and supplication
Elation and excitement comes from the Lord of Accord…laced with imagination of unimaginable, sorrowless love from above
Thank You, Father of truth, for all you do for us
We are on the same rowdy bus but don’t fuss and cuss
Just cuz you feel the want to
I need you to listen to me for once instead of always you
Embrace the solace
Gladness and grace
Originates from the righteous, obedient God above
He covers my abominations of my youth with unconditional adoration
He told me to not doubt and have faith
So, I confess every dark and demonic and satanic and evil thing I have done…
Till I’m dust…with a gust of wind and what not
I must not give in to lust and bust a runaway who is lost and so gone
I’m shot with frustration and shameless without hesitation
I can rhyme the way I want to
As long as God understands my needs
I can write however long it may be
God breaks up the weeds of my mindset and I feed upon His garden of glory and shimmering, glimmering inspiration and mesmerizing, non-agonizing motivation
I want to steal your pain away, love
I need to heal your brain today, dove
Before you fly to grander lands than these
Do as you please, but please be at ease
I’m sorry for sinning
I’m sorry for the emptiness I provided and produced
I’m reduced to dust
I mustn’t give in to giving up
No,
Not anymore
My feels are left unhealed for now
But, I will take a vow and dwell in the light of delight and might and without a fright, I will not be led astray and steady my pace in His race of grace and defeat the plight of yesternight
Carry on, carrion heart
Hurry up, contrite heart of hate —
What about you burn that destructiveness away? I want to construct myself with anticipated hopes and joys of tomorrows without sorrows
Shed these tears away
Shed our fears off today
Know you’re not alone with your struggles
Dealt with my irrational cards many a time
I’m sorry I let You down, but I will rise from the ashes of my past someday
Hurting myself horrendously and hold on to me, healing grace from up above
Abused and used and accused of several crimes I didn’t do
The voices ensnare me deep down and I frown fretfully all the more
It drags me down like a delirious daydreamer and a downright delusional hater
The voices consume me with shallow shame and shushed sham
I can’t stand the glam
In this world of GMO corn and rotting ham… a fake, artificial happiness that is a façade I won’t take part in
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J.W. Earnings
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